Oh my god! It was seven o clock and I had less than an hour and a half before we were due to meet, I was nervous, and I hadnât had a shower or anythingâŠok girl pull yourself together and get going.
I left work after having to stay behind to tend to a cut on one of the horses, all the way home I was thinking about meeting you, and how it would be to talk to you face to face and not in front of the monitor. We had talked for what seemed ages and I thought I knew you pretty well, we had both been honest about things and had finally decided to meet up, just as mates, but I was hoping that if things went well, then it could progress from just being mates.
I arrived home at 7.20 and barged through the door, threw my coat and bag down and headed for the shower; it was going to be a rush to get ready and be on time so I quickly washed my hair and soaped up my body with my favourite shower gel.
After I had finished I dressed and put my make up on, looking at my watch before flying back out of the door it was 8.15 pm, and if I hurried I could be there in time. I caught a cab and told him that I wanted to go into reading town centre, for we were due to meet in Yaytzees, a pub in the corner of the town, it was friendly in there and they always had music playing. Good for awkward silences if there were any.
The cab pulled up outside and I paid him and headed for the door, I canât believe I was nervous, it was quite funny really, Iâm normally such an outgoing person, but at the same time can be painfully shy the first time I meet someone.
I smoothed my hair down and pushed the door to the bar open, I immediately saw you sitting with some of your friends in the corner, I decided to get a drink first, I ordered a drink from the bar and sat on one of the stools watching you and your friends laugh and joke. You were very handsome, no doubt about that, your dress sense was good and your hair was done to perfection! A man who takes a pride in his appearance is such a turn on.
I finished the drink ordered another and then started to make my way over to where you where sitting, âHi, how are youâ I said to your back, I think you recognised the voice, even though we havenât spoken on the phone before. You turned round to face me with that huge smile of yours and I just melted!
âHow you doing, sit down these are my matesâ I sat and the group conversation carried on for a while before most of them left to dance. It was the first time I had spoken to you alone all night and was hoping that they would take their time on the dance floor. We sat and talked about most things that normal people talk about and I had a huge urge to lean over and kiss you, I told myself to behave and that you would probably run of screaming if I were to try anything.
The night got later and later and the drink flowed freely until it was suggested that we join the others on the dance floor, I agreed and made my way there, you following behind. We danced for a while and the alcohol was definatly taking effect on me, the thoughts running thorough my mind at that moment were very sexual and my body moved almost effortlessly to the music and I just couldnât help thinking about you and how much I wanted to be in your arms, to feel your body next to mine, I wanted to be held by you, but I wasnât sure of your feelings, and I didnât want to make an arse of myself.
The music changed suddenly into something a bit slower and most people left the floor, I looked over to you with a sort of âshall weâ look and you nodded with a huge smile on your face, I moved towards you and slid my hands around you, you were taller than me so my head fell onto your chest which is where it stayed the entire time we danced, I could feel your heart beating and with each beat, I was getting more and more turned on, the feel of your arms around me was wonderful and I wished that I could have stayed there for a long time, but, the music ended and we left the dance floor, it was nearly time for last orders and the lads were panicking about getting the beers in, I sat in the corner watching you, you werenât like the others, you were quieter but somehow had so much more presence, the dance we had seemed to break the ice between us and as the others were sat finishing their round we sat huddled in the corner, with my hand on your thigh, it was all I could do to stop from stroking up the inside of your leg with my hand.
The plan of action was to go onto a club, I was game for this and so was everyone else, so we hailed the taxis and jumped in, in the taxi with us were two of your mates, so I had to behave, I couldnât wait to get into the club and sort of lose everyone, and get some proper dancing done. We paid our fee and hung up our coats, at the bar we ordered drinks and found somewhere to sit, the music was pumping and my mind was racing, I was sat close to you and could feel the heat of your thigh next to mine, as the drinks where finished we all got up to dance. The song had a good beat and it wasnât long before our bodies were wrapped up in each other moving to the music. I felt your arms slip around my waist and your grip tighten as you moved yourself closer to me.
Eagerly I moved my body against yours and sliding my hands a few inches lower until they were resting in the small of your back. The feeling of you so close to me was amazing and I closed my eyes and let my body move with you in time to the music, I could feel the heat from your groin against me and it was driving me wild, I looked up at you with a wicked smile and your face lit up.
I moved my face in closer to you and I could smell your fragrance. You leaned down into me and looked at me with a gaze that grabbed my attention.
You smiled as you moved closer and before I knew it, your lips were on mine, kissing me softly, I responded gently and the feel of your warm soft lips on mine was electrifying and I could feel the dampness between my legs start to grow, I had been so turned on all night and was waiting for this moment.
With ought even thinking about it my hands moved down and pulled you closer to me, your hands were moving over my back as our tongues explored each other and our bodies moved sexily to the beat, the song finished and I gently pulled back from you, I couldnât help but have a huge grin on my face, and I expect I looked like the cat that had got the cream.
I wanted more of you and I knew I would have to wait, but I took you by the hand into the corner of the club where I pulled you close to me once again, I could see your mates looking and I said âlet them look, they might learn somethingâ we both erupted in laughter and I rested my head against you, I was feeling quite dizzy, a mixture of excitement and drink.