I'm engaged to Mitch. He's just the hottest guy I've ever known. Tall, good looking, nice sense of humor and he treats me like I'm very special. He's nuts about me and since I'm just as nuts about him I definitely said yes when he asked me to marry him.
He's not the first guy I've had sex with but he's the first that made love to me. And I made love with him, something a little warmer than plain sex but just as horny and even more satisfying. He tells me what a great body I have and how lucky he is that I'm with him and not someone else. I do have a good body. I've seen lots of other girls and I'm built better than almost all of them. Some might have bigger boobs but that almost always means they need a heavy body to support them. Mine are pretty good, a little bigger than anyone I know that's as slim and weighs as little as me. I have a really small waist and my legs have some shape to them, not the long skinny kind that a lot of girls have.
Anyway, my first was in high school. I had this body and and knew I should do something with it. I was very, very interested in guys. I just had to find out what sex was all about. I purposely picked this guy that I've known since kindergarten. He's nice and I could trust him. He also had a great body, wrestled varsity. We learned all about sex with each other. I taught him and he taught me. We didn't date a lot. I mean we went to, like, the dances together when you need a date. But we didn't go to movies or hang out together at school or anything, we just got together and fucked and ate each other a lot. I loved it. Sex, I mean.
He went off to college and I went to the local community college, living at home with my parents. I went almost a year with hardly any sex, just when my first guy came home on holidays. But eventually I found another guy at school and we became what he called 'fuck buddies'. I guess that was accurate because we didn't really date much either. Nobody thought of us as a couple I don't think. But we fucked and ate each other a lot, too.
It's interesting. I really didn't date much at all. Didn't learn all about dating and how to play that game like most girls do. But I had lots and lots of sex. Then I met Mitch. We dated. I didn't plan on misleading him, making him think I was a virgin or anything. But we didn't have sex. He just never made the moves. We went out maybe a half dozen times, once a week, and then we started seeing each other several times a week. And then we had sex. From things he did I'm sure he had been with other girls. From things I did and said, he had to know I'd been with other guys. But we never discussed it. And sex with him was hotter than anything I'd ever known before.
I mean, I'd always loved it. But he wasn't just having sex with me, he wanted me. And I began to realize that I wanted him. I'd always wanted more, this wasn't different that way. But somehow I wanted him even more. I think my vagina developed muscles to pull him into me. I could feel my insides working on his cock like I've never felt before. And when he ate me, it wasn't just to give me an orgasm, it was because he wanted to eat me. He'd try and swallow my whole pussy, suck on it, chew on it with his gums , like he couldn't get enough.
Anyway, we plan on getting married. He's in Iraq right now, in the Army. He's been there almost a year. I haven't had any sex in almost a year. I get wet down there all the time just thinking about how we were together. He's due home in a week. He's going to be here for three months and then go back to a base in the U.S. I've been thinking of renting a room at the airport so when he arrives I can get him in bed right away. But I won't. His parents are going to be there so we probably won't be alone for a couple hours. I darn near have orgasms just thinking about it.
Maybe it's because Mitch has been gone, maybe it would all have happened anyway but I've become nuts about a musician. I mean, I don't even know him. I've seen him on TV and I've heard his music. But he just seems so sexy. On stage he's naked from the waist up and he struts around and shoves his pelvis out. Very, very sexy. I've read about him a lot. I think he picks up groupies every where he plays. So a lot of girls must agree with me and think he's sexy. I get wet down there thinking about him. I know it's nuts.
Anyway, I'm seeing him tonight. He and his band are an opening act for a really big star and I've got a ticket. There are literally thousands of people here. I'm far back. But I see him and he's even hotter than I ever thought. I'm darn near orgasming just watching him on stage. I imagine that every one of his hip thrusts are aimed at me. I've never felt quite like this before. And then it's over. Stage hands are moving his band's stuff off and starting to set the stage for the main act. I leave.
I'm parked several blocks away. I head around the building and can see down an alley and there's a bus parked. There are maybe twenty or thirty people crowded around. I realize that he, Trent, will be coming out soon. I head into the alley. I stand back a little from the small crowd. My back is almost against the side of the bus. I realize it's almost a huge motor home rather than just a bus. He and his band must travel in this. And then the back door of the arena opens and a few guys come out and then there's Trent. He looks even sexier than he did on the stage. I'm sure I'm on tiptoe watching him. My pussy is getting wet just seeing him. A few people are yelling. I just watch him.
Right next to me the bus door opens and the band starts coming the twenty feet or so towards the me. Trent is the last one. He signs some autographs. I'm positive he looks and sees me and smiles. He's finally coming right towards me. "Hi, Sexy," he says, grinning and looking right at me, "Want to come with me?" I must nod or something because next thing he's helping me up into the bus, feeling my ass he as he does. "Just head on to the back," he says, walking right behind me, his hand on my waist. I see a half dozen guys and everyone looks at me and just grin as I go by.
The back of the bus or motor home is a surprisingly large bedroom with a door that closes it from the gang outside. Trent says, "We might as well undress and get comfortable." So we do. His cock, the fourth I've seen up close, is a little thicker than any of the others and perhaps very slightly longer. It more than fills my mouth, stretches my jaws and hits my throat before I can get it completely in. Very, very sexy. A stronger taste to his stuff when he shoots off. He tells me what a great body I have and really goes after me, almost chewing on my boobs and then gnawing away at my pussy. I'm bound to have some marks left but it's really arousing, he goes after me because he loves it all not because he thinks he should. And then he fills me again and lasts and lasts, switching from him on top to doggy to me on top. "You've got a hungry cunt," he tells me, "feels like it's trying to swallow me. I love it."
We then get enough clothes on to make it from the bus into the hotel where the band has several rooms. Naked again we shower, which is very sexy and then he eats me some more before fucking me on and on and on in every position we can think of. He tells me how much he loves fucking me, my cunt really works on him like none ever has before. I guess I'm just really horny, really in need of sex.
He never gets my name. I'm 'sexy' and 'honey'. When he falls asleep early in the morning, I gather my things and leave. As I walk back to my car I'm mentally hugging myself, so happy and content that I've fulfilled my fantasy of being with Trent. It was great. At the same time, I'm wondering about myself. What kind of a slut am I? I'm engaged to Mitch and here I am cheating on him. I argue that I'm not cheating, we never made any promises to each other. We're not married with any vows. I also realize another problem. I might be pregnant. I quit taking birth control pills when Mitch went overseas. I didn't need them or their cost. Besides I always wondered a little if they were healthy or not, had long term side effects. But whatever, with all the sex I just had I could be pregnant. Heck, I might have a disease.
One thought that entered my mind is that in a little over five days, Mitch will be home and I'll have sex with him. He'd never know. If I am pregnant, it could be pregnant from him, not Trent. But I can't do that. The risk is way too great. I'm African-American, black, Mitch is white. I'm very light. There are hispanics darker than me. A friend once compared me to the actress Halle Berry. And that's true except I'm twenty years younger. Maybe not quite as beautiful as her but with a similar great body and caucasian rather than african features. But Trent is black. Very black. Any baby of his wouldn't resemble a white man's baby at all. Doing nothing is way too risky, would cause more trouble in the long run.
I get home, take a shower, eat breakfast and get to the Planned parenthood center as it opens Saturday morning. Within a few hours I have the morning-after, or abortion, pills and a prescription for birth control pills. It's too soon to be sure but it looks as if I didn't pick up any disease. I had to explain that I was on the pill for a couple years and went off it because my boy friend was overseas. Then admit I screwed up and had sex anyway. They understand that. I can't start the birth control pill until the morning-after ones do their work, so I'll probably still be fertile when Mitch comes home. I'll get some condoms. But I know neither of us will want to use them.
With my AA degree I work in accounting at the Department of Water and Power. A good, secure job. I've even moved up a couple steps. I arrange to take the next Friday off with my boss, it'll count as a sick day. Thursday evening Mitch will fly in and I'm assuming we'll spend Friday in bed. I'm getting wet just thinking about being with him again.
Thursday evening, I'm at the airport with Mitch's parents to greet him. I suspect his parents aren't all that happy about Mitch and me but they're at least polite if not overly friendly. And I accept they are his parents and have a right to him even though I know he'd rather be with me. He's coming up the ramp to the waiting area, big and handsome as ever, all smiles. I hang back as he hugs his parents then he grabs me and lifts me off my feet and holds me as we kiss. I whisper in his ear that I want him inside me and he grins and kisses me again. We agree that he'll go home with his parents and then come over to my place.
I take a shower and put on a robe, no other clothes, and wait for him. It's not long, a little over an hour and he's at the door. We're holding each other and kissing. I tell him again that I want him inside me. He carries me into the bedroom and disrobes me, lays me on the bed as he gets his clothes off. He then climbs on, pulls me to him and we kiss again, trading tongues, and he starts kissing my neck, his h ands on my breasts. He kisses on down to taste my breast, suck on a nipple, and then moves his mouth to the other breast as he hand moves to my pussy. He fingers me as he sucks on my breast. As he starts kissing down my stomach, I spread my legs as wide as possible to give him room.
He gets his mouth to my pussy and goes to work. I bring my knees up almost to my shoulders as his tongue and fingers massage and taste me. He sucks on my clit and as I have a small orgasm I ask him to please fuck me. He slides up over me and starts pushing in. This must be what life is all about, it's the best feeling possible in the world.