This is the first in a short series of stories, that I hope to submit fairly quickly. I hope everyone enjoys it.
James had always looked forward to his holidays. This time, that wasn't the case. Sitting there in his bedroom, packing his suitcase, he had a sudden feeling of isolation.
A month ago, he had booked a holiday for his girlfriend, Alex, and him. They had always talked about going to Mexico together, lying on a nice white sandy beach, drinking cocktails, and relaxing. That was when it all went wrong.
He had gone to her office in Leeds to surprise her with flowers and news of the trip, but it was him who got a surprise. He got off the elevator on the 5th floor, walked down the corridor to her office and was about to knock when he could hear her moaning in pleasure. What was she doing? Was she masturbating at work? The office was empty at this time anyway and he knew she had a high sex drive.
He opened the door quietly wondering what he was about to see her doing to herself, but he never would have guessed what he would see. She was sitting on her desk, eyes tightly shut with her legs wide open and her intern's head between them. The little shit was going down on her. That little 18-year-old prick, was licking his girlfriend's pussy right in front of him.
He was about to say something when she opened her eyes and saw him standing in the doorway.
"Oh fuck" she stammered.
James couldn't speak. All he could do was look and watch her trying to push the guy away from her. When he finally got the message and pulled away from her, he saw James standing there, watching them.
"Hey, do you mind getting out of here and giving us some privacy?" He asked James.
"Some fuck is licking out my girlfriend and you want me to give you privacy? Are you kidding?"
The kid didn't know what to say. He obviously had no idea who James was and maybe he didn't know she had a boyfriend at all.
"Your girlfr..." he trailed off looking both at James and Alex in turn. He stood up with his hands up in surrender. "Hey man I didn't know... I mean she never told me she had a..."
"Get out of here now, before I throw you out." James told him.
He looked at Alex as if hoping she would step in, but she could only look down trying to right her clothes. He quickly left, obviously scared of James.
James turned to his girlfriend saying, "so this is why you're late home? Five years together and this is what you have been doing?"
Alex looked as if she were about to burst into tears. "James please, let me explain."
"You know what? I don't want to hear it."
With that he turned round and left her office. He passed the intern on his way out but didn't say a word, just leaving quietly, there was no point in threatening the kid. He obviously had no idea what he had got himself into.
He didn't want to go home straight away. He knew he probably shouldn't be driving upset, but he didn't know what else to do, he wanted to drive some fast roads and blast out some music for a while. He decided to head out of town into the windy roads of the Yorkshire Dales.
The drive didn't last long, just a couple of miles when he realised there were too many cars on the road to be able to drive properly. He wanted to put his foot down, to throw his Ford Mustang GT into the tight corners, but that obviously wasn't going to happen. He went for option two, go home and get drunk and stoned.
It only took him twenty minutes to get back home and was surprised that Alex wasn't already there. But that was good, it would give him time to try and process things.
He wasn't angry, he wasn't upset, he just felt numb. He parked the car on the drive, leaving his jacket and briefcase in the boot and went in. He went straight to the bar he had built in his office. It wasn't a huge house, but it was carefully furnished, very rich looking with high ceilings. His bar held some of his favourite drinks, but he wasn't going to waste them on tonight. He didn't want an 18-year-old whisky, just something to take the edge off. He poured himself a generous vodka tonic and rolled a joint.
He didn't want the house smelling of the stuff, so he took both of these onto his patio out the back, his neighbours had smelt the stuff a couple of times and weren't particularly bothered by it.
It was his house. Alex stayed with him most nights, only staying at her apartment in Leeds a couple of times a week. He was grateful now that she had never fully moved in. This would be much harder if she had.
He finished his joint and drink quickly, feeling not exactly better but even more desensitised and fairly stoned. He went through the different rooms, collecting her things and put them in a black bin bag as he went. He wanted her and her things out of his life now. He wasn't a fan of dragging things out.
Alex turned up around 8pm, she had brought home takeaway, Chinese by the smell of it, his favourite. She noticed all her things from the house missing and packed into bags dumped for her by the door.
"James, can we talk?" She asked him carefully.
"You talk if you want but I'm not listening" he replied as he walked in from the garden.
"Please we need to talk this through."
"No, we don't, we are over and it's that simple. Your stuff is in the bags by the door, leave your key and go."
She could smell that he had been smoking weed. She could always smell it.
"OK look, I will go back to my apartment now OK; I will come by in a couple of days and we can talk when things have settled a bit."
"Don't bother. I've made up my mind, and we are done. I don't want to see you, hear from you, or have anything to do with you. I don't even care if this is the first time, the first guy or what. I'm simply not interested. But I will tell you why I came by your office. I have just booked us a trip to Mexico for the end of July."
"You mean for...?" She asked tentatively.
"Yeah for my birthday and our anniversary"
"Please I love you. I know you don't think that now, but I really do. I just made a stupid mistake."
"I love you too, but it doesn't change anything at all, and to be honest I wish I didn't. We are done."
Closing the topic, he walked to his office, made himself another drink and went back into the garden. He could hear her crying as she separated his key from hers, leaving it on the counter. He was not looking at her as she left but he heard her slam the door as she left. He leaned back into his chair enjoying his drink but feeling miserable.
He called in sick for the next 2 days. He could not stand going to work and he had been working overtime almost every week for the past 6 months. Alex had tried calling him many times those first two days, but he never answered or checked the voicemails. He just did not want to hear from her.
He realised he needed a good long break. At first, he thought about cancelling the holiday but why should he have to suffer. He decided to still go but now he would be travelling alone.
He decided to go one step further and book more time off work. June and July were normally quiet times for his firm, so he called his boss and explained the situation. She understood and let him have the time off. He had plenty of holiday days to use up, including 10 from the previous year. He was very grateful to her; she really was good to work for.
"Honestly, James, take the time off, you sound like you need it and you definitely deserve it. Enjoy the trip to Mexico and bring me back some tequila." She added ending the call.
Knowing he had so much time off work started to frighten him at first. So much time without Alex, not much to do around the house. Suddenly he was thinking that this was a bad idea.
For the first few days he moped around the house, not even bothering to get dressed, watching daytime, and lying on the sofa all day. Suddenly it hit him. He didn't need a girlfriend or anyone for what he would do. He had been living on the outskirts of Leeds for years and he had never really enjoyed the Dales except for somewhere to break the speed limit and not get caught.
He spent the next three weeks hiking all over. He went to all the main tourist hikes like Malham Cover and Ingleton Falls, but also the other, less travelled routes. He was enjoying the time on his own, waking up early to be at a starting point by 8am. Spending a full day walking and listening to music and podcasts. He was enjoying being single again not arranging things with anyone or having to explain what he was doing.
The day before he was meant to leave for Mexico, Alex called him. He hadn't spoken to her since he told her to leave, and he was curious what she wanted. He guessed though what it might be.
"Yes" he answered the phone coldly.
"Hi, I just wanted to see how you were, and how things are." She said, trying to be as sweet and innocent as possible.
"No, you don't, what do you really want?" He asked her coldly.
"I wanted to talk to you about the trip to Mexico. I want to come with you." She said abruptly.
"I'm sure you do want to go to Mexico but I'm also sure you don't want to go with me. Why don't you go with the intern?" He asked her, feeling slightly petty but enjoying the pain he was causing.
"You know I'm not with him. It was never anything but a stupid mistake. I want to go with you. I love you James and that has not changed. Why don't we go together? It could be exactly what we need to get back to us. I have already booked the dates off work, your boss told me them."