Tonight we would meet with our second couple in this life style. The first meeting was un-eventful at a local restaurant to see if there was a four- way chemistry. Both our profile and theirs said that, "we were looking for friendship with benefits and that the women were bi." On the first meeting we all agreed that this could possibly be everything we were all looking for. They invited us to their home for dinner, under the heading of "lets get to know one another better".
On entering their home, I knew by the style of furnishings and decorating that this woman and I could possible hit it off. Her taste was similar to mine and she was a girl's girl. Michael was outside on the deck starting the grill. After our hellos, they gave us a tour of their home. More confirmation, that we had a lot in common. I can always tell a lot about a person's character and personality by their home.
Dinner was pleasant and the conversation casual. After several hours of exchanging small talk. It looked as if this would also be an un-eventful evening in the sex department. Kevin and I decided that it was getting late and we both had to get up early the next morning. We definitely wanted to pursue the possibilities this couple had to offer, but it seemed it was going to go a little slower than we initially thought.
After making plans to meet again on a future date, we started saying our good-byes. Kevin shook Michaels hand, them moved to Sarah to thank her for dinner and kiss her good-bye. As I moved towards Michael to give him a good-bye kiss. He gently pulled me to him and kissed me, his chest pressed against mine. I felt a sense of comfort and security in his presence. His lips were gentle and his tongue soft and un-intrusive. Tremors ran through me at his kiss. He slowly moved his body and face away from mine. He gazed into my eyes as if he was reading the script written on the inner chambers of my soul. With the same tenderness that he kissed me with, he said "Hello", as if this was our initial greeting. Was he talking to the "me" I showed to the world or was he actually talking to my spirit. My face felt hot and my sense of self, flustered. Could he really see within the inner chambers of my soul that I guarded so diligently? I quickly looked away as if in search of Kevin. Only to find that he too was engrossed in the passions of Sarah.
I timidly looked back to Michael and smiled as if to say, "Now what"? He put his hand upon my cheek and gently started stroking my face. Soon he assuredly took me by the hand and guided me to the middle of the living room. As we stood there for what seems like hours. His stare through the windows of my soul caressed my entire body. He seemed to expose my inner being. I fought feverishly within my mind to contain the stability of the walls I build around my heart to keep un-welcomed inhabitants and invaders out. If I allowed Michael to see the real "me", would he hurt me? What was happening? This was supposed to be sex, not a search for a soul mate. But I never have been able to give my sex away without giving a piece of myself. Did I want to give him what he seemed to be evoking out of me. He was sliding his fingertips up and down my arms. I quickly closed me eyes in hope of escaping his gaze. He gently guided my chin upward and told me to look at him. As we gazed into one another eyes, stories were told to one another without a single word being spoken. For some odd reason I felt I could trust him. I wanted to trust him. He possessed a controlled sense of passion that I had only experienced with another woman. Could a man have such a thing? I wanted to find out. So I gave myself a quick pep talk and smashed every bolder to this fortress I had constructed out of fear that others would see the real me and reject me. I let him in. His gaze immediately penetrated every fiber of my existence. I could feel my body heat rising. I could feel my nipples tingle as they pushed against the fabric of my bra. His hand slid over my breast and he squeezed each one gently, instantly making my nipples hard. I moaned out loud as he slide his fingers in between the row of buttons on my blouse to touch my naked skin. He slowly moved closer for what I thought was a kiss, but his lips moved down in a line along my throat to my cleavage. His breath was hot against my skin.