Well this story has been a long time in developing, so bear with me. I had been chatting on the Internet for a couple of years and had made some friends. One day, I was in a chat room called younger women for older men. Not being interested in the chatting going on , I passed the time reading the public profiles of the women in the room. Most are intentionally vague but I noticed one that stated that she was from Tennessee, which is my home. I pm'ed her and asked what part of TN. she was from. It turns out, she lived in the same city I grew up in, although now I was living an hour away. We chatted for a while and found that we even had attended the same high school ,though years apart. This led to a deep friendship and something more.
We confided in each other and told each other what was going on in our lives. This was kept intentionally vague because you just never know who you might meet on the net. She was unhappily married with two kids. I was a workaholic with a long distance relationship. Coming home every night and talking to her was becoming my routine. Early on , we realized we were very attracted to each other and made plans to meet and see what happened. But, even though she was married to a philandering ass hole of a husband; she couldn't bring herself to be in a
situation where she might cheat. As you might expect, by now we had shared much of our personal details. We knew where each other lived and last names. We talk on the phone but always with her calling me. For two years, we talked about life , love and our desire for each other. I moved three times with my job and she had another child. Finally, I moved closer to her. A number of times , we planned to meet ;sometimes just for lunch ,sometimes for more but , she always chickened out.