Chapter 9 Method
They met at a Chinese restaurant near the cop house. Lauren got there at three minutes to one, and took a booth near the back. She ordered an iced tea, waited fifteen minutes nursing it, and was about to text Lt. Duffy when she arrived, bucking the outgoing tide of cops and civil servants returning to work.
"Christ, you wouldn't believe my morning," Marybeth said. "I managed to squeeze in 45 minutes for lunch into my schedule, and that was 20 minutes ago. I fully intend to be half an hour late for my next meeting. Hancock, someday I may need you to remind me why I once wanted to be a cop. I can hardly remember the last time I did any actual police work, or even supervised any. Budget meetings. Personnel meetings. Community relations meetings. Meetings to discuss task forces. Task forces to discuss holding meetings about task forces. I've heard rumors my department is supposed to be finding missing persons, but I tend to discount office gossip like thatβ"
"Malcontents. Troublemakers. Taxpayers," Lauren said. "Pay no attention to it."
"Exactly. I am sorely tempted to bust myself down to beat cop, citing poor attitude. Who do I have to blow to get an iced tea around here?"
Lauren let her vent, knowing Marybeth was decompressing. After the waiter came and they ordered, Marybeth closed her eyes in some kind of Zen thing Lauren had seen her do before. After a minute or two Marybeth slowly opened her eyes, sighed, and said, "There. Okay. All better now."
"There was a time I was ambitious, and thought about working my way up the chain of command, getting promoted and moving into admin."
"Don't do it," Marybeth said. "Don't fucking do it. Go as high as you want, but stay on that side of the wall. Don't get into administration. Stay on the street. It's more physically dangerous out there where you are, but the side I'm on will suck your soul right out of your ear drum, right out of your skull, while you're sitting on your ass in a swivel chair in a perfectly safe, well-defended, well-lighted, climate-controlled office."
"So why do you do it?" Lauren asked, knowing she'd be going out on a limb with most superior officers, but knowing she could get away with it. Marybeth Duffy was as tough as any boss Lauren had ever had in the LAPD or LASD, but every once in a while Duffy let her humanity leak out. Not often ... but every once in a while. "Could you transfer back onto the street?"
"Why do I do it? I'm stuck, that's why. Somebody somewhere talent-spotted me for management. You know how bad they want every kind of minority there is to fly high as they can in the department, anything to demonstrate diversity and all that. The worst part is, I'm good at what I do. And so I got promoted and promoted, and now I'm stuck. And upstairs they all know it. Everybody knows I may make deputy chief someday. Everybody wants that."
"Except you?"
Marybeth shrugged. "I don't know. Some days, yes, I want it. Some days, no. Some days ... I just want to get in a squad car and go out and play cops and robbers, like you do."
Their lunches came.
"Okay," Marybeth said, opening a plastic packet of duck sauce and spreading it on her spring roll, and changing the subject to the real purpose of the lunch. "Where'd you leave Cagney and Lacy?"
"I gave them the morning off," Lauren said. "They're coming back in this afternoon. I had some work to do on other cases, plus I've got some paperwork to do on Schecter. I'm applying for warrants to look at all her finances."
"I had those warrants pending right after the murder, but we never got to use them and they expired."
"I know. They're in the file. I basically cloned them and re-filed them."
"Good. So where are we? Is McCutcheon still good for the murder?"
"I don't know yet," Lauren said. "It's way too soon to tell. I know she was our top suspect--"
"She wasn't our top suspect, she was our only suspect," Marybeth said. "We all made her for it right from the start."
"I know that," Lauren said. "That might have been our mistake."
"You don't think she did it?"
"I'm saying I don't know."
"But you're leaning away from it? You said last night you had some other suspects. I didn't know if you were saying that for their benefit, or what."
"I'm trying to keep an open mind."
"But...?"
Lauren shrugged.
"What?"
Lauren played with her chow mein. "Carmen doesn't think Shane did it. She's sure of it."
"Yeah? So? Carmen's her ex, for crying out loud."
"I know. But in a way, that's the point. Carmen knows her, probably better than anybody else. It isn't that Carmen thinks Shane didn't do it, or didn't have motive. Carmen even agrees Shane had more and better motive than anyone else. Even Shane knows she's got the most motive. Carmen just thinks Shane isn't capable of it. She made a pretty good point, that even if Shane had killed Schecter, she couldn't have covered it up. She'd have been immediately remorseful and shook up."
"Shee-it," Marybeth said. "A lot of killers go all to pieces right after, but a lot of them don't. Some of them go into immediate denial or shock or whatever the hell it is, and three minutes after the deed they're as innocent as lambs, because that's really what they think. Never underestimate denial."
"Yes, I know. And I think I'm taking that into consideration, I really do. And I know what's in the back of your mind, that because I had a thing with Shane ten years ago, that maybe that's affecting my judgment, or something. Maybe I'm cutting her some slack. But I'm not. If anything, it'd probably go the other way, since it was a one-night stand, and she's the one who broke it off after that. So if anything ... oh, shit. Look, here's the thing. McCutcheon is a pretty strange creature. She's not much like anybody you or I know, or ever ran into. She doesn't think like other people, including people who commit murder. She's wired differently than other people, lesbians included."
Marybeth had a fork full of fried rice halfway to her mouth, but stopped in midair.
"Different ... how?"
"Well, you remember our original impression of her? That she wasn't the brightest light bulb in the chandelier? In fact, we couldn't even figure out how she managed to get up in the morning, feed herself, get dressed and go to work. We thought she was the original space cadet."
"Yeah? And?"
"Well, Carmen says a lot of people think that, but it isn't true."
"Oh, Carmen says that, does she?"