Disclaimer: This story is fiction. The characters in this story are a product of the author's imagination, though some of them have the names of real people and bear some resemblance to their namesakes. Nothing here should be taken as speculations, facts, wishes or assumptions about any actual person or relationship. Some language and incidents may not be appropriate for the sensitive reader.
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Taker sat Jan down on the king size bed and turned to remove his robe. He placed it on a near by chair, making sure none dragged the floor. He turned and saw the awe in her face. She couldn't believe it. She was here with a man that she had dreamed about more times than she could count over the past few years. Why did he choose her for tonight? All the talking Richard and her husband had done before the club opened made since to her now. Being taken and dressed also made since.
The Undertaker saw all of these emotions running across her face. He came to her and sat beside her on the bed pulling her up next to him, laughing the whole time.
"It's because you are natural, kind and honest about everything. Most of the others here would have wanted to just be able to show off in front of everyone. They would have gone around bragging to the world. You're different. They would have done it all for their glory, not their 'Master's'. You are genuine in all your feelings and action."
Jan was even more confused by this. She had not voiced her thoughts.
"I know your thoughts little one."
Embarrassment now showed on her face. Taker saw it and thought it made her even more beautiful. She didn't have classic beauty nor the glamorous kind. Instead she had down to earth beauty that came from the inside. Jan had sandy colored hair that hung just past her shoulders and the clearest blue eyes he had ever seen. The blue made you want to dive in and take a swim. He could also see that she had a small amount of freckles across her cheeks and nose. Her creamy skin turned a cute shade of pink when she blushed.
He knew he would have to watch himself close around her. She was the type that he would love to take back to his ranch. He also knew that he could not ever take her there. He would never want her to leave. He could not do that to her or himself. He knew that she was very happy at home with her husband and . . . a daughter? His head shot up and the strings of his heart pulled even more.
What had he done? He was so afraid that all of this, all he wanted would end up causing Jan and her family nothing but heartache. Lord help him but she was just what he wanted and needed in his life right now.
They would just have to talk about that before she left.
He started caressing her as he laid her down. "I want to talk to you about a few things. First I'll tell you what I want from you. Then I want you to think about it tonight. Before you leave, we will talk some more. Do you think you could do that?"
She shook her head yes.
He started caressing her more making it had to think about anything but what she was feeling. The Undertaker sinced this and stopped causing her to moan in disappointment. Jan tried leaning into his hand more to let him know she wished for him to continue. He chuckled but stayed strong to his resolve.
"You need to have a clear head about you. You'll need to hear all I say so you can make up you mind as to the future. You have to make the decision. Not me and not your husband, YOU."
So he did know she felt more comfortable letting others do this. It was easier for her to just follow.
"I want you to come to me from time to time. As so, you would come to me as a submissive. You wouldn't come as a girlfriend or a mistress. I would not call for you except for special occasions or times when I need you. You will go on with your life as it is with your husband and daughter."
Hearing him mention her daughter caused her to go very still. How did he know about her? This scared her. She made sure to keep this life separate from her life with her daughter. The two would never mix.
Taker heard every one of her thoughts. He agreed with this and respected her even more for her feelings on the matter. He did need to calm her down though.
"I can read your mind on strong emotional situations. Fear, love, desire, family. I agree on your commitment on keeping her out of this life. I don't want to have her as part of us. If I do meet her, it would be by chance only, like at a show. We wouldn't be having days at the park or family type dinners."
"You'll come to me for my pleasure, and yours. At times I have special parties for my friends. I may need to have some special attention for myself. There will be times that you'll not be alone in my service and times where you may be the only female for a party of my friends."
"First off, I want you to spend time with Richard for more formal training. I will check in time to time to see how things are going. He wouldn't be your master, just your trainer. You'll have to follow his directions as you would mine. Think of him as an extension of me. This is what I want you to think about tonight. In the morning we'll talk to Dave and have his input because this will affect his life too."
He rolled over to where he was almost on top of her. She already had her hands laying over her head making it easier for him to hold them both in one hand. They fit so easy in because they were so large. His other hand was free to explore all he wanted of her body. He wanted to know everything. He wanted to try and find all of her sensitive areas to make their future times fun.
