-ood witch Azura stood before the snarling beast, staff smoking with mystical prowess. With a tremblin- nd she-
The page was covered in mud and splattered with rain.
The girl picked it up, and then kept running, her flashlight waving around wildly.
Her camp outfit was not made for this weather. It was cold and rainy, and Camp Pure N' Straight was made for people who had to handle New England autumns - but not New England storms. The rain was coming down sleeting and thick, pattering through the thick forests that felt like they had been untouched for centuries.
The girl, holding the paper to her chest looked around and shouted.
"Kat! Kaaaaaaat!"
There was no response.
She kept running.
She found another page. Then the cover and half the book -
The Good Witch Azura and...
but the rest was covered with mud. She didn't even pick it up, because she could hear the sound of crying, cracking branches, rumpling brush. She ran forward and caught on a branch, stumbling. She almost fell forward onto Kat, who was hunched over next to a huge old tree. In the darkness and the thickness of the rain, the beam of the flashlight was visible and shone directly into her face. Kat lifted one hand, hiding beneath it and hissing, like an animal.
"K-Kat! Kat, I found you, Kat!"
"Go away!" Kat shouted, her voice thick.
"I-" The girl stood there, the beam of the flashlight trembling in her hands. She bit her lip, then stammered. "I-...I'm..."
Kat glared at her. In the shadows of the trees, protected by the rain, her eyes - mismatched blue and gold - were nearly feral with tears and anger and fear and sadness. She grabbed onto the lowest branch of the tree, dragging herself up, her camp outfit even more scraggly. She wasn't wearing a jacket for one thing. She didn't shiver, though. She was too busy shouting.
"You're what? You're
sorry
?" Kat grabbed onto some mud and flung it. It splattered on the girl's chest and face, making her step back. "You're
always
sorry! But you never
do
anything, Adora!" She almost choked as tears stung at the corners of her eyes - bright in the flashlight, impossibly visible against the rain. "You...you..." She trembled, then closed her eyes.
"I-I....I was gonna...I was gonna s-say they were my books..." Adora whispered.
"You were
gonna
," Kat choked out. "You..." She put her hand over her face.
Adora stepped forward, hesitantly.
She put her hand on Kat's shoulder.
Kat reacted exactly like she had when she was eleven, and Olivia had tried to bully her on the playground. Except this time, there were no teachers, and there were no other kids. There was just her and the woods and the rain, and her fingers scraped at Adora's face and cheek and hair as she shouted. "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" Kat shouted. "You're always right! You always get everything!" She sobbed, her shoulders shaking.
Adora, her arms raised up to protect her face, whimpered.
"I wish...I wish I'd never met you!" Kat shouted at her, then stood. "I wish I was dead! I wish...I wish...I wish I was..."
She turned and then ran. The flashlight flickered and went dim - the water from the rain seeping into the housing, cracked against a rock. Adora felt blood stinging in her eye. She ignored it. She stumbled to her feet, and shouted. "Kat!" She started to move through the woods. "Kat!"
Then...
The dream always ended the same way.
She stumbled through the woods, emerged between the trees - and there was something in the darkness beyond her, lit by a thin slip of the moon peeking through stormclouds. It was
big
whatever it was. Then two eyes, huge and bright and reflective, turning to face her, catching the moonlight and flashing it into her eyes. Then the shriek - and then...
Adora's eyes opened. She was panting and trembling in her bedroom, her face beaded with sweat. She sat up, slowly, in her bed, her body quivering. She could hear her mother's voice, echoing from down the stairs - she sounded like she was on the phone. "I see. I understand. Of course. I see." She was using the clipped tone that meant she was
angry
. Very angry. Adora groaned softly, then looked out the window of her house. Across the way, she could see their neighbor heading out for her day job, humming cheerfully. The family - a married couple without any kids - had moved in after...
She shook her head, trying to cast off the dream. Instead, she slid from her bed and looked around the room. No matter what Mom had to say, she couldn't find fault with this room: Her Azura books were hidden, her old comics were tucked away. In their place were textbooks on every STEM subject, a few weights for her lacross training, and there...she smiled, a little sheepishly. There was her wooden practice sword, sheathed and hanging up in the corner. Mom was a stickler that Adora get into the same fancy pants college she had gotten through - but Adora had managed to finagle in her HEMA studies by finding a few examples of HEMA clubs at the same college.
It'll help me get in, I swear.
It was one of her few tiny victories.
The door to her room opened without a knock and there stood Mom, dressed in her red business suit. Adora's mother had been in a car accident when she had been young - the same car accident that had killed Dad. Adora, who had been safely in a car seat at the time, had no memories of it. Apparently, she hadn't even gotten a scar from it. On cue, the notch on her eyebrow twinged. She ignored it. Mom, meanwhile, had come away with...well, she had grown her hair long to cover what the plastic surgeons had managed to correct. Her lips were pursed as she looked down at her nose at Adora.
"We need to talk," she said, firmly.
Adora sighed, softly. "W-What is it, Mom?" She asked, sitting on the bed. "My grades are doing okay, right?"
Mom stepped into the room. "Oh. No. No." Mom shook her head. "It's not your grades, Adora." She frowned. "According to the phone call I received, you were at the local...GSA." She brought out the acronym with clear disdain. Adora felt her heart sink. Cold, clammy fear prickled along her body. No. No. No. No. She had talked to the teachers involved, no one would have
reported
her, Miss Bright was a
good
teacher, she'd never call in. Adora froze still and her hands clasped on her lap. She remembered the stinging sensation on her wrist - back at Camp, they had given her rubber bands, and if she ever felt
impure thoughts
she was supposed to snap it. The pain came back fierce and hot, despite the camp and the rubber bands being far, far behind her.
"W-Who, I...w..." Adora stammered.
"Mr. Horde," Mom said, pronouncing the name as if it were French, despite no one else doing the same. Adora's sting of betrayal became furious rage and even brighter fear. The old crotchety man was one of the most nosy people that went to their church - he wasn't even going to school! He just...lived nearby. She looked down at her lap.