For the past six months, I have been seeing a sex therapist to work on some of the issues regarding my thoughts and feelings about my sexuality and my masturbatory practices.
Talking with Sharry Konopski has been very helpful and I've been making progress regarding being open about and accepting of my sexuality, but today's session was going to move my therapy into a wonderful and new direction.
I arrive early for my session and sit quietly in the waiting room for my appointment with Sharry. There's symphonic music playing in the room at a low volume in a neat and uncluttered room.
The door opens as Sharry is ready for our session. She looks fantastic, wearing a black turtleneck short sleeve sweater, a short white skirt, and the sexiest black leather knee high boots.
Sharry: Hello Brad. Come on in and go the first office on the right.
I quietly go into the office and take my seat on the couch across from her desk. Sharry sits down across from me as we begin our session.
Sharry: So, Brad, how are things going? Where should we start today?
Brad: I'd like to continue our conversation from last week.
Sharry: Yeah, I'd like to discuss what happened last week. You've made a lot of progress during our sessions but you still seem a little hesitant and tentative. Might I ask why?
Brad: If I told you, I'm worried what you might say.
Sharry: Go ahead, it's alright.
Brad: I wish I could take my clothes off during our sessions. Sometimes I get aroused when I talk to you or see you and things get a bit uncomfortable down there.
Sharry: This isn't something that should happen, but you've been making progress during our work together and I don't want you to feel awkward, guilty or ashamed of sex. So I'm going to allow it. Do you want to take your pants off now?
I nod my head 'yes'
Sharry: Go ahead. It's OK
I reach down and unbuckle my belt, then unbutton and unzip my pants. I lift my rear end up so I can slide my pants and underwear past my thighs to my knees and work them down to my ankles. My penis is completely exposed and standing erect at full attention to Sharry.
Sharry: You're in very good shape Brad. Have you been aroused this whole time?
Brad: I'm always aroused during our sessions Sharry.