"It actually did." I admitted. " We should probably shower and get dressed." We jumped in the shower and shared kisses while taking turns washing each other from head to toe. I put on my tux and felt good and ready. Victoria took longer to get dressed but when she came out it was totally worth the wait. She wore an extraordinarily tight red dress that hugged her figure fantastically. It was short and showed off her amazing legs. The outfit was completed with a necklace that I had bought her while we were in Paris. It was a gold pendant in the shape of a ring. She wore it beautifully. I grabbed the necklace and pulled her towards me for a kiss. We made our way downstairs to the limo that was waiting to take us to the Nokia Theater for the ceremony.
It was my first big award show and it was extraordinary. There were so many celebrities and my head was turning left and right trying to take it all in. I got to meet a few celebrities that I had always admired including Tina Fey and Amy Poehler who were hilarious. It was a beautiful evening and the cameras were flashing everywhere. Will Smith and his wife Jada were there, I got a chance to say a quick hello to Will who was towards the end of filming Suicide Squad for Warner Brothers. I got to shake hands with Aaron Sorkin who was the writer for the Social Network as well as an Emmy winner for The West Wing. And all this was before we even got inside the building.
Victoria and I were about midway from the stage so it would be incredibly easy to maneuver if one of us had won. Seeing our seating had me even more excited and thought that tonight might turn out to be an awesome night.
The show got underway and it was fun. Andy Samberg was the host and he was doing a good job. He was funny and he kept the show moving at a good pace. I was enjoying myself but my category would be the first one for which Eye Candy was nominated and we were getting closer. When Hayden Panettiere and Josh Hutcherson walked together on the stage and announced the category for best writing in a drama series was up my heart was caught in my throat. They began naming the nominees one by one. My name came second with a great graphic and a short clip of the season finale of Eye Candy. As they continued to name the other nominees I realized just how tough this category was and I tightened in my seat. Victoria grabbed my hand in hopes to calm me. It didn't work. Hayden opened the envelope looked at the name and showed it to Josh. In unison they called out:
"And the winner for outstanding writing in a drama series is." I held my breath, I could no longer feel any part of my body.
"Matt Wiener for Mad Men" The room exploded in cheers and applause. I was dumbfounded and felt incredibly numb. Finally I clapped away with everyone else as Matt went on stage to collect his prize. Victoria wrapped her arm around me and kissed me on the cheek. "It's going to be okay babe." I was dejected and the enthusiasm I held at the beginning of the show was quickly beginning to fade away.
About an hour later we finally got to Victoria's category. Best Actress in a Drama series. Felicity Huffman and Ben Stiller were presenting the award. They started naming the nominees and Victoria's name was the first one up. They showed the same clip that they had of the finale. I felt her tighten next to me and grab my hand hard. I sat up excited as well. I hadn't won but I really hoped that she would. She had really worked hard all year.
"And the winner for best actress in a Drama series goes to... Victoria Justice." Again the room exploded as everyone stood to cheer on and congratulate my girlfriend as she stood up in amazement and shock. We hugged and kissed as she continued to shout out in surprise. She walked up the aisle really looking gorgeous. I was so happy for her. She got up took her award and began her speech.
"I don't know what to say. I was not expecting to win at all. This is amazing thank you so much. Thanks to my mom and sister who have always encouraged me. MTV for believing in the show and in all we did and continuing to support us. And thank you to our writer and my incredible boyfriend Duncan. None of this would be possible without you."
I was pleased that she had called me out by name as the camera panned to me and caught me with a huge smile on my face. She exited the stage waving to the crowd. Jim Parsons who was sitting right next to me congratulated me and told me Victoria seemed like a very sweet girl. I sat there waiting for her to come back feeling a mixture of things. I was very happy for Victoria she had worked hard and fully deserved the award. I was jealous I had to admit. I really wanted to win and it killed me that I hadn't. I would just have to smile and try not to show what I was really feeling. Victoria came back and we kissed.
"I'm so happy for you V. Thanks for what you said. It really meant a lot to me."
"I meant every word! I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you."
We smiled at each other and watched the rest of the show holding hands and enjoying the show. We were after still nominated for one more category; Best Drama. When it was time for the award Natalie Dormer star of Game Of Thrones came on stage and announced the nomines. Eye Candy was the first name shown and again the same footage was shown.
"The winner for best Drama series goes to... MAD MEN!" This one didn't hurt as much as my personal defeat. Mad Men had ended during this past season on quite a high note and just like Breaking Bad the year prior had taken up quite a few prizes along the way. Victoria and I along with all the other guests began to fill out of the theater as the show came to a close. There would be parties to attend that night and we weren't anywhere near finished. We got into our Limo and Victoria jumped me immediately. Slipping her tongue into my mouth and toying with mine. I held her tightly a little taken aback at the sudden show of affection from the sexy actress. She pulled away from me and looked me right in the eye as she unbuckled my belt and fished my penis out of my pants. She pulled her dress up and moved her panties aside and jumped on my dick taking me deep in her in one smooth stroke. She was horny and wet as all hell. Winning does wonderful things to the body I assumed. She wrapped her arms around my neck and began riding my thick and hard dick while the limo weaved through L.A traffic. I wrapped my hands around and grabbed her ass steadying her and guiding her up and down on my dick at a much faster pace.
The limo was quite large and there was enough room for me to lay Victoria down on her back and fuck her in the missionary position on the floor of the Limo. "There you go babe. Fuck me harder. Fill me with cum" Her dirty talk was making my head spin and edging me closer and closer to cumming hard in her wet pussy. I moved my hand and grabbed her amazing ass, I felt the cum burning through my cock as it fired its way right into the very depths of her. We were both moaning and panting.
"Thanks babe. I just had to have you. I can't believe I won." She said as we made ourselves presentable.
"I can V. You have been amazing this entire season. They would have been crazy not to give it to you. We got to the first party soon after. It was taking place at one of the bigger hotels. Whoever was throwing it had rented out everyone room on the top floor of the hotel and things were getting pretty crazy by the time we got there. Victoria ran into some of her friends who wanted to congratulate her and party with her. I went out on a balcony that was still free. I looked out across the beautiful city and felt something that could only be described as sadness. I would be back again, and the next time I would win. I made myself that promise right then and there. I went back in to try and enjoy the party. Feeling a renewed sense of purpose and determination I had yet to feel since coming to Hollywood.
I went back inside and saw Eric Strong our new cast member sniffing coke on a table. I guess rehab didn't really work out.
