When Inuyasha faded back, eyes closing and going limp, Sesshomaru sat up and looked down at him warily. He'd not been this tired, or this overloaded by sensation in years. He slowly pulled away and sat back on his heels. Inuyasha curled onto his side and smiled, lost to the world, for the moment.
"A bath then... and then we'll see how the tide has turned." He said softly. He rose and padded to the stream not far away, where he could watch the sleeping hanyou and be sure he didn't flee suddenly.
As he washed his skin with soft sand from the bottom of the stream, he pondered the evening's events. He knew why they had happened, well he had a theory. He was just amazed that he couldn't stop himself. The urge to go and fondle and taste the white haired boy sleeping so deeply was unbearable. He didn't like being controlled by his own flesh. However, that flesh wanted something of him that he couldn't provide. In fact, it was entirely his own fault this had happened. Inuyasha was a pawn to their blood, to their nature. Sesshomaru's body wanted a mate. However, he'd not seen a female of his kind in a long, long time. Inuyasha was just unlucky enough to be of his breed and young enough that his hormones confused Sesshomaru's body. He couldn't help himself, neither of them could. It might be best to leave himself.... But he couldn't. He looked down at his once again erect manhood and sighed.
"He's had more than enough. He's too young for this sport." He snapped to himself. The erection mockingly ignored him. He ducked under the water then stood, his hair falling sleek behind him and shrugged. Fine, self gratification might just clear his muddled mind. It was hard to think of anything other than relieving the tension in his belly, truth be told.
He was about to wrap his fingers around himself, despite the fact he knew it wouldn't help, when he heard Inuyasha stir and call for him. He looked up, flushing at the idea he'd almost been seen like this; he'd seem more insatiable than the young hormone driven Hanyou if he'd been seen.
"Sesshomaru..." Inuyasha sat up and yawned. Damn his teenaged stamina and ability to recover so fast.
"I am bathing. Go to sleep." He called. Of course the insolent whelp ignored him. He rose and walked towards him, smiling blurrily. His eyes missed nothing as he stepped into the stream too and leaned up to nuzzle the taller Sesshomaru's neck.
"You didn't wake me to help you with this... why not?" he asked softly. The hint of worry made the youkai flinch and sigh.
"I don't know. You were not going to respond anymore, ne? I think the idea of a limp partner made me not want to bother."
"Well, I am not limp now." Inuyasha said and pulled him closer to the shore. The water was still up to Sesshomaru's mid thigh when Inuyasha stopped and grasped him. "How do you want it this time...?" he asked. Sesshomaru eyed him and shook his head.
"I don't think I can take you again, Inuyasha... so relax and hands off." He said, not unkindly. The boy lifted a brow and a spark of the stubbornness they shared flashed in his eyes. Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed. "Hands off, Inuyasha." Inuyasha's hand tightened and moved over him insolently as he lifted a brow at him. Sesshomaru's hips shifted into his grasp despite his words.
"Hands off?" Inuyasha said eyes shifting downward to watch what he was doing and his brother's reaction to it. Sesshomaru growled and forced his hand to push the hanyou away.
"Inuyasha." He snapped, his voice cold and aloof once more. The hanyou bristled then yelped as he felt a leg swipe his knees and knock him off his feet into the water. He spluttered as the youkai held his head under a few seconds then lifted him out to breathe. "Don't be so eager, you hentai!" Sesshomaru chuckled. Inuyasha grabbed his right leg and tugged uselessly; Sesshomaru was prepared for possible retribution, it seemed. The younger male pouted as he was lifted to his feet again, and shook his hair out.
"But you are..." he started, but got a finger to the lips, stopping him.
"Let me explain first. Then we shall see how we feel." The youkai said seriously, and led him back out of the cool water. Inuyasha realized the sun was going to rise soon; Kagome and the others would probably bee searching for him...
Sesshomaru felt the boy tense up next to him and slid his arm around his shoulders, forcing him to sit on the abandoned fur. Predictably, his touch forced all thoughts from the boys head, making him wince a bit at the subterfuge. If this was the result of mating, he was not sure he wanted a mate at all. He preferred to have a life and a partner he could talk to or live a life with outside the bedroom. Inuyasha was flat blinded by his presence and his touch; it was as if he was enslaved to his brother's scent or youki.
"Inuyasha, why is it you think we've been having sex tonight? Why don't you question the morality of it, or the fact that before tonight you were as straight as an arrow?" he asked bluntly, hand still on his shoulder. Sure enough the hanyou blinked at him blankly. He stepped back and sat across from him and repeated himself. Slowly the golden eyes seemed to clear and the hanyou titled his head as if pondering.
"I... didn't think at all... I don't know why or how this happened. Especially with.... my own flesh and blood. Not that you ever cared to call me that before." His voice was dropping as confusion rose; Inuyasha's hands rose to cover his face as he curled up into a ball of shame and bewilderment. Sesshomaru felt his chest squeeze, and forced it to stop; he did think differently of his brother, but he was not going to get foolish and lightheaded over the boy. He dared not touch him in any case; that spell would descend and make this more and more painful to unravel anyway.
"Listen as I say this Inuyasha, because I will never utter these words again. Listen!" the boy looked up, shivering in his bafflement and moral struggle. What they'd done had felt good, in more ways that one. He'd felt wanted, even loved for the first time since his mother died. Sure Kagome loved him but he didn't dare touch her. She scared him in some ways and the fact that eh couldn't keep her was never far from his mind. She would leave him, as all others he loved had left... as Sesshomaru now as trying to do, obviously.
"Inuyasha. I was wrong to despise you for your human taint. I was wrong to belittle you. You are indeed Father's heir, not myself. And I do respect you. I might even care for you, a little." Sesshomaru said uncomfortably. He shrugged a strange sight with the missing arm hidden as it had been all night, under his silver hair. He looked away and sighed "I don't wish to coerce you though, my brother. And unfortunately, my mere presence is enslaving you."
"I don't understand. How? Why? You respect me? But you tried to kill me, in Fathers tomb and when you worked with Naraku..." Sesshomaru's eyes snapped to his as his fangs bared angrily.
"I said I was wrong! That is all I will say of that past, Inuyasha! Just because you have become something to me, don't push my tolerance." He snapped, and this utterance threw Inuyasha into a serious confusion. He meant something now? Sesshomaru cared about him suddenly?
"As for being enslaved, I mean that literally, you cannot help but desire me... I know this much of you, boy; you are no hentai. You'd never try to entice me to take you like you just did, not once but twice. It is our blood calling to its like." He lifted his hand and stared intently at you Hanyou. "I want you to concentrate hard upon who you are, and what you feel when I touch you. Do not move, nor speak, just feel and listen to your body." He said and laid his hand on the boy's cheek.
Instantly Inuyasha felt the stirring inside him, his skin tingling and pulling with each breath. His manhood swelled and it was all he could do to obey and not touch himself or reach for his brother. The hand left and after a few breaths, he felt coherent again.
"What the hell was that!?" he gasped and leaned backwards, eyes wide. "How did you do that to me?"