The Botez Gambit
Chapter One - Preparations
The Reykjavík Open was the first Chess tournament I had chosen to participate in, for some time. Chess had taken the backseat for too long and it was time I got back to what I still considered my main interest. I trained hard in the weeks leading up to it, swiftly noticing how rusty I was.
Chess was a skill that needed to be tended to well and frequently -- something my other wants in life had prevented in recent months. It was sometimes challenging to know where to allocate my time. I wanted to grow as a streamer, in more than just the Chess category, I had recently taken up DJ'ing and quickly gotten obsessed with it, I wanted to do boxing ever since I had fought in the Creator Clash and discovered a deep passion for the sport. There were simply too many exciting things to do in life to put your attention to just one of them for too long.
My sister joined me and would play alongside me in the tournament. She was, as ever, much more passionate about chess than I was, and seeing how happy it made her that I was playing seriously again, made me glad I had chosen to do so. She was a great sister and supported me in everything I did, but she was always the proudest when I turned my attention to our mutual passion for chess.
We arrived a day before the tournament was to start. I had looked forward to exploring the beautiful city of Reykjavík with Alex, but she claimed she was too tired to do so. However, she seemed to have no lack of energy when it came to practicing an opening she had planned to use for her first match.
I was used to my sister prioritizing chess over spending time with me, but that did not make the rejection sting any less. I was lucky Anna Cramling also was playing in the tournament and had agreed to spend some time with me instead.
We stayed in the city, exploring the colorful, quaint streets of Reykjavík, spending far too much money on dresses and skirts we did not need. I had brought enough clothes to last the time I would spend in Iceland, but on reflection, there weren't many nice clothes. With Anna encouraging me every time I donned a new outfit, I could not stop myself from buying more than I would know how to fit in my suitcase for the journey back home.
After I got back to the hotel with several bags full of needless purchases, I only smiled and knew it had been worth it, I had had fun, and that was all that mattered.
Chapter Two -- A Promising Strategy
On the morning of the first day of the tournament, I felt excited -- almost giddy, to play. With how many higher-rated players had signed up, I knew I had no real chance of winning the whole tournament. Hell, I could not even beat my sister if we got matched, nevertheless, I was excited to play over the board again, and in a more official capacity. I was hoping I could at least win a few games, and my first match was against a lower-rated player than myself. I liked my chances.
Because I knew I would be on our stream I decided I should wear something nice, and after yesterday's shopping spree, I had no shortage of outfits to choose from. I settled for a black top with a white undershirt, fishnet stockings, and knee-high boots. Anna had looked at me so hungrily when I had tried it on in the shop, I knew it would be similarly appreciated by our viewers. I would not be talking to my stream, or be able to read their messages, but I still wanted to look good for them.
I sat down at the board before my opponent arrived. With how difficult Icelandic names were, I could not even be sure if my opponent was male or female. A more diligent player might have done some research to find out how he or she played, what his or her strengths and weaknesses were, what kind of openings to expect, and so on. I had elected to do none of that. I would play my own game and trust in my instincts. After all, this opponent was rated two hundred lower than me.
A man stopped in front of the table and offered me his hand, I accepted his handshake and gave him a brief smile, I was never great with guessing ages, but judged he was at least sixty. The smile he returned was warm and kind, but I could sense a difficulty keeping his eyes on mine when they clearly wanted to be elsewhere.
The old man sat down in front of me, and carefully arranged his pieces on the board, barely moving them at all. There was a slight tremble in his hand that I knew not whether to attribute to any nervousness or just his old age. If he truly was nervous, his game did not reflect that fact. He moved swiftly, with no hesitance. I guessed he had practiced this particular opening and many variations of it - an opening I knew little about. I decided to play moves that I knew might not be the most accurate but were sure to throw him off his theory and planning.
My attempt to even the playing field did the opposite, after too many odd moves I realized my position was quickly deteriorating. He had no material lead, but my knights were not near the center, my rooks were undeveloped, and I had a much weaker pawn structure.
I tried to stay in the game, knowing it was useless to focus on how bad I was playing, but the thoughts still came, and I could not stop them.
After a few minutes of not seeing a single good move, I decided to step away from the board to get my head back in it. My opponent watched me as I stood up. I did not look at him, but I could feel his gaze briefly on my body before he forced his eyes back on the board. Despite my sour mood I could not help but smile, most girls would doubtlessly be disgusted at being ogled at by old men, but never me. Being desired always made me feel great, no matter who it was.
The few moments I took for myself, away from the board, made me calm myself. My opponent had played a great opening, but his winning position was more due to my own failings and a lack of belief in my own play, than any brilliance by him. I decided I would ignore the undesirable start, and play confidently, and fast. After all, I had come back from far worse positions in my life than the one I was currently in.
I sat back down in front of the Icelandic man, and once again felt his eyes briefly travel over my exposed chest. I pushed my F pawn, leaving my King more exposed, but wanting to add some pressure to the center.
My opponent's moves began taking longer. While I sat waiting for him, leaning on my elbows, studying my rapidly improving position, I noticed his hand shaking more. I looked up to see his face staring at my tits. He quickly looked away and his mouth moved slightly as if he wanted to apologize, but no words came.
I realized how my arms were pushing together my breasts and felt a moment of embarrassment, both for myself and for my opponent. He still shook slightly as he moved his hand to his bishop, refusing to look anywhere but the board.
His next move was a blunder. Thinking he could attack my more exposed King, he put himself in a position for me to fork two of his pieces, which I quickly did. His following moves were no better and after a few minutes, my winning position was evident enough that my opponent surrendered the game.
He shook my hand and briefly looked me in the eye. His expression was one of embarrassment, shame, and just a hint of anger. As if he was silently accusing me of not playing fair by distracting him with my looks.
He left the table swiftly, for an old man. He never looked back.
Chapter Three -- Under The Table
My first game made me realize how truly rusty I was. Though I had won the game, it had been mostly a fluke. I studied the game after and noticed the position was even more losing than I had anticipated. Before my opponent had gotten distracted and blundered his most active piece. My game was not strong on its own, and I decided then that I would study my next opponent the little I could before the game was to start.
My next opponent was stronger, a French player slightly higher rated than myself. However, the rating did not frighten me as much as the fact he had beaten a much stronger opponent in his first match. Studying his play did little to prepare me for how to play against him. He seemed well-versed in a variety of openings, his endgames were phenomenal, and he hardly ever made a move that the computer did not recommend. He was an all-around better player than me, and his rating did not do him justice.
On the day of the game, my anxieties about facing him had all but vanished. Saying I had given up my chances of winning sounds harsh -- but I had come to terms with the high probability, and reminded myself not every game could be won. All I really could do was to play the game as well as I could, and the result would turn out how it turned out.
Again, I had dressed nicely for my game. Having such a plethora of great-looking outfits was fun, and I had elected to never again go to a tournament without at least a few nice outfits to wear.