Being a Guardian has its perks.
Immortality. Fame. Power. Adventure. That driving, adrenalized feeling of not knowing when your last breath would come, or if your Ghost would even be able to bring you back, or to rez you, as it was more commonly known.
I was resurrected on Luna, that gray orb holding orbit above Earth. Home of the Hive, a vile and terrifying race of aliens that seemed always hungry, always wanting to grind humanity into nothing but dust, and to eat that dust.
I was rezzed on the same day that the Hero slayed Crota in his own realm. I remember waking to the shaking of the Lunar soil, hearing terrible ripping screams echo across the landscape. I hadn't known then, but I'd heard the mourning wails of the Hive. Crying out for the loss of their God's son. A monster.
I've seen the Hero. Once. They're not much more different than you or I, but there's a bit more to them. A gleam in their eyes. An unbending posture. A terrifying certainty in their stride. But this isn't quite their story.
It's mine.
My name is Al-Jestis-13. I'm an Exo and I'm a Hunter.
Exo's are a remnant of humanity's old grandeur; anatomically correct self-aware automatons. Before you ask about the functionality of my faux reproductive organs, let me change the subject.
Being a Guardian had its perks. The roaring Light within my body and my cells makes me a target, especially for the sick machinations of the Hive. Most of their rank and file would be content to maim and maul me.
But not Sarthuk, Silvered Brood. That witch had other plans for me.
Plans that I, being a foolish Guardian, fell and became trapped within.
Recording of Al-Jestis-13, during the year of King Oryx's fall.
Al-Jestis stood before the vast gray door of the entrance to the Temple of Crota. He idly remembered the stories of how many Guardians, like him, had fallen to the Hive's terrible logics and magicks.
Cinnamon Roll, his Ghost, took a brave moment to materialize from Jestis' pack and survey their surroundings. Blackish brown chitin lay on the ground, evidence of battles past. She turned her cyclopean eye on her Guardian, clearly apprehensive.
"I know that the bounty is good," She ventured softly. "But is it worth being lost to the Darkness? To the Hive?"
Beneath his helmet, Al-Jestis' features contorted in a fair approximation of a frown. The two of them had gone over this, time and time again.
"Cinna, I know you're worried, but this will be worth the trouble! We need a new warp-drive for our StarSkipper, and this would be enough to buy us two. Maybe even enough that I could ask Amanda out for a pint."
Jestis' head dipped towards his chest, briefly contemplative. Prone to brooding, Jestis would soon fall into a thoughtful and depressed silence.
Knowing where this road went, Cinna bumped into his shoulder playfully. "Hey," she chirped. "Maybe you can buy me one instead. Show a Ghost a good time, eh, Jes?"
He gave a good-natured huff. Indicating a small outcropping, he stalked over to some cover, Cinna floating silently behind him. Crouching down, he extended a hand to her.
"You can't drink, silly!" he said gently. His dexterous fingers rubbed her center sphere, right between her outer horns. He stroked her like someone would pet a cat, musingly.
It felt like liquid ecstasy to her. If she had a mouth, and saliva glands, she would've drooled.
"Uhhhhh...ehhhh...i knowww." Cinna moaned in her husky voice. Unable to think past his ministrations, she slowly lifted and hovered above his palm.
"But it's the thought that counts," She stated firmly.
Jes nodded. "Which is why I'm going to get you a new shell after this score!" He indicated her carbon-scored, slightly dinged up outer body.
Her points dropped in embarrassment. "You don't have to do that.." She mumbled.
Jes was firm. "You do nearly as much work as I do! We should split the bounty!"
"A bounty we don't have," She began. "A bounty in an incredibly dangerous-"
"A bounty that's waiting." He said, standing. She groaned, but she followed nonetheless. Of course she would follow.
She loved her Guardian. Of course, all Ghosts were supposed to be dedicated to their charges, but Cinna knew what she felt for Al-Jestis-13 was more than dedication. More than that, she wanted things that Ghosts couldn't have. Wanted to do things they couldn't do, not with the current technology in their possession.
Cinna felt the tugs of desire, and began to remember a story one of her Brothers had told her, in confidence. As she dug through her data and began to review the story, she noticed movement on the tracker.
Day-dreaming could wait until later. Desire wouldn't do her too much if it got her Guardian killed.
Down beyond the opening gate of the Temple of Crota, sat a huge Ogre, accompanied by a small coterie of ugly Acolytes. The loud huffing pants of their wet, raspy breathing was paired with the sound of their own chitin scraping against their skin.
Jes cloaked himself in a self contained invisible field. It had a very low battery life, but could be recharged often. As long as he avoided the Hive and stayed outside of their notice, he'd be golden. Even though he was cloaked, he'd heard stories about how powerful their scent of smell was.
Holding an unnecessary breath in, he skirted around the Ogre. He gave it an enormous berth, not wanting to deal with it on a good day, much less today.
The disgusting monster cocked its head to one side, slowly swinging it to another. Its massive head had purple-pink rotting flesh glowing with power that lay below the surface.
Jes froze as the Ogre took a lumbering step towards him. Its head swung from side to side, until it seemed to lock directly on him. Jes wondered if the beast could hear his mechanical heart pounding in terror.
Cinna posted a small timer onto his HUD, reminding him that he had few precious seconds left until he was exposed.
The Ogre tilted it's head upwards, as if listening to a distant song, and then stomped away, turning it's back to Jes.
No sooner than it had turned away, Jes' invisibility vanished. He took advantage of the moment and scurried off further into the Temple.
Jes and Cinna rested deep inside the temple. Five solar cycles had passed since they had first entered, and had passed without any incident.
Jes slumped back against a dark wall, resting his body. Though he was powered by the Light, it didn't seem to do much about his muscular aches. Or maybe it was this place...
Jestis' thoughts were dark and murky, like swirling tendrils of malignant mist. Was his Light being choked out, smothered by the weight of the Darkness in this deep place?
He knew he could die here and no one would ever find his body. That was alright to him. He was a warrior; death was all but a certainty.
However, Cinna was his Ghost. She might have raised him from death, but they were a team. He was no good without her. Therefore, he always felt deeply responsible for her. And now, in this dark place, deep below the Lunar surface, he began to feel uncertainty.
Fear bloomed in his belly, and his mind began to run wild with nightmarish stories told to him. Old tales the Hunters of the Tower spoke of in hushed tones. Of the things that the Hive would do. Civilians would be the easiest off. Killed, and then devoured, or devoured and subsequently killed, if they were lucky. No one ever knew what happened to those who were dragged off, screaming into the darkness, to the depths of Crota's Abyss.
Guardians were a different matter. Light was power, and the Hive could feed and breed an entire brood from a single Guardian's Light. He could only imagine being chained, tortured, having his Light slowly drained away to feed the next army that might crush Earth once and for all.
Al-Jestis shook his head in an attempt to clear his thoughts. "I'm going to try and rest," he said in a whisper. He lay onto his side, back to the wall. "Keep watch for me?"
Cinna spun in a small circle. "You know I will. Even if I do want to be held." She said in a teasing tone.
On the nights that Al-Jestis' paranoia was quelled, and his heart easy, he would lay down to sleep and Cinna would rest herself in his hands. Al-Jestis would hold her close to his body, even though he thought that she couldn't feel his body warmth. She could feel it, though.
"I'm sorry, Cinna. When we're out, I'll never let you go." He said, sleep filling his words. He was soon asleep.
"Ah, I was mostly joking anyway." She hadn't been joking.
Like a beast sniffing the wind for danger, Cinna could pick up on Jes' emotions as though they were her own. She could feel his fear, taste his stress, and she wanted to comfort him, more than anything.
Aside from his other emotions, she could also feel something new. Something that Al-Jestis himself probably wasn't aware of. Cinnamon Roll had heard of such feelings before, but only through an experience of a fellow Ghost, Arga.
This Ghost was so incredibly close to their Guardian. Enviably so. The two of them were apparently inseparable; to the point that the Guardian was more inclined to speak to other Ghosts than they were of their own kind and ilk.
Bonded and tied by a mental stream, Arga felt when his Guardian began to feel desire. Guardians might be risen dead, or in this Guardian's case, an Exo, but their bodies remembered old patterns. Addictions, preferences, desires.
Cinna couldn't imagine doing what Arga did next. Arga had gone directly to his Guardian, and confronted them about their feelings, the rising lust in the Lightbearer's loins. The Guardian had been, understandably, immensely embarrassed and had tried to pass it off as less than a problem.