The following is a completely fictional story. It is 100 percent made up and while the names of real people are used this is not meant to be a reflection of them. This is entirely fictional and not in any way a form of reality. Do not read it as such.
The following story is for adults only. No one under 18 is permitted to read it. Minors are not allowed.
The following story includes FF, oral, rim
Thank You Trish
By KMB
May 2023
Nerves should have been nothing new for Bianca. She had competed and performed at some of the highest levels of athletics and in front of millions of people watching her every move. She had felt those nerves and had overcome them, beating them back and triumphing all of her fears so she could not only compete, but win and thrive in the process.
But she had never felt nerves like this before because she had never done anything like this before.
Suddenly performing in front of millions live on television and in front of jam packed stadiums and showing she could go beyond all her limits to achieve something extraordinary seemed like nothing compared to being face to face with just one person. Everything she had done before suddenly seemed easy compared to the intimacy of something so new and scary that Bianca felt she wanted...or at least she thought she did...but was still too scared to take.
She didn't know what to do. Should she go through with this? Would she regret it if she did this? Would she regret it even more if she didn't?
Bianca had worked so hard all her life to turn her natural gifts and talents into achievements that went beyond her biggest dreams. And yet here she was flummoxed and uncertain because of one other person...one other woman to be exact...and Bianca had no idea what to do about this unfamiliar lack of confidence in herself.
To the worldwide audience that were her devoted fans, she was Bianca Belair, a multi-time champion in WWE and one of the biggest stars in the company. She hadn't gotten that way by being afraid. She had gotten that way through hard work and fighting off her fears to push herself to achieve her dreams. She wasn't just the "EST of WWE" as marketing gimmick. Bianca actually lived that because she worked with everything she had to be the strongest, the fastest, the baddest and the best...as well as the prettiest and even the sexiest.
But right then Bianca Belair felt more like just a character to her than ever before.
Her in ring persona now felt more like it was nothing but pretend because at this moment she was only Bianca Blair Crawford as she stood in the hotel suite facing a true legend and an icon. Right then she wasn't a character, she was only herself. She was a married woman with doubts and fears and nerves. She was someone who was uncertain of herself and what she wanted. She was a real life woman who was facing a real life crossroads.
There were so many times she had almost backed out of this. There were so many times she had nearly turned around on the way here. Even when she had arrived she had nearly run back to her car and fled the hotel. She was frankly surprised that she was here and even now she couldn't be sure that she actually had the nerve to go through with this.
Bianca had thought about a night like this for so long. The curiosity had been growing inside her so strongly to the point where she didn't feel she could keep it bottled up inside her any longer. If she kept this inside her much longer, Bianca was worried it would lead her to do something reckless that could wreck her reputation and cost her everything she had worked so hard for along with the family she treasured and adored.
At least, despite her nerves, she felt safe where she was. This wasn't someplace risky or tawdry. She felt secure and protected here. She knew this wasn't going to result in exposure or humiliation and that she wasn't going to lose what she valued so much just by being here. That helped but it still didn't ease her nerves or give the confidence she needed to see this through.
Bianca was sure her heartbeat could be heard. Frankly she wouldn't have been surprised if she was having palpitations. This was a crossroads for her and she was genuinely afraid what would happen if she kept going in the direction she was going in and didn't turn and run the other way. Yet at the same time she also believed deep in her soul that if she didn't at least try this then she would always consider herself a coward because it would mean she had denied herself something she not only wanted, but needed, because of anxiety about the unknown.
This was scary to her. Not because she considered this wrong...at least not wrong for other people. Rather her nerves were on edge because she had never done anything like this before and she didn't know if the curiosity she felt, as strong as it was, was worth taking this plunge into the unknown when she did not know what the other end of it would be like.
Would it change her as a person? What if she hated it? What if this ended up being a terrible experience that she would want to forget? And on the other hand, what if she loved it? What if it made her want it again and again and again and turned everything she had thought was stable in her life upside down? What if it made everything about her different and changed her in ways she couldn't fully conceive of yet?