USS
Surefoot-A
, Deck 1 Fore β Officers' Mess
5.5 Hours Until Armageddon:
The room was eerily quiet despite the numbers present, readying for the morning shift.
Captain Esek Hrelle sat at his regular table with the rest of his family, eating without enjoying it. He expected such a reaction, but also knew enough to eat, regardless of the circumstances, not knowing when he'd get the chance to eat again.
To his right, his wife and Ship's Counselor Kami Hrelle, ate as well, though she kept her breakfast small; though she had less direct combat experience than he, she understood the necessity of keeping her strength up in the coming hours.
Opposite her, their nanny Jhess Furore, a veteran of the Caitian Sabrecats in the last Ferasan War, ate more heartily, though Hrelle suspected it was as much to keep up a cheerful facade for the cubs in his charge as for practicality. The spotted Caitian would occasionally bend over the infant chair of Hrelle's daughter Sreen, to coo and tickle her, having fed and burped her before partaking himself. Sreen gurgled happily, oblivious to the tension.
Her older brother Misha appeared less content. He sat in his own elevated chair, had finished his bowl of Claw Flakes, and now focused on observing the surrounding adults and twitching his muzzle suspiciously.
Hrelle watched, hiding his smirk behind a raised mug of tea before finally venturing, "You finished your breakfast, son. You want anything else?"
The four-year-old pushed away his bowl. "I want a Misha Meeting!"
Hrelle glanced at the flanking adults but otherwise controlled his reaction. "And how do we ask for things properly in our family, Cub of Mine?"
Misha growled... but made a show of folding his hands on the table, and with a theatrical flourish asked, "May I
please
have a Misha Meeting, ladies and gentlemen?"
Kami and Jhess snickered, Hrelle following, and they only got worse when Misha frowned at their reaction and rapped the table with his knuckles, in a manner very reminiscent of his father trying to capture the attention in a meeting. "Why you laugh?"
His mother recovered to reach out and scratch behind one of his furry ears. "Sorry, Hon. Now, what is this Misha Meeting about?"
Still trying to look stern, despite enjoying his mother's attention, he pointed up at each of them, and then some of the others in the Mess Hall. "You all smell scared! What's going on?"
Hrelle sighed and set down his mug; he had lost his taste for morning brews long ago anyway. "The Thirteenth Fleet is going to fight some Dominion and Cardassian ships today."
Misha's eyes widened. "We fight too?"
"No," Kami explained. "But we will be there, to find and pick up anyone if their ships are damaged in the fight, and if they're hurt, they'll need help from our medical teams."
The cub frowned. "We can fight! Papa not afraid to fight!"
Hrelle offered a slight smile. "Thank you for saying that, son. But our job is not to fight, unless we have to. I wish we didn't have to fight. I wish we could all live together peacefully."
"Why the Minions and the Cardigans fight with us?"
Hrelle looked to the other adults, letting Jhess jump in now. "Because sadly, some people will say they want to live in peace, but they only want to live in peace with themselves in charge. And if you don't agree with them, they will fight you. Remember your history lessons on the Ferasans and the Caitians?"
Misha scowled, shaking a finger in Jhess' direction. "I no like the Fearies! They hurt Sasha! I wanna kill them!"
Kami reached out and rested a hand on her son's. "No, don't say that. I understand that you're angry, we all get angry when people we love get hurt by others. And there are times when we have to hurt, and even kill, others, to protect ourselves and our family and friends. But we shouldn't
want
to do it. Understand?"
The cub looked dubious at that, even surrounded by adults who were telling him differently. But he nodded. "I protect you and Sreen."
Kami smiled and patted his hand now. "That's fine, you stick with Sreen and Jhess and me and protect us. There will be people we rescue who won't be hurt, but they'll be scared, and needing comfort and reassurance that they're okay now, and that we'll be getting them away safely from the fighting."
Misha slipped his hand out from under his mother's and shook a finger at her. "Okay, but I still protect you!"
Jhess grinned and looked to the other adults. "I don't know about you two, but I feel safer already..."
"SON OF A BITCH!"
The curse came from a nearby table, Hrelle recognising it as Ensign Nancy Yeager, sitting with some others from Engineering; she had spilled her coffee cup, hence her reaction.
Misha looked over, declaring loudly, "Rude Word! Women aren't-"
But then he stopped as Kami patted his hand, suggesting softly, "I think today we can let people swear. They'll be angry and scared and they'll need to get it out of their bellies or they won't be able to do their jobs properly, okay?"
As Misha nodded at that, Hrelle rose and approached, where Nancy had kicked back her chair and stood up, trying to mop up the spillage with her napkin and those of the others, still cursing, until she snapped up at Hrelle's presence. "Sir! Captain, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you and the family! I- I-"
He ignored her, lifting up two of the unused napkins. "Twenty-fourth Century replicator technology, and they still can't produce properly absorbent material... use one to mop up the spill, let it thoroughly soak... use the second one to deal with the rest." He looked up. "Mr Gentry, you're in charge of this operation." Then he moved over to Nancy, resting a hand on her shoulder and guiding her to one of the windows. "Look out there, Ensign."
She was still discernibly flustered and embarrassed. "Sir, I'm sorry- I didn't meant to lose control like that, honestly, I-I-"
His voice remained gentle, patiently insistent. "Look out there, Ensign. Pick a star and focus on it. Breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth."
"Captain, I have to-"
"You have to follow orders. And talking isn't required at this moment."
Reluctantly, Yeager forced herself to comply, though her body remained tense.
"And relax your muscles," he added quietly. "Not so much that you poop yourself, though."
That broke her tension, and she chuckled, quickly stifling it again. More softly, she muttered, "Sorry, Sir-"
"So you've said already, more than once. You don't have to, though. We're all afraid."
She looked up at him. "You too, Sir?"
He nodded. "Of course. It's one thing to suddenly find yourself in a combat situation, where you have little or no time to ponder what could happen." He indicated the rest of the ships in the Thirteenth Fleet, all moving together at warp speed to their destination. "Now, we have the time. I hate it. I hate knowing I'm taking my ship, my crew β my family β into battle. But I can't change the circumstances that are taking us there. I can only focus on my job, on the things I can control.
And that's all any of us can do. Focus on the things we have control over."
Yeager seemed to take this in, finally nodding again. "I'll do that, Sir. Thank you."
He nodded back. "Dismissed."