After some practice and a few pointers from Rae, Kyedae looked sternly into the mirror. "I am a dumb.. fucking whore. I am a dumb whore. I am a dumb whore!"
The more she repeated it, the easier it became for her to say, and the more convincing her words were. Perhaps Rae was onto something with this whole practicing thing. If she started to do it daily, maybe Josh would notice. Maybe he would treat me just a little harsher. Maybe he would prioritize me. Maybe he would choose me. If he ever needs to decide who to facefuck into a silly mess or who to take his frustration out on, surely, he'll choose me ♡.
"I am a stupid woman.. who should keep her mouth shut unless I am spoken to-- or.. unless Josh is ramming his cock down my throat, of course. I am useless. I have no real world skills, so I am.. eternally grateful that Josh claimed me. I am grateful that he owns me and does whatever he wants to me. He is the only man who can treat me like I deserve. Like a whore should be treated. I am a cheating slut, and that's all I will ever be."
She then turned towards an open-mouthed Rae and asked, "How was that?"
Rae's slack-jawed expression turned into a smirk as she responded. "Oh my god! I actually shivered, hehe. That was so good!"
"Really? You're not just being nice? Because I really want to improve.. you know, at degrading myself," Kyedae replied. "I want Josh to know how little I think of myself. I want him to know he has completely destroyed my self-worth, and that all his disrespect is really paying off. He deserves that.. after all he's done for us."
Rae nodded in agreement. "He deserves that and more, but trust me-- I am not just being nice. Here," Rae replied as she grabbed Kyedae's wrist and led it to her own arm. "See? Goosebumps!"
Kyedae confirmed the bumps on Rae's skin as she ran her delicate fingers over them. The atmosphere of their friendly conversation suddenly became more intimate as their skin touched.
Rae continued. "I've seen Poki degrade herself for Josh, but I know her so well, and it kind of.. fits her personality. You, on the other hand, are so cute and.. I don't know-- you look so innocent and so pure, which makes your dirty talk extra sexy. Oh my god, I can only imagine how hot it is for Josh to slap you around and cum on your adorable little face, hehe! All while he gets you to cheat on your fiancé! No wonder he's so fucking confident all the time." Rae couldn't help but giggle as she ended her sentence.
Kyedae's face glowed with a blushing smile. Being praised was one of her weaknesses, but being praised by Rae magnified the compliment dramatically. Her right hand was still caressing Rae's arm absent-mindedly as her goosebumps retreated and her silky smooth skin revealed itself.
Rae looked at her rosy-cheeked friend. She was so naturally beautiful, and she didn't need an ounce of makeup to look that way. In fact, makeup would only serve to diminish her looks. Her hair fell around her pretty Asian face perfectly, and her gaze was seemingly carried by pure innocence. Though, there were hidden flickers of deviance. It was no wonder why Josh had spent so much time trying to steal her away from Tyson. As Rae appreciated her admirable features, she noticed her breath quickening.
Kyedae was nervous.
With a seductive grin on her face, Rae leaned in to whisper, "And if you want more evidence that I'm not just being nice, you cooould.. check my panties. You calling yourself a dumb.. useless.. whore.. really got me wet, hehe."
Kyedae's anxiety grew as her roommate was mere inches away from her face. She stifled a nervous laugh and did her best to maintain eye contact. She was not used to intimacy with her roommate-- definitely not on the level that she was with Josh. And Rae was so fucking gorgeous, too! Her effortless beauty made the whole situation that much more intimidating.
"Uhm, I.. I--" she muttered out before Rae leaned in even closer and put a finger on her lips.
"Shh, you don't have to say anything," Rae whispered. "I know exactly what a dumb whore like you wants."
And with that, Rae erased the short distance between their faces and planted a soft kiss on Kyedae's quivering lips.
Kyedae's eyes widened at the initial contact, but she closed them as the shock subsided. They kissed once, and then twice. Their lips moved in sync with each other as the flames of their passion began to grow. The contact felt good. It sent small waves of pleasure throughout their feminine bodies. This wasn't like a cum-swapping kiss after a facial. No, not at all. They weren't currently cock drunk or performing for Josh's pleasure, which they loved doing. This was different, though. They were kissing all on their own accord.
Their noses subtly rubbed together as the kiss became more active. Rae's tongue wandered forward but was rejected by Kyedae's closed lips. A few seconds passed before Kyedae opened her mouth to allow a moan to slip out. Rae took advantage of the opportunity and slipped her tongue past Kyedae's defenses, which was met by another open-mouthed moan. They were soon french kissing as if they had just discovered the intimate sensation for the first time.
As the kiss continued, Rae grabbed Kyedae's wrist once more and led it to the hem of her shorts. That's as far as she went, though. She wanted Kyedae to do the rest but could feel her hand hesitating.
Indeed, Kyedae was nervous about proceeding; however, as the passion of their kiss took over, her fingertips began to creep down inside of Rae's shorts. Rae let out a moan as Kyedae made it to her thong and kept going. Her soft touch was now sliding down Rae's shaven pubic area.
And that's as far as Kyedae got. In a moment of clarity, she quickly retracted her hand and backed away from the kiss.
Through heavy breaths, she was met with a confused expression. "What's wrong?" Rae asked.
"I'm sorry," Kyedae replied regretfully. "I just-- it feels wrong. I need.. permission."
"Permission?" Rae asked, prompting Kyedae to clarify further.
"Yeah, you know.. from Josh. It just feels weird to do this without him here. Without him watching. Without his cum on our faces. I don't know-- I just think that everything we do should be for him, not for us, ya know?" she replied cautiously. It was clear that she didn't want to disappoint her friend.
Rae smiled. It was so cute seeing her instinct to be loyal. "Yeah, I get what you mean, but you know he wouldn't mind, right?"
"Yeah, I know.. he'd probably like the fact that we're kissing, hehe. I just.. want to be sure, you know? I don't want to risk anything that might upset him. I'm already afraid that he'll move on from me.." Kyedae admitted.
