On the Enterprise the hour was late with the second members handling ship duties while the first shift tried to get some sleep, at least most of them were. Training exercises had long since ended and both T'Pol and Danaë should have been in bed hours ago, but neither were. As they often did, they had returned to the command center and sat surrounded by every available piece of data on the spheres and at least one steaming hot cup of Earl Grey tea. For the sub-Commander to miss a little sleep was not detrimental. Her Vulcan physiology made it possible for her to still function perfectly even on a few short hours of sleep. The lieutenant could not boast such abilities, but insomnia ran in her family and she chalked it up to another wonderful inheritance from her father. How many times had she woke up in the middle of the night to find him still hard at work at his desk? As much as she wanted to believe it was simply the 'Picard work ethic', the reality was simply that she desperately wanted to solve the riddle of the spheres and end the conflict.
Danaë stood up and rubbed her tired eyes. Staring for hours at all of these numbers and data was starting to become mind-numbing and all of it was starting to blur together. T'Pol looked up from the information she was studying and watched her colleague take a sip of tea in an attempt to wake up. While the sub-Commander still harbored doubts regarding whether or not this woman before her was from the future, she couldn't deny that she was an intelligent and a tireless worker. She had seen her prove herself many times over and respected her for it.
"If you need to get some sleep, I can handle this," T'Pol assured Danaë.
"No, no I'm fine. I just need a pick-me-up," the lieutenant responded, indicating her tea cup and then taking another sip.
The two women went back to their work, but after only a few moments, the sub-Commander's eyes looked back up at her colleague in contemplation. T'Pol was never one to ask advice from anyone, particularly humans, but lately there had been a development in her private life that she couldn't exactly ignore. Normally when she sought advice it was from Captain Archer and then it was usually about more professional issues such as the capturing a fugitive that had escaped her years before. The only personal issues of hers he had dealt with were not planned such as when she was foolish enough to allow a rogue Vulcan to mind meld with her or when they transported the Vulcan Ambassador V'Lar. This issue was far more personal and she was not comfortable asking Archer's advice. Danaë, on the other hand, was a woman and would be far easier to talk to and she knew she could rely on her discretion.
"Lt. D'Arcy, would you mind if I asked you a personal question?"
"No, go right ahead," Danaë answered without looking up from her work.
"When humans engage in sexual intimacy do they always form attachments?" At T'Pol's question the lieutenant immediately dropped what she was working on and looked up at the Sub-commander with wide-eyes and a raised eyebrow. Of all the questions she had expected to be asked, she had not expected any of them to be about sex.
"Uhhh, well, not always. It varies from human to human and situation to situation," she explained. "Is there a particular reason you're asking?"
"I am simply conducting an exploration of human sexuality," T'Pol answered looking back down at her work. "I asked you because I thought you might have an interesting perspective on the subject." While this was not exactly a lie, the more accurate truth was that she was trying to find a way to handle her relationship with Commander Tucker and bury her own emotions.
"Well, ummm, what drives human sexuality just varies. One person may look at it as nothing more than a physical act of pleasureand never experience any sort of emotional connection with it. Sometimes they don't even learn their partner's name." At this T'Pol raised an eyebrow. "Another human might not consider even having that kind of encounter unless there is an attachment of some kind. Others start out just enjoying the act then meet that special person that turns it into something more." Somehow this didn't seem like much of an answer, but there really wasn't a wrong or right way to approach it, not with humans anyway.
"Commander Tucker seems to be the sort that would follow his emotions." the sub-commander observed.
"Maybe. I think it would depend on who he's with. He does strike me as the kind of man that would wear his heart on his sleeve if he should happen to meet the right person." Danaë commented. "I would hate to be the one who broke his heart." Hearing this T'Pol raised her eyebrow again.
"What are your personal feelings regarding sex?"
"I'm not sure I can give you much perspective. I can say that my opinions have matured a great deal since my first time," the lieutenant answered with a slight shake of the head. "In fact, the first time I ever had sex it was utterly amazing, but I was too immature to really appreciate it. My motives were more about giving my father the finger then anything else."
"The finger?" the Sub-commander had never heard this human expression before and couldn't understand what it meant. Danaë had all of her digits present and accounted for so it didn't make much sense.
"Uhhh, " the lieutenant smirked, a bit embarrassed. "That's a rather old expression. To give someone the finger goes back to a time when someone would hold up just their middle finger as a way of telling someone to..." she really wasn't sure how to explain it without delving into antiquated profanity. The blank, deadpan expression on the vulcan woman wasn't helping either. "To be crude, its telling someone to go fuck themselves or to fuck off."
"Fuck?"
"Yes, it means... perhaps this is something best left for you to research on your own." At this the sub-commander raised her eyebrow again while making a mental note to look into the meaning of that word.
"Now that you have matured," T'Pol continued returning to the subject of human sexuality. "What has been your experience?"
Danaë didn't answer immediately. Her mind went back a few months and recalled a forbidden liaison that neither she nor the other party could acknowledge or even speak of. It had been a moment of intense passion and the fulfillment of an attraction that had been going on for quite some time. Unfortunately fate is not always kind and this was not a relationship she was free to pursue. There could be no feelings between them.
"Let's just say that my last experience was... special... and something I will never forget. Fate is not always kind and besides, I wouldn't exactly call myself freeI."