PelaamΒ© June 2009. The inspiration for this sequel came from loves_sg1
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It had been almost five long, hard, cold months. Even now, when lying in bed and staring at the first letter Jay had written him, Malcolm found it hard to believe he was gone. His lover had been pronounced dead and his body whisked away before he even had the chance to say goodbye. Now all he had were memories of the times they had managed to have together before Jay had been killed.
His hand wandered aimlessly down his toned, muscled torso. He only touched himself on rare occasions and only then when the pain of his lost love was too intense to be denied. They had such a short time together and now he faced a lifetime without Jay. Despite which, Malcolm knew he could not, would not, be sorry. He knew that in Jay's arms he had found love and acceptance. He would always carry a part of the older man with him in his heart and his memories.
His mind drifted back to one of their last times on Earth when they had spent time beside a river, just talking, swimming and making love. He was already in the water and goading Jay to join him. He stood in water that barely touched his shoulders. He did so knowing Jay would be at his side instantly should he get nervous or experience the slightest difficulty. It had seemed so easy to face his fear with Jay at his side. To know that Jay was watching out for him even when apparently busy laying out thick towels.
With a lascivious leer, Jay had dived in, sleek and hard-muscled. The older man had taken a deep breath and slid under the water to grasp Malcolm's thighs in his hands. Once Jay's palms had touched skin he had slowly worked them upwards, stroking Malcolm's limbs and up his body. Lips had followed the trail of fingers, until a begging nipple was taken into his mouth and sucked.
The suddenness of Jay's amorous attentions had startled Malcolm for a moment and he had let a gasp of pleasure escape as tongue then teeth caressed his sensitive nub. Wrapping his fingers behind Jay's head, he had pulled the older man upward as lips had slid over his collarbone to his throat. Finally, Jay had possessed his mouth and Malcolm had freely opened to him. He no longer suppressed the deep moans that arose in his throat whenever they made love.
The kiss was possessive and Malcolm had let his body melt into his lover's and allowed strong arms to hold him upright. He knew Jay had felt his submission. The older man had then pulled back to stare longingly at him.
"Let's get out of the river, Malcolm."
The sound of his name rolling off of the Major's tongue in such a need-filled timbre had inflamed the younger man. Jay had helped him up out of the water and lain him down on the thick towels he had spread out earlier. Jay had quickly covered Malcolm's body, enveloping him with his heat, writhing over him, nipping and licking at his lips.
Malcolm had felt enervated, his whole body heating at the assiduous attention. Jay had risen to his knees, positioning himself between Malcolm's willingly spread thighs. All the while Malcolm had stroked himself up and down, up and down. Jay had first circled his opening, spreading slick gel around Malcolm's pulsing aperture. Jay had licked Malcolm's hard column, gathering the drops of pearlescence and humming happily. He smoothed it over his lips, and slid his moistened mouth over the burgundy-hued crown of Malcolm' erection.
Unable to resist, Malcolm had bucked and thrust into the warm, wet cavern, losing himself in a sensual haze as Jay's tongue had swirled and tasted. Fully concentrating on Malcolm' pleasure, Jay had lovingly milked him as his fingers had delved deep inside, slicking and stretching. The insistent caress of his jewel had undone Malcolm and with a low growl of intense pleasure, he had released himself into Jay's mouth. He had been so immersed in his own satiation that he had barely registered Jay pushing his legs up to his chest and entering him. His slick passage, still clenching in the aftermath of his orgasm, had drawn the older man deeper with every contraction.
Malcolm had felt desire resurrect with each deep thrust of Jay's body. The intimate connection they had shared reignited his passion and he was overwhelmed with a potent mix of love and desire. He had brought his legs up to wrap around Jay's waist, his heels pressing into the older man to encourage him to push harder and deeper. When the solid shaft had rubbed over his sweet spot again and again, he had only been dimly aware that the keening sound came from his own lips.
Jay's stamina had been both impressive and frustrating. Malcolm longed to find release again and yet never wanted the connection to sever. Jay seemed to delight in bringing him to the edge only to back away again, teasing him with the promise of bliss. He had felt no embarrassment when reduced to begging and pleading to bring them both to fulfilment. Finally Jay had taken Malcolm in hand, skilfully bringing the younger man to climax. Malcolm had felt the waves of ecstasy wash over him and then Jay was finding his own release. He had been aware of the warm rush of Jay's seed as it filled his body and he had felt completeness suffuse his soul
As his memories ebbed away to leave him in the present, Malcolm stared at the sated organ that was still in his lightly stroking hand. He picked up the towel at his side and wiped away the evidence of his release. With a muted sob, he covered his body and tried to join his lover in dreams.
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Malcolm was not really interested in his drink. His shore leave was no longer something to embrace when there was no one to share it with. No warm, loving, attentive...With an angry growl he tossed the drink in his hand down his throat in one swallow. He knew he should stop there. But one more would not hurt. In fact, if he went home a little buzzed he might sleep immediately rather than notice that half his bed was unoccupied.
Two drinks later, Malcolm eased himself from the bar. He felt a little more than just buzzed, but was certain he had not drunk that much.
"This way, Lieutenant."
He blinked at the owner of the voice that tried to steer him towards a waiting vehicle and instinctively tensed ready to resist. A sharp prick against his neck, however, drained even that energy from him. He felt himself bundled into the vehicle before blackness claimed him.
Malcolm blinked awake, a buzz of noise surrounding him. He stared up from his ignominious place on the floor. His legs were tied at knee and ankles, his wrists bound together behind his back and more bindings were on his upper arms. His shirt was missing and Malcolm knew when he was held upright, there was no way he was standing unaided, the upper arm ties would force out his chest. Doubtless another form of humiliation. He had no idea who these people were or why he had been kidnapped. He was not going to be able ask just at present either. A leather ball-gag was affixed and secured. A cold pair of eyes noticed his baleful stare.
"Ah, our...guest is awake."
Malcolm did not like this man the minute his eyes locked with chips of glacial emerald. He focused instead on fighting down the fear his immobility was doubtless intended to engender. A hard hand pushed him awkwardly onto his back and three other men towered over him.
"You're sure about this, Nicholls?" one asked.