Lulu closed her eyes and slowly exhaled, running her finger around the rim of her shot glass, the amber liquid inside left untouched for the last fifteen minutes. She had a lot on her mind, and how she felt could be best relayed by how she looked. How she always looked, since she stopped being a shy little girl and embraced being a woman. The former guardian was drop dead sexy and she knew it; she had curves that most women would kill for, if not expire on the spot thanks to envy-induced apoplexy.
With how much skin her long, flowing black gown seemed to cover, one approaching her from the back might think her prudish at a glance, its fur-lined neckline seeming higher than it really was. Viewing her from the front was a different story. It was impossible for any man or woman to ignore the considerable cleavage the dress' truly low neckline revealed.
She didn't wear a bra. Didn't need one, not with a simple gravity spell she picked up when she first learned black magic. Without that support, a nipple slip seemed like a foregone conclusion, encouraging everyone's eyes to focus on them and wait for the moment the calm, collected Lulu had to jump or run or do
anything
that would make her heavenly tits bounce free from their earthly confines.
When she first bought the gown, the skirts reached the floor all-around. She had changed that, cutting a wide panel out of the front that would normally reveal her long legs to anyone who cared to look at them.
Would
, that is. Lulu replaced the panel with a myriad of belts, belts to the point of ridiculous excess. They weren't even securing anything, just acting like a flimsy fix to a frayed skirt. Occasionally, the belts shifted, giving sharp eyes brief glimpses of her pale thighs and her dark stockings. A few lucky souls had gotten glimpses of her sheer black lingerie.
They weren't a random addition. To Lulu, they symbolized the repressed and shy girl she once was, constantly wearing baggy clothes to hide her physical attractiveness and deter any attention from landing on her. She didn't want to abandon that history; that girl didn't deserve to be left in the new Lulu's dust and completely forgotten. It took time for her to become the coolly confident woman she had become, no longer shy and beyond confident in letting the world see her for who she was.
Yes, Lulu felt sexy. Other than than her sex appeal though, nothing about her appearance invited people to talk to her. She was no longer shy, but that didn't mean she wanted to be friends with every guy who wanted to crawl under her skirt. She sure as shit didn't want to deal with other women begging after the secret behind her impossibly perfect breasts; she couldn't think of a worse reason to learn black magic than a once-per-day gravity spell that prevented any form of sagging or back pain.
Naturally pale and naturally dark-haired, Lulu always leaned into her coloring. Almost every inch of her outfit was black or gray, with the few splashes of color being her pale purple nails and lips. It lent her a vaguely sinister air, like a woman who would just as easily cut someone down to size with her words as many others would smile. She had one other S to go with both sexy and sinister, and that was 'sorrowful'. Not that Lulu was drowning in depression most of the time. It was another deliberate choice, a way to warn people away before she had to deal with them.
She looked how she felt. Sexy, sinister, sorrowful.
The buxom black mage opened her eyes and took her shot in hand. Lulu was ready to murder Wakka. She should have realized far sooner that he would get on her nerves and under her skin, certainly long before they got married. But after Chappu, she got it in her head that she
wanted
to be with someone that was her almost polar opposite. Wakka was no replacement for his little brother. He could never be. Lulu smiled to herself, dry and sardonic, then tilted the shot to her lips and let the waiting liquor finally wet her throat.
Like his late brother, Wakka was good-natured and goofy. He was always smiling, always looking to the future with hope in his heart. Lulu genuinely loved that about him and found it impossibly endearing. In that way, he was like a puppy. Cute, in spite of how the way he chose to wear his hair made him look like an ornery chocobo half the time. That was about where his similarities to his brother - no,
her
Chappu, ended. Wakka was happy sitting around all day, drinking beer with his fellow Abes and talking about Blitzball.
Chappu had a sense of adventure. Wakka didn't. Lulu didn't either, at least not in the traditional sense. She came to rely on Chappu to get herself out of the house and away from her magical studies, a job he took on and delivered results upon with aplomb. The only bad thing Lulu could say about Chappu's sense of adventure was that it ultimately got him killed, but she wouldn't have had him any other way.
Lulu lifted her shot glass silently to the bartender, who dutifully went to grab the bottle he knew she wanted. She set it down and watched as he poured it, working things through in her mind. It wasn't just that she was ready to murder Wakka or that he was frustrating her. "I'm bored," she murmured to herself, a simple realization that she felt foolish for not coming upon sooner. She had first bonded with Wakka over Chappu's death, their shared grief bringing them closer together.
Then they bonded over the course of Yuna's very,
very
eventful pilgrimage. She didn't have a chance to get bored with him during that time. Lulu picked up her next shot and sent it straight back, then slapped it back down on the counter and motioned for another. Around her, the bar erupted into applause and merriment. She glanced up at the live sphere recording being played above her, then smiled bitterly. Wakka was playing in Lucca's arena at that very moment, and her boring husband had just scored a goal.
Good for him
, she told herself, slapping back the next shot that came just as quickly. Chappu fulfilled all of Lulu's needs, womanly or not. They fucked constantly, whenever they found an opportunity and a safe (or not so safe) place to do their raunchy deeds without prying eyes. She never got bored with Chappu. Anything Lulu wanted to try, Chappu was more than up to try too, at least once. Wakka didn't want to even talk about them having sex until they were married, feeling it would be disrespectful to Chappu's memory.
She regretted letting him have that small concession. Their first time was, of course, in their marriage bed, sloppy and drunk after a long celebration. Lulu knew she didn't get off, but that wasn't a problem. Even Chappu didn't manage to make her cum regularly, and he knew how to play Lulu's body like a fiddle. She couldn't remember anything about the night other than the feeling of Wakka's cum shooting inside her pussy, and Wakka's sweaty weight bearing down on her chest and belly, pinning her under him.
Really, she didn't mind. Lulu started having issues when she realized, less than a week later, that the only position Wakka would fuck her in was missionairy. Every time she attempted to spice things up, he made it abundantly clear to her that the only acceptable reason to have sex in his mind was to make babies. Lulu didn't even really want children - at least not yet, anyway. She had years ahead of her. The buxom, black-haired beauty tried everything she could think of, but Wakka was scandalized by the very idea of a blowjob. A woman being on top? He acted like that alone might lead to the Abes ousting him from his ever-so-important spot on top of the Besaid Abes as their captain.