Amanda Lewis looked over at the clock on the nightstand next to the bed. It read 5:45 and she sighed. She hadn't been able to sleep from the thought of what could very well happen later that evening. Jack Nicholson might step out of her life... possibly forever... even though she'd lost count of how many times he'd said he loved her as he took her over and over before he finally fell asleep from sheer exhaustion.
Thinking of Jack... Amanda looked over to see him lying beside her sound asleep. She knew that she was head over heels in love with him and even though he had said the words, it was much different than actually meaning them. She reached over and caressed his cheek as he took a deep breath in his sleep. She leaned down and kissed his lips softly, then a little deeper as she felt his hand reach up and tangle in her hair. Jack gave a low growl as she broke the kiss.
"Ready for more already, Amanda? I know I am. We could make love every hour and I'd still crave for my cock to be inside that sweet pussy of yours." He pushed her onto her back and crawled over her, kissing her neck, enjoying another moment with her... knowing it could potentially be one of the last few precious moments he would have with this lovely young woman.
What the fuck are you concerned about, Jack? You know this girl isn't after much more than to get knocked up by you, get a little money, and go on with her life. Why do you care whether or not this could be the last morning you wake up beside her in bed?
Shut the fuck up... I know Amanda wants more than just my seed and my money. She's after the one thing that I've hesitated giving to any one woman... my heart. I haven't even given this much of my heart to Anjelica...
Exactly. And you've known Anjelica for years. You've dated her for years and you're going to throw a good thing away on some girl you just met two days ago? Are you fuckin' stupid? Smarten up and start thinkin' with your dick again... You have pussy right underneath you and she's begging you for it. What are you waiting on?
Jack groaned as he positioned his cock at Amanda's entrance. His hazel eyes never strayed from hers as he thrust into her. Her legs wrapped around his hips and it felt like the most natural feeling in the world. He held still deep inside her without moving at first, just needing to feel the warmth of her pussy for a few seconds. It was like a homecoming.
"Tell me this is what you want Amanda... what you need." He reached down and took her hands, moving them up to pin them above her head.
"Yes Jack... I need this and I want you... I always have and I always will." She linked their fingers together and squeezed his hand as Jack's body started to move within hers.
"Damn it, Amanda... no matter how many times we fuck, you're always so tight... I can barely keep myself from shooting off!" Jack leaned down and kissed her neck and sucked a little, making sure to leave a love mark... HIS love mark. He could tell by her heavy breathing that she was already on the verge of coming. "Say the magic words, sweet girl."
Amanda looked into his eyes. "I love you, Jack. Now fuck me and make me come like only you can... Please! Make me feel good..."
Jack grinned wolfishly as he knew he could do that and started to hammer in and out of her. He closed his eyes and tried to hang on so he could come at the exact moment she did. Amanda extricated one of her hands from his to reach up and place it on his face. Jack opened his eyes and realized that he had exactly what he needed right there with him.
"God... I love you..." He leaned down and kissed her softly as she moaned loudly. Amanda's pussy pulsed around his cock as she came. "That's my girl, Amanda. Now I'm going to make you mine..." Jack thrust inside her as deeply as he could and growled as an intense orgasm shot off from inside him, making his whole body tingle from his head to his toes. "Ahhhh fuck..." He pumped a few more times, putting as much of his seed inside Amanda as he could before pulling out.
Jack rolled over onto his back feeling how hard his heart was beating. He knew it was because of the great fucking, but it was also something more. His heart was being conquered by a girl less than half his age. He turned to look at her and pulled her close to his side. "Amanda, this could be our last morning together and I just want to make the most out of it for the both of us. I just don't know if..."
He looked away and Amanda touched his arm. "Jack, what is it? What don't you know?"
He growled as he got out of the bed. "Goddamn it... I don't know if I'll be strong enough to walk away from you at the end of the fuckin' day. There. Are you fuckin' happy now?" He ran a hand through his hair as he grabbed a robe and walked out onto the patio of their bungalow.
Amanda sat alone in the bed, not sure if she should go comfort the man she'd fallen in love with so hard.
Nobody's supposed to comfort Jack Nicholson, right? He'll be fine. He's a tough guy who just needs a minute to clear his thoughts...
If that was the case, then why did she get the feeling that he needed to be held just then?
Jack stood on the patio, gripping the rail in front of him as the voices battled inside his head again.
What the fuck is wrong with you? What did you tell her that shit for? Now she's got you, you stupid jerk. She knows that all she has to do is bat her eyes and you profess your so-called love for her. What a bozo you are. What happened to the man who never took shit from anyone, especially some chick that came into your life only two days ago? Jesus, Jack... now you're the one makin' bad puns...
What do ya mean, what happened to me? I'm right here... I'm in love with her. I can't keep my fucking hands off her! I can't get her off my mind... I need to be inside her pussy all the time because it's the safest place for me it seems. I can't help it... She was a virgin and she chose me to pop her cherry... I had no right to take somethin' from her that I can never give back... but there's a reason for everything. Or at least that's what I've heard... I lost my heart the moment she got into my bed...
The only thing you've lost so far is your mind! Next it will be your money if she ends up pregnant with your child...
Jack looked out and noticed that the sky was turning lighter as the sun was rising behind the bungalow, but confusing thoughts continued to bombard him.
A child... my child... Could I just let this woman that I'm in love with walk out of my life because of who I am and what people expect of me? I can't accept that if she's pregnant with my child... Even if she isn't, I still want her in my bed, in my life... forever...
Oh Jack, you are so fuckin' screwed...
