First of all, I do NOT own Elder Scrolls, or any part of it, I'm writing this purely for fun, not profit. Enjoy.
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"What do you mean," I asked Nusha, feeling irritated, 'I don't have an argonian soul?' My body is argonian, what other kind of soul could I have?"
"To be fully sure of your soul," my old homevillage's shaman answered, "you must find a way to receive a reply from the Gods. Regardless, the Hist were still able to tell me that great things await you. But that some will view them as 'good,' while others would call them 'evil.' The Hist seems to be keeping knowledge from me, but whatever their reasons, I must accept them. You must too, because they are what they are. Although your path is not clear to me, they did tell me that answers await you in Skyrim."
"The snow frequented homeland of the fight-loving nords? Surely not!"
The shaman clicked her tongue, rolling her head to one side, she was annoyed by my impertinence I suppose, though of course I didn't see myself as impertinent.
"Scarlet-Scale," Nusha patiently tried, "not all nords are the same, and if they only lived to fight, they would never have the teamwork to build their mighty cities. Now, you of all argonians, should not be so quick to dismiss a people simply because of their love of fighting."
She was right, I did love to fight, whether it was arguing, or driving off the primitive naga raiders from Murkwater. Even the hackwings feared me. But even for an argonian, the others always felt like I was something different. I never fought because I was intent on defending the village, or because a topic in an argument was "worth it." When I've thought about it, I think it was the thrill of the fight I lived for, the fire of my lust for adrenaline.
My bluetoad, I captured him in the dangerous wilderness of Gloomlight, and rode my steed as if Oblivion itself would chase us. I needed the thrill of excitement like I needed water I guess. But it was not that the nords liked to fight that bothered me.
I knew Argonia. It was familiar to me, the wonderful swamp, the moss, the smells, the sights, the sounds, and how what might well cause any human or mer to feel sick, felt comfortably to me. It was home. The frozen cold of the north, the dry heat of the massive Alik'r Desert, these were not appealing, because I had not lived there. Perhaps if I lived there, the familiarity might rub off on me, but I did not like the idea of having to readjust.
I frowned. "I am... unhappy with this... 'news.' I'm going back to my home to think on this."
"Of course," Nusha agreed "take that time. But remember this, the Hist told me that you must leave Argonia before the passing of a month's time. There are-"
"A month?!" I interrupted, furious that all this was being thrust so suddenly upon me. "What? Why?!!"
"The only reason the Hist would tell me of, is that you will be absolutely crucial for certain events in Skyrim to take place. That they are somehow connected with the type of soul that you do have, even if it is not argonian."
I growled, but knew there was nothing I could do about it, so I ran off to the swamp's bay. My home here was an old sunken brig, the name of which I never figured out. The ship was a type of fast attack craft the pirates favored for quick getaways, though the last one was not quite quick enough, as the heavy javelin that had made the entrance of my underwater home had struck below the ship's waterline. Fortunately the ship had also been made of the tarwood common to the area, it's a hardwood that has extremely poisonous sap to protect it from the voracious appetites of the wood eating insects here, so it resisted decay very well.
It also rested near a hidden maelstrom that the tides created during their interactions with the river's steady current at its mouth. So strong were the currents that only I ever dared go near the wreck. So only I could make use of the pirates' forgotten treasure, perhaps 200 pounds of gold coins, and a small pile of emeralds that rivaled any new spring shoots in their brightness.
One might have thought I would have taken it by now, but wealth didn't interest me, it was the thrill of any kind of excitement I looked for. Besides, my hidden treasure was also useful for when I might need it. Such as the new trip I had to plan for now...
I screamed in anger in my watery home.
"Xhuth!! Why?! Damned trees!! I'm not even argonian in my soul?! What does that make me?!"
I swung furiously at an old algaeic balloon colony bobbing near the ceiling. It deflated a little, but that hardly did anything to it. Fuming, I tried breathing the water more slowly so I could calm down. I certainly had the body of an argonian. My scales gleamed the color of my namesake in the yellow light of my mudcandles, a fungus that grew underwater and gave off light like their namesakes. My feelings were still admittedly hot, but I was starting to feel better.
Slowly. Too slowly. But I did know another way to relax...
I wasn't thinking much about it at the time, but I believed that the only real reason why I didn't have a companion by now, was because I was too "aggressive." But I also had my own solutions for that.