I do not own or am in any way connected to "Chuck" or NBC.
This is the third entry in my "Sarah vs." series following "Sarah vs. the Sandwich Shop Girl" and "Sarah vs. the First Love."
While it's not necessary to read the other two stories to know what's happening here, I would still greatly appreciate it.
This story, as all in this series do, stars Yvonne Strahovski as Sarah Walker and guest star Tricia Helfer as Alex Forrest. It is based on the second season episode 'Chuck vs. the Pink Slip.'
I hope you enjoy.
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With a soft ding, the doors to the otherwise empty elevator closed, leaving an exhausted Sarah Walker closed off from the rest of humanity, for the next 30 seconds at least. But they were 30 seconds Sarah relished to have.
She slumped against the back wall of the climbing car, savoring the thought of her quiet room and the soft bed that awaited her there. After the last 48 hours, there was nothing Sarah wanted more than to flop down on her bed and not wake up for the next week. But Sarah knew her rest would only be a few hours at most. By then the information she had asked for would be uncovered and it would be back to work.
Still, a few hours rest was more than plenty for the wiped CIA agent.
It wasn't the usual physical fatigue that Sarah experienced after missions this time. As a matter of fact, she barely felt any of the soreness in her muscles that she usually did after a completed mission. Truth be told, she barely did any physical exertion this time. She didn't even get a chance to fire her gun. It was one of the more unusual ends to a mission she had ever experienced in all of her years on the job. It's not every assignment that ends by bad guy getting caught because he was too busy laughing his ass off while high on laughing gas.
No, for this mission it was all of the mental and emotional turmoil that had drained Sarah of her energy. Her job as handler to human Intersect Chuck Bartowski almost came to an end because of the very reasons Sarah had been afraid of.
The unusual and against the books relationship she and Chuck shared had always scared Sarah and she had tried with every fiber of her being to keep their relationship purely professional. And while the two of them haven't done anything physical with each other (not for a few months, anyway, Sarah thought with a blush as images of a warehouse, a giant crate, and lips on hers forced their way to the front of her mind) it was quite clear to Sarah that Chuck was in love with her.
Despite the fact that Chuck had never actually used the dreaded 'L' word, it was basically implied in every conversation they had. And while that was bad in and of its self, the absolute worst part was that Sarah knew she felt the same way.
Sarah had fallen in love with Chuck.
While she was still coming to terms with this fact and everything it could mean if she every admitted it to the Nerd Herder, Sarah couldn't lie to herself about the fact merely thinking about how she loved Chuck made her closer to being giddy than she had ever been in her whole life.
But admitting it to herself and admitting it to Chuck or anyone else she worked with we're two completely different matters entirely.
After all, the mere thought that there might be a more than professional relationship between the blonde beauty and her asset caused her superiors in Washington to initiate what they called a "49B". Who knows what might have been done if the suits in D.C. knew the truth about Sarah's feelings.
A "49B" was basically an assessment of Sarah and her relationship with her asset. Another agent was sent to temporarily take Sarah's place on her team and if this agent deemed that her feelings for Chuck were more than professional and were actually an endangerment to the mission than Sarah would be replaced by the agent permanently.
Sarah had tried to play it cool and show everyone that she was professional, that there was nothing between her and Chuck other than friendship and that being relieved of her role as Chuck's handler would be only seen by her as a simple reassignment, but in actuality, it scared the shit out of her.
Being forced to leave Chuck right after she allowed herself to admit she loved the man was something that ate away at her soul every second. But fortunately with the help of a near disastrous mission, Chuck and Casey, it had been determined by General Beckman that while the relationship Sarah and Chuck shared may be unprofessional, it actually was beneficial to the team and, therefore, the country. Her caring for Chuck in a more than professional manner practically assured that there was nobody better suited for the job of protecting him from harm than Sarah Walker.
And now her would-be-replacement, agent Alex Forrest, was on the plane back to Washington that, up until a few hours ago, was meant for Sarah.
"Miss? Miss?"
Sarah snapped out of her thoughts to see a woman entering the car, holding the door open.
"Is this your floor?" the woman asked.
Sarah shook her head clear of the last 2 days and said, "Yes, thank you."
Nodding in thanks, Sarah walked past the woman and out onto her floor.
Of course, even though she wanted to forget all of this 49B business, there was still one last thing related to the past few days that she needed to take care of. The information that Sarah was so eagerly waiting for was on the forefront of her mind.
This was something she just had to do. It was a long shot and it may have been the stupidest thing Sarah had ever done, but she had to take this risk. It was for Chuck, after all.
As Sarah reached her room, the only comforting thought she could think of was that at least no one had known what she did.
Sarah had barely opened the door a crack before she instantly knew something was wrong. The air that had escaped the confinement of the room when the door opened was far too cold. She had lived in this room for almost two years and had comeback from missions at all hours of the day, in the warmest and coldest of weather, but never had the room been this cold on a return trip, even in the middle of winter.