I am drowning in a sea of sin gazing into his hazel green eyes. We could have made beautiful children together. Chances are they would have had green eyes.
"I have news for you", he says in a melancholy tone, "Jen left me about a month ago."
My heart falls to the pit of my stomach.
I stumble for the right words, "I am so sorry for you. Are you alright? What happened? It's not because of .."
I can't complete the sentence. I am afraid to hear the answer knowing that this could be partially my fault.
He is clearly having conflicting emotions as he says, "No babe it is not because of you. We were having difficulties. Too many arguments and not enough love to hold it together."
He continues with, "Quite honestly you are the only thought that has occupied my mind since the night she left."
A far away look comes over him as he goes on, "Actually I am lying right to your face! I haven't stopped having these visions of our time together flowing through my mind, the hot tub, the shower and my lord above, the bed room."
"I am actually writing a song that will be on the next Depeche Mode cd. You will know which one it is when you hear it. When it is completed I will send you your own copy, if that is okay?"
He is sort of rambling on with excitement, "I know that what we shared was so very special but, I couldn't bring myself to call you being your situation and the complications that this ensues."
So many things are flooding my mind. My Dave is available and wants me. What will this mean to my future? So many complications, I need to put these thoughts to the back of my mind.
"So where are you taking me?" I ask him with a coy little smile.
"Let me take you on a trip" he says with a sultry little laugh.
"So really, where are you taking me?" I manage through giddy laughter.
"I have a little place about 2 hours from my flat, where we can relax a little. We should be getting pretty close now." He speaks into my hair.
He is still holding me tightly in his arms, my head against his chest. He is gently stroking me everywhere. Caressing me, his warm hands exploring my body, he slides his hands down into the front of my jeans and pays specific attention to the man in the boat. Probing in and around the moistened folds with circular patterns ever so gently, the slightest touch that is driving me absolutely crazy.
Kissing me with an almost unperceivable brush on the lips, just close enough to feel him with out actual pressure. Dave knows exactly what to do to bring me to the edge of my sanity.
His whole hand in covered in my flowing juices but it is only one of his sexual fingers that is stoking my clit to bring me to climax. I am so close and he gives me that smile as he takes me over to the promised land, I am trying desperately not to moan out loud but it escapes my lips and he kisses me deeply absorbing the sounds. He slips his hand back out of my jeans.
"Mmmm, I want every drop of your honey pot.", He confides in me.
As we arrive at our destination I see that we are in a quite secluded mountainous area. In front of us as we draw closer I see a huge log cabin with a wrap around pouch. All natural tree style logs.
We make our way inside to a fabulous open style room with a great view of the lake. There are so many windows and the snow covering the landscape is just so perfect. There is a gorgeous field stone fireplace with sheep skin rugs on the floor in front of it and Dave sets to work at cranking up the fire. It is a bit chilly because no one has been here to keep it warm.