Paul and I had been sleeping together for a few weeks when I'd finally moved into his house. His daughter stayed in Hawaii with her mom most of the time and this weekend she wasn't here. I loved turning our bedroom into heaven every night but it seemed like something was missing. I finally decided to talk to my friend Samantha about it while we were shopping with my new shiny black credit card in LA.
"I don't know what it is. It's so good it doesn't seem like there's anything that should be missing but I can't explain it. There just is," I said as we passed a few shops.
"Sweetie, I know exactly what you're talking about. You've had so much good girl sex with him, you haven't had bad girl sex with him have you?" Sam seemed to ask but it sounded more like a statement.
I thought about it, and I knew she was right. I hadn't had good girl sex with any one but Paul. But I sure as hell had bad girl sex with guys before him just so I knew I got what I wanted.
"I guess you're right. I haven't even tried to be naughty at all," I giggled at the thought. Paul hadn't called me a dirty name or forced me to do anything to him. I needed him to really control me. "How in the hell am I supposed to have naughty sex with a guy who doesn't seem like he wants to have naughty sex?"
"Oh, sweetie, believe me. He wants to have naughty sex. He just doesn't want to make you do anything that you don't want to do," Sam replied.
"How do you know?" We stopped in front of a very sexy looking lingerie store and walked in.
"Because he told my boyfriend on guys night, probably not thinking that my boyfriend would tell me because he knows how much I love to help you out in your relationships."
"Oh. Well then what am I supposed to do?"
"Honey, you pick out a smoking little black dress to wear during a romantic dinner. Then you go upstairs and put on some sexy skimpy lingerie while he's still downstairs thinking you two are gonna watch a movie like you always do. And then you call him upstairs in your best siren voice and as soon as he's in your room, you give it to him." Sam held out some hot looking pieces for me to try on and pointed towards the dressing room. I accepted them with a smile and laughed all the way to the back of the store.
"What would I do without you Sammy?"
"You would be lost and your world would crumble." She smiled back at me sweetly but I knew she meant it.
That night, I made Paul an awesome steak dinner in a sexy black dress I had found with Sam at the lingerie store. Paul seemed to stare at the see through fabric all through dinner. I bent over as much as possible so he could get a peek from every angle.