Moving into the World of Streamers by TD23
Chapter 24: Tame a Bitch
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Soon after your first meeting with Kyedae...
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Silence fills the sex gym as your girlfriends just look at you dumbfounded.
"..."
"I know that might be a lot to take in---"
"So" Leslie cuts you off. "there's a big secret in your past?"
"that you've kept from us because you want to protect us from the consequences of knowing?" Rae continues in a questioning tone.
"...but now you're telling us it's there.. because you feel guilty.. for some reason..?" Tina tilts her head as she worriedly looks at you, looking adorable with the pink blush on her pale cheeks.
"and yet you won't tell us what it is?" Emi finishes the girl's summary.
Miyoung, Sydney, Jodi, Aria, Poki and the rest all just stare at you, questioning what the purpose of this meeting is, and why you seem so nervous and told them to leave their phones upstairs.
"...yeah..." "...pretty much" you let out, realizing how stupid this was.
but I just want to tell them..
but if I do.. all the secrecy would have been for nothing... might have just told them in the beginning
...what if they get captured? threatened? tortured? ...
after talking to Kyedae and having those memories rekindled... I just... I love them. They should know...
...
You take a deep breath. None of the girls rush you. They seem genuinely concerned, yet weirdly not about that you're keeping something from them, but instead about the effect it is clearly having on you.
You take another breath to compose yourself. "Come here, feel my chest, feel my hands, please" you gesture.
The girls look at each other for a moment and then step closer, doing as you asked.
Rae, Leslie and Tina grab your left hand and wrist, while Jodi, Aria and Poki do the same to your right.
Miyoung places her hand on the center of your chest and Emi does so to her right, while Sydney places her palm directly above your pounding heart.
You feel better with all their hands on you.
Their souls connected with yours.
"..."
You take one more deep, calming breath, preparing to hopefully do the right thing. What is hopefully best for them, even if it isn't for you.
"I love you girls" you start.
"I trust you, I adore you and I cherish you. I want to spend the rest of my live with all of you" you continue.
Some of the girls warmly smile, while others seem concerned where this is going.
You look down and catch Miyoung's loving eyes. That view and Sydney's warm hand gripping tighter onto your chest give you the strength to continue.
"I know this is difficult. I know it may be stupid of me, but I am just worried if..." you shake your head, cutting yourself off and internally cursing to get back on track.
"I know it's difficult, and extremely unfair of me to ask this of you.. but.." you briefly hesitate before looking at them and confidently stating: "I love you. And I need you to trust me on this. Please."
After a moment, you add, with a hint of fear in your voice: "Can you do that?"
The girls look at each other.
Feeling your pulse.
Not saying a word.
Weirdly, you get calmer as they stand there with their warm, loving hands on you. You feel safe with them. As they do with you.
"
Yes
" Miyoung and Sydney are the first to speak in unison.
Right after Emi nods as well, and the others quickly follow suit.
"I love you, and I trust you" Sydney continues.
"We all do" Emi speaks for the group.
"yeah!" Miyoung determinedly adds.
You let out a deep sigh in relief. "Thank you girls. Thank you so much" you say, not knowing what else to do.
They understand, and they all move in for a warm, tight, loving hug.
As they do, you feel some of the smaller girls get pressed even further against you, but they clearly don't mind, some snuggling in even tighter while others cuddle with the taller girl's boobs.
Inaudible to everyone else, Sydney quietly whispers into your ear: "I love you, and I understand that you feel like you need to protect us. You're my hero after all" she smiles and kisses your cheek before continuing.
"I just hope that this secret you're so afraid of won't come back to haunt you, and I hope that you can soon confined in us the same way we would confide in you"
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Her words are bittersweet. You know she's right.
Them trusting you isn't the same as being honest. But for the time it's the best it can be.
Your worries slowly dwindle away as Sydney calmingly rests her head on your shoulder, letting her curly dark hair brush against your nose.
You take in her scent and pray to the gods