Book 2, Chapter 30 -- Arrested Development
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A/N -- I won't be covering the Arrival DLC in any great length as I want to move onto ME3 as quickly as possible.
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In the end, I had maybe a month of peace before I was given my next assignment.
During that month, I rented out an enormous apartment, with numerous bedrooms, at least two living rooms, an enormous dining room, at least half a dozen bathrooms, and a spectacular view of Nos Astra. I had more money than I could count, as I'd spent none of the credits I'd been given during my time with Cerberus, while Liara had helped me gain access to my old accounts, and wasn't surprised she'd helped me earn plenty of credits even when dead.
I was joined by plenty of lovers in my apartment. Kelly, Kasumi and Gianna moved in immediately. Shiala probably spent more time on Illium than Feros once I'd settled down. Emily visited every weekend. Chakwas hesitated before she seemed to just think 'Oh, to hell with it' and moved in too. But they were not the only women to join me. Miranda, having practically pledged her allegiance to me personally, was a regular visitor. Jack had always wanted to be one of 'Shepard's girls' and they made her feel as loved and welcomed as anyone else. Samara visited, never for intimacy, but enjoyed dinner and drinks with us often that I'm sure a few thought she would eventually join in. Liara couldn't help but fly in and see me.
It was a great month, filled with plenty of joy, laughter and sex. A lot of sex. All of my girls were now incredibly open-minded. If they didn't spend the night with me, they happily spent it either alone, which wasn't unusual, or with another woman, sometimes just for company, sometimes because they wanted sex.
The first week I spent most of my time only with Gianna, at the near insistence of Kelly. Little wonder that, in the end, Gianna happily agreed to a threesome with Kelly, and perhaps one of the most erotic sights of my life to that point was watching Gianna and Kelly pleasure each other. Once Gianna got over that little hump in her mind, she readily agreed to inviting other women into our bed, Kasumi and Emily becoming regulars in addition to Kelly. After a couple of weeks, I usually went to sleep with two women. In some ways, it was all rather liberating for everyone. We all knew where each other stood. Those who stayed with me permanently were more than accepting of those who just visited.
Of course, it wasn't going to last. Situations like that never do. Real life gets in the way eventually. I would never have grown bored of it, though I was a man of action, so when Admiral Hackett contacted me about a mission he thought I was best suited to, I couldn't stop myself from agreeing.
It was a fatal mistake.
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I'm fairly sure I'd go down in history as the first person to ever destroy an entire star system. Whether the Protheans or any other species that came before had done it, no-one could be sure, but there was a good reason why I'd done it.
To prevent the arrival of the Reapers.
The mission Admiral Hackett gave me was a debacle almost from the get-go. Doctor Kenson was insane, though it didn't help she was also indoctrinated. Everyone who worked for her was also suffering from the effects. It had been a long time since I'd worked alone, so it was no surprise that I was eventually taken prisoner. Having to fight my way out was a race against time. The Reapers were on the verge of arriving, and we were simply not ready for their appearance. I knew I had to do something drastic to stop them, give us just enough time to perhaps prepare.
So I had to send an asteroid into a mass relay. I was fairly sure it had never been done before. I was warned about the catastrophic damage that would be done. What didn't help is that all this was taking place in a region of space called the Bahak System, which was deep in batarian space. They had known about Kenson. I'd rescued her from their clutches. But they would put two and two together quite easily once I sent the asteroid into the relay.
Was I going to cry about a few batarians dying? No. But I'm also not psychotic and certainly didn't want to commit mass murder. So as I sent the asteroid towards the relay, I contacted the nearest point of civilisation, which was on the planet of Aratoht. I was told there was nothing they could do. There was no chance they could evacuate an entire planet in the time the asteroid would collide with the relay.
Just before I managed to escape, I had my first conversation with a Reaper since Virmire. It was Harbinger again, the same Reaper voice I had heard at the Collector base. It seemed the Reapers were now taking a personal interest in me. I didn't know if that was a good thing or not. But it's warning was clear. No matter what I did, the Reapers would eventually arrive. I was only delaying the inevitable.
I could have retorted with a grandiose speech, or perhaps a dose of sarcasm. But I went with truth. I wouldn't be the only one ready for the fight.
I couldn't return to Illium after what I'd done. I knew the news of what happened would have spread quickly. The
Normandy
collected me with everyone on board and I had to explain to them first what had gone wrong. Thankfully, because the mission had been solo, I'd recorded everything, so made sure to show them the main points. If I hadn't, I think Samara would have felt compelled to try and kill me. To be honest, I wouldn't have blamed her.
"So what will you do?" Miranda asked.
"I'll contact Admiral Hackett first and see my options. What have the batarians been saying?"
"They released the conversation you had with the batarian you spoke to on Aratoht. Surprisingly, it's not doctored in any way, but it obviously confirms your guilt in their eyes. Only we believe the Reaper theory."
"Hackett does too. He'll believe everything I tell him. It would explain what happened with Kenson."
"What do you think he'll ask you to do?" Kelly wondered.
"Hand myself in. I can't go to the Citadel. The Council will want me arrested. I can't go back to Illium. It's still an asari world. They'll arrest me and hand me over. Even if I went somewhere like Omega, Aria won't want me there, drawing attention. And I can't just float around on this ship, as no doubt the batarians won't be the only people looking for me." I ran a hand through my hair and sighed. "EDI, send a message to Admiral Hackett. Send him our current co-ordinates. Have him meet us on the edge of Alliance space and the Terminus Systems. I'll see what he has to say."
The mood on the ship was sombre as we waited for the meeting. I couldn't help feel a little guilt about everything that happened. I'm glad I did feel something, because if I didn't, I would have questioned my state of mind. But I justified it by continually telling myself that it was a necessary move. Sacrifice now to give us time. We needed every second to prepare for the Reapers. Would I have done the same with a human system? Honestly, no. Probably not even an asari or turian system. It helped that it was a batarian system. But I still didn't like that many lives on my conscience. Thousands of innocents died alongside the bastards in charge.
Hackett arrived within two days, and it was no surprise that my old mentor, Captain Anderson, joined him. All Cerberus emblems had been taken off the ship, inside and out, which they seemed to approve, escorting them to the conference room so I could show them some of the video and answer any questions.