Intro/summary-- Edward still refuses to have sex with Bella in fear of hurting her but she does finally convince him to finger her in bed
Rated R/M for mature sexual content and language
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"Edward please" Bella begged one night in bed as they'd been kissing each other
"I... I want to touch you. To feel you, inside of me" she said
"Please" she said as she tried to unbutton his shirt
"Bella believe me, I want too. I want to pleasure you more then anything but until you turn 18 and we get married and you become one of us, I am terrified I'm gonna hurt you" he said
"you won't. I know you won't. I trust you" she said
"It would be an accident Bella but, I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you" he said
"then just touch me. You can touch me right? Just do it gently?" she asked
"I don't know" he said
"please let's try" she said
Bella kissed him and gently began to touch him, and she could feel him getting hard for her. Edward began to touch under her shirt, feeling she had no bra on under her tank top. His thumb grazed her nipple and she moaned. He pushed her tank top up gently and she helped him pull it off. She also tugged at his shirt which he pulled over his head
"You are so beautiful" he said when he looked at her naked breasts
"If I hurt you" he said
"you won't. I know you won't" she said
"just please tell me" Edward said
Bella closed her eyes as he kissed her hard again. His hands were roaming on her body, feeling every inch of her soft skin... Playing with her now hardened nipples. He kissed down her body, and his lips wrapped around one of her nipples. Bella gasped at the sensation
"ohhhh god" she moaned
Edward sucked on her nipples for a good ten minutes, switching back and forth and rolling the hard bud between his fingers
"ohhhhhh" she moaned
"are you wet for me yet Isabella Swan?" his voice ran a shiver down her spine
"yes! Yes I'm wet for you" she said
"let me check" he said