I had just cum in a pornstars mouth. Post orgasm exhaustion and guilt were now flooding over me. She had asked if I had got my fill and if I was heading back to my wife now?
At the moment I couldn't even contemplate doing anything more, as drained as I was and with her reminding me of how wrong I was being and feeling like I had still lived out a dream...I reacted.
"Yeah sorry I should probably go. That was amazing though and it was a dream come true." I awkwardly told her as I scrambled up and pulled my clothes back on.
I was also aware I had just been filmed without even thinking it through. I shouldn't be seen doing anything more. That had been stupid in the first place.
As I did up my jeans she sat and faced the camera, giving a little slightly disappointed sounding monologue but adding she'd had a great time with this Englishman. She switched it off.
She grabbed a silk dressing gown from a hook putting it on as she came over to me.
"You got all shy now?" She smiled kindly.
"Err...yeah...sorry. You know..." I sheepishly admitted.
"You know what?" She dug.
"Yeah just got a bit shy, worried..." I added.
"Worried? About what?" She cut in.
"I dunno. Being bad. Also the camera..." I opened up to her.
"Oh OK. Well that's off now and I won't do anything with it if you really don't want." She stroked my arm.
"OK thanks. Maybe just blur me out." I laughed it off.
"I really wanted to. But still can't believe I got to meet you and the rest! Oh I still owe you the rest of the money." I suddenly remembered.
"Don't worry about that honey. Just happy I made your day. And you only got half an hour anyway." She looked at the clock on the bedside table.
"You sure? I know I'm going to regret this as soon as I leave." I shook my head.
"Regret this? That bad?". She looked shocked.
"No, no, no. I mean not staying longer!" I quickly clarified.
"Oh phew!" She then looked at me in the eyes.
"To be honest...I wasn't going to let you do anything with me. Well maybe a bit of oral but that was going to be your lot. But I think if you'd tried I would have let you fuck me."
"That's nice to hear." I beamed.
"You don't know the amount of times I have thought about being the guys in your films". I had to tell her.
"Doing what?"
"Well fucking you as you demanded. Filling you up." I boldy said.
"I like to hear it. And what is Claudia wearing". She referred to herself in the third person.
I wracked my brains and the first thing that popped in I shouted out.
"Leather or PVC. Something like that."
"Hmmmm." She walked away and went to the wardrobe on the other side of the bed.
"If you can stay a little longer I have a surprise for you. Go to the bathroom and I'll shout in a minute."
Now on autopilot I wordlessly did as she said and when she called out she was ready, went back to the room.
She was perched on the edge of the bed legs crossed in thigh high black leather boots. Eyeing the rest of her I saw her gigantic tits bulging out of a tiny black pvc dress, two straps barely holding it up.
"Just like that." I enthusiastically nodded. And it was exactly how I had imagined. This was perfect. She looked like utter sexy filth.