I had just cum in a pornstars mouth. Post orgasm exhaustion and guilt were now flooding over me. She had asked if I had got my fill and if I was heading back to my wife now?
At the moment I couldn't even contemplate doing anything more, as drained as I was and with her reminding me of how wrong I was being and feeling like I had still lived out a dream...I reacted.
"Yeah sorry I should probably go. That was amazing though and it was a dream come true." I awkwardly told her as I scrambled up and pulled my clothes back on.
I was also aware I had just been filmed without even thinking it through. I shouldn't be seen doing anything more. That had been stupid in the first place.
As I did up my jeans she sat and faced the camera, giving a little slightly disappointed sounding monologue but adding she'd had a great time with this Englishman. She switched it off.
She grabbed a silk dressing gown from a hook putting it on as she came over to me.
"You got all shy now?" She smiled kindly.
"Err...yeah...sorry. You know..." I sheepishly admitted.
"You know what?" She dug.
"Yeah just got a bit shy, worried..." I added.
"Worried? About what?" She cut in.
"I dunno. Being bad. Also the camera..." I opened up to her.
"Oh OK. Well that's off now and I won't do anything with it if you really don't want." She stroked my arm.
"OK thanks. Maybe just blur me out." I laughed it off.
"I really wanted to. But still can't believe I got to meet you and the rest! Oh I still owe you the rest of the money." I suddenly remembered.
"Don't worry about that honey. Just happy I made your day. And you only got half an hour anyway." She looked at the clock on the bedside table.
"You sure? I know I'm going to regret this as soon as I leave." I shook my head.
"Regret this? That bad?". She looked shocked.
"No, no, no. I mean not staying longer!" I quickly clarified.
"Oh phew!" She then looked at me in the eyes.
"To be honest...I wasn't going to let you do anything with me. Well maybe a bit of oral but that was going to be your lot. But I think if you'd tried I would have let you fuck me."
"That's nice to hear." I beamed.