I was hiding in a locker, same as always. I wasn't a coward; I was just tired of running, so very-very tired. Us damned souls, we could run forever and still end up bled out like a slaughtered farm animal. That's what we were; cattle, except instead of milk, we were harvested for our fear. I couldn't remember how long I'd been doing this, or even how old I was. I could remember being a young child, without a care or fear in the world. Who am I kidding? At least I can remember being young. It all seemed like another lifetime ago. And yet my body didn't look a day over twenty. (I'd say 21 if alcohol was a thing in this hellscape.) Except for the bags under my eyes but that might just be because I hadn't had a goodnight sleep, even before arriving here.
I'd tried so hard to find a way out. I had one power, blessing, (whatever you want to call it.) While others had agility, strength speed, or even healing, my only sense of optimism came in the form of my ability to remain fully aware of the dream dimension. It was as if I could stay awake in the one place where people were meant to become like fish in a barrel.
Needless to say, it was kind of situation-specific (in that, it worked best against one particular demon who took sick pleasure in using the dream dimension as his own personal hunting ground.) Unfortunately, the role of 'killer' was selected at random from a pool of over two dozen creatures; from a Louisiana-born zombie to a mad scientist with a melee weapon (Pikachu meets Thor with a dash of Candyman.) And the latest was a psychopathic pop star who specialized in knife throwing.
Speaking of projectiles, I'd sat on the floor, trying to remember who else was part of the four-person 'survivor' team when the locker doors flew open. A tall muscular woman wearing a bunny mask grabbed me before I could muster the energy to run. She tilted her head like a confused baby doll. Clearly, she was questioning my lack of foresight. (I couldn't blame her, I would be too.)
This particular demon was Anna, a Russian ax thrower who reloaded her weapon stash via the red lockers placed throughout the game field. So, basically, me using this as my hiding place to take a breather was a little dumb on my part.
Anna threw me over her shoulder. I didn't even attempt to struggle, there was no point. As usual, I was put on a living hook, waiting for either rescue (so I could continue playing this never-ending game.) Or I could get sucked into the ground, into the darkness to awaken in the hub world. either way, I wouldn't be allowed to die. there was no escape.
I emerged in the hub world, resting under a dark willow-like tree. in the distance, I could hear the chatter of the other lost souls. And then I heard Nea. The Swedish-born graffiti artist had lived the life of an urban explorer. As such, she had a unique sense of courage and confidence paired with the athleticism of a gymnast.
"Hey Quentin," my friend said, leaning her slender body against the trunk of the aforementioned tree. "You doing alright?"
"I can't complain," I said, sitting up. "I mean literally since we're all just stuck here." In the distance, I could hear the crackle of the campfire; a strange ungodly force that burned on its own, feeding off of... something. Maybe it was our misery, anger and pain. "I don't want to go back to the group, not just yet."
"No worries." Nea said with a nod. She stepped closer to take a seat by my side.
"We can just hang out for a while."
"Thanks, I'd like that." I stretched my back, making myself comfortable.
Nea rested her head on my shoulder.
I stroked her cheek, moving a lock of hair over her ear. "Doesn't that itch?" Nea wore her hair short, under a wool cap, like something a burglar would wear to blend in with the darkness.
"My hat?" she said with a shrug. "Not really. I mean why would it?"
"I don't know," I said awkwardly. "I've just never seen you take it off."
"I never really had a reason to, unless you want to look at my ruined hair."
"I always kind of liked your hair," I muttered. The words falling from my lips before I had a chance to mentally censor myself.
"Yeah, me too. 'Ruined' was my mother's word for it." Nea took off her hat, running her fingers through her dark sweaty locks. she closed her eyes, and as she did, the once dark hair changed to shimmery red, metallic green, before settling on a multitone ocean blue.
"Wow, that's really cool."
"I guess that's one of the perks of this place: magic is real. For better or worse, right?"
"I guess," I replied, still marveling at her transformation. "Did you choose blue?"
Nea bit her lip as she scratched her chin. "Maybe. I mean, my hair was this color once upon a time. It's always been one of my favorites. Why?"
"I'd been thinking about the color blue." It was the truth. I missed the ocean, the sky. Actually, I missed all bright, vibrant colors. That was just part of the atmosphere.
"Do you think we can control things?" she asked, with a general sense of curiosity.
"Things? What kind of things?"
"Right now, I'd settle for any level of control."
"I'm not sure. I never thought to try anything with a second person, or outside of the dream realm." And even then, I never had the ability to manipulate my surroundings. "Let's try an experiment. We'll huddle, looking into each other's eyes while focusing on something that we both want."
"That's pretty vague."
I had to admit she was correct; we needed an actual, focused plan. "Try to picture something cosmetic. Something that we'd be allowed to have, even if just for a moment."
Nea brushed a lock of blue hair from her eye line. "So basically, don't wish for a chocolate cake or a doorway back to the world of the living?"
"Chocolate cake might not be a bad idea." I put my arms on her shoulders as if we were athletes in a huddle. Nea followed suit and together we locked eyes, staring at each other unblinking until my eyes started to feel sore. 'What did I even want?'
I shut my eyes, letting the power of the dream realm wash over me. When I opened them again, I found myself inside of what appeared to be an oil painting.
Everything was bright, colorful. the sun was in the sky, sparkling down on a lake. The world had an odd paint-like texture, thick brushstrokes melting downward like chocolate frosting on a freshly baked cake. I was tempted to taste it, when I suddenly realized I was alone. "Nea! Where are you?"
A figure dove down from a tree. Before I could react, Nea cupped my face and kissed me. Her mouth tasted like cotton candy, with hints of chocolate, vanilla and sweat.
Her eyes looked at me with a youthful innocence and once she finally pulled away for air, i got a glimpse of her body. She was naked with green handprints over her tight muscular tits. "Look." she reached for a leaf causing the material to transform to a thick paint.