**These characters are property of HBO's television show OZ, not of my own creation**
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"So now you see my dilemma. He loves you, but I love him. Why would I want you to be free?"
"If you love Toby as much I do, you'll get me free. You know he loves me more than he could ever love you."
With that Catherine bristled. She could see plainly how sexy this guy was, and knew he was, hanging off the bars of his cell with his too-short shirt rising and exposing his hairy trail. But, god, was he an asshole.
"Keller," she began, trying to stay professional, though she knew she had blown that back when she started making out with her client, Tobias Beecher, "I will do my best as your lawyer, because that is what I do. But I don't think Toby will go running back to you. You are toxic. He and I will have a life together. He'll get out of here, and you'll rot. Maybe not on death row, because I am good at my job, but you'll rot in here. Alone. Knowing that Toby is out in the world, being with me, loving me, fucking me." With that epic tirade, Catherine closed her briefcase and started to head toward the door where the guard stood waiting outside.
Clap, clap, clap.
The painfully slow sounds of a less-than-impressed pair of hands. Catherine stopped, ready for whatever was about to come out of Keller's mouth. Or so she thought.
"You really think he wants to fuck you? Does he close his eyes a little too tight when he kisses you, Catherine? Don't you ever wonder if when he's with you, he's thinking of me?"
Turning around slowly to face the tall, sturdy man who was still grabbing the bars in front of him and staring her in the eyes, Catherine felt as though she was in some sort of duel. A duel for a man she had fallen in love with rather quickly. Did she know that he loved her? He said it, but...she shook her head slightly, not wanting Keller to see he was getting to her. He saw.
"Ahh. Maybe, right? Just maybe, he kisses you, hard, thinking he's kissing me. Thinking his tongue is deep inside of my mouth, like it has been so many times. Oh, the places that tongue has been-" he paused and licked his lips before smiling a big Keller smile, "that long tongue. The nights we've had-"
"Enough. I'm here for him. He wants you to not die. I cant imagine why. Sure, you're sexy, anyone would fuck you, but you're a psychopath. Your file is one of the thickest I've ever seen. You know what I think?" she took a step toward the bars, "I think you've manipulated him, just like you've manipulated everyone in your life-"
"Noβ"
"Yes. Yes, you have. And you know what? He's out of your grasp. Sure, you'll get off death row, but he'll be coming home with me. To my bed. I'm telling you, Keller, I win. You lose."
Keller did one of his characteristic chuckles and knew he had met a match. That rarely happened in his world.
"Tell me Catherine, do you know what he likes the most in bed?"
"I don't need to hear-"
"No, no. if you're going to be together, you should know what Toby likes the most. What you should do for him. To him."
Catherine couldn't believe she was listening to this crap, but she didn't want to leave and have him think he had won. Or that he would win. So she stayed. She held her briefcase handle with both hands and said, "What Keller? He likes it when I bite his ear. He likes it when I grab his crotch through his pants. Is that what you mean?" She cocked her head at him.
Chris was starting to get a bit uncomfortable with the idea of being behind those bars, not able to get to Toby before the woman in front of him could. He shifted his weight.
"Oh yeah, he likes that. But you know what he likes even more? He likes it when I bend him over, and stick my cock in him. Yeah, that's right. He loves being on the bottom. You gonna do that for him? Huh? You gonna fuck him just like he likes?"
Catherine had figured they had had sex before, but she had never really imagined the fucking. Well, she had a bit, but she had hoped Toby was more into giving than receiving. She tried to look unfazed. "Ok, Chris, here's the thing. I think you are lying. And, I know you are trying to get to me because you are jealous. That's what you're doing right no-"
"Nooo. Nope. That's not what I'm doing." He slowly took off his shirt, threw it on the bed, and carefully sat in the only chair in the cell, "I want you to know what he likes, since you seem to think he will only have eyes for you when he gets out of here. What you need to know is that Beecher will find another guy. If it's not me, he'll find another cock. You're going to have to be constantly thinking about where he is when he comes home late, and if he's lying to you about where he was. Was it really traffic? Were his eyes shifty just now? You see, counselor, vaginas are great. But once a man has had cock - mmm - there's no going back." Chris smiled.
The lawyer decided to change her tactic. She hated to lose an argument.
"Tell me Chris," she took a seat inches from the bars, "What exactly does Toby like? Tell me, in detail. I need to know how to please my man."
Keller really couldn't believe that this woman had stayed as long as she had. He figured it was her lawyer stamina. Still, he was always keen to have an audience.
"Oh, Catherine. That's a song, isn't it? Sounds familiar. Anyway, what were we talking about? Oh yeah, me fucking Toby from behind," she braced herself, "God, does he love it. You know what I've found in my years of fucking guys? Most guys prefer to be on the bottom. It's like, all of the power we have in this world, we get to give it up, if only for a few minutes. You know, depends on the guy," he was pacing his cell now, as if delivering a performance on a stage, "and for those few moments we are free. Free of expectations, free of decision-making, free of holding onto a faΓ§ade." He came to a stop and said, "You know, my favorite thing about fucking Toby, about 'making love' to Toby, is how he says my name. Whimpers my name, really. He often says, 'Oh god, Chris,' and I literally blow my load every time. Just like that! God, he's unbelievably sexy when he's whimpering." Keller rubbed the front of his pants lightly where the bulge had long ago started to form. Catherine wasn't in better shape, and shifted in her chair. Somehow the thought of the man she loved getting fucked and loving it was starting to turn her on. She figured, 'There's bisexuals, right? Maybe he loves getting fucked by guys and fucking women. It's possible. Right?'
"I gotta say, just that image in my head of him looking back at me, so animal-like, it's part of what keeps me going in here. That I might get to see that lust, that want, in his eyes again." He locked eyes with her now, both a bit buzzed from the erections. She really wanted nothing more than to shove her tongue down his throat, not just because he was sexy and she was turned on, but because he was there and she was turned on. Did Chris Keller fuck women though? It almost seemed like Chris was thinking the same thing. Except he knew he fucked women, but he wondered what would happen with Toby if he had sex with his new girlfriend.
"Chris. I really should go. Thank you for clarifying what I should expect. I guess I'll just have to buy some toys to keep him happy." Catherine smiled and turned to walk towards the door as Chris reached out of the cell and grabbed her arm.
"What are you doing?" the lawyer asked, both pissed and turned on.