2020 was not the year Phoebe Bridgers had been expecting. She hadn't gotten her hopes up, but the global pandemic followed by the national unrest had her spirits low. Still, though, she was managing to keep herself distracted. Finishing up her album, doing press, talking to fans. Currently, she was sitting at home, drinking wine in her robe, staring out at the darkening sky. She was maybe three or four...or five...glasses in. And she was feeling it.
Phoebe was ruminating on her coping mechanisms. She'd never considered herself especially slutty, but she knew she wasn't exactly virginal either. There was a correlation, she noticed, between her thoughts turning dark and her legs opening. Her parents having a huge, blow-out fight in front of her when she was 14 which was followed by her 16-year-old boyfriend popping her cherry in the back of his Chevy. Her failing an important test the next year and then finding a random guy to go down on at her friend's birthday party. Learning of her parents' divorce when she was 19 and then having sex with a woman for the first time. It was how she processed bad news.
This year had been a parade of bad news. And so she acted out in ways that seemed to surprise yet delight her fans. She had flashed her tits for a Rolling Stones article, and today she'd just posed for Playboy. Neither publication had asked or probably even expected nudity for their articles on her, but she had volunteered. The thought of complete strangers seeing her body made her warm. She'd even tried to get the Playboy photographer to take photos of her butthole but he'd said that the article didn't need that. She wasn't sure she agreed but she didn't fight him on it. It wasn't exactly a hill she was willing to die on.
The doorbell rang, jolting Phoebe out of her thoughts. She downed the glass of wine she was on and got up, only slightly wobbly. She took a deep breath and went to the door. Fixing her hair and checking her reflection in the mirror next to the entrance, she opened the door. The pizza guy was, somehow, exactly what she had been hoping for. Almost anyone would have done, but this was nice. A tall, handsome, young black man.
Phoebe greeted him and took the pizza, setting it on the door-side table. After putting it down, she looked at him and feigned a look of surprise. "Oh I'm sorry, I left my wallet in the other room. I'll be right back!" He smiled at her, a look of authentic patience on his face. "No problem, miss."
As she disappeared into her house, he turned around to admire the front of her house. It was a pretty area, secluded enough without being completely cut-off from society. He heard her footsteps behind him and turned back towards her. His jaw fell open as he looked at the completely naked Phoebe Bridgers walking his way. He'd found her to be beautiful, with her playful and bright eyes, her pale soft-looking hair; she gave off an aesthetic that he classified as "slutty witch". But he had not been expecting her small but plump tits. Her flat stomach and wide hips. Her bare pussy.
"Keep the change." She said softly, trying to keep cool as she handed him several President Jacksons. He nodded dumbly, not even making an attempt at eye contact. His gaze traveled up and down her body, finding new spots to focus on.
"Hello?"
His jaw still open, he finally looked up at her. "Oh, uh..."
Phoebe giggled, her heart beating like a drum. "What's your name?" She asked like she wasn't completely naked at her front door with hard nipples and a wet pussy talking to a stranger.
"Matt..."
"I'm Phoebe. I don't want to sound big-headed but have you heard of me? I'm a singer..."
He shook his head, his eyes again taking mental snapshots of her lithe body.
"That's totally okay. Can I ask you a favor?"
Matt nodded, only half paying attention.
"I've...well I've never been...with a black guy? So can you come inside for a bit and fuck my brains out?"
Now she had his full attention. This little white girl, apparently famous, wanted him to fuck her? How many times had he masturbated to this exact fantasy? But there was a major hang-up for him.
"Uh...I mean I would really...really love to do that. God, I really would. But I have a girlfriend. And I really care about her." Matt said.
Phoebe shrugged. She found herself surprised by how much she didn't care about this man's partner. It actually turned her on even more. "I understand, Matt. You're a good boyfriend."
Matt smiled a guilty smile and tried to find something to say, but Phoebe cut him off by leaning into him. She had her mouth right next to his ear, her body just barely an inch from his own, her breasts hovering near his chest. He could smell her shampoo, a subtle floral scent that made him want to wrap himself in her hair. She whispered to him. "If you follow me inside, you'll find me on my knees. I'll be waiting for you to put your big, hard black cock in my mouth. And then I'll be your toy."
She stepped back, and offered him a small smile as if she had just said something cute and flirty instead of offering up her throat to his dick. Turning around, she disappeared back into the house. And Matt watched her every step, eyes locked on her deceptively rounded ass. Matt desperately tried to think of his girlfriend. Of her body, her laugh, her eyes, how much he cared about her. But every image of her was interrupted by the image of this little white woman choking on his cock. He'd never been with a white woman or a woman as small as her; the thought of dominating her strained his cock.