Darren was doing it again.
Staring at me...which isn't unheard of considering we were filming a scene together.
But the look was in that way where I knew he was seeing me as Kurt and not Chris. It was the loving look Blaine would give Kurt- this time from across the table. He was saying something (
his lines
my brain was telling me) but I couldn't decipher the words because I was too busy imagining what his gorgeous lips would feel like wrapped around my dick-
"CUT!" Ryan shouted.
"Shit." I murmured under my breath. "Sorry Ryan!" I shouted back toward the co-creator of Glee.
"We'll take it from the top after lunch." He shouted before adding "And let's try and get our lines down."
"Alright I get it." I murmured again. I looked up and into Darren's hazel eyes. I had almost forgotten what I was going to- which is exactly what I was apologizing for. "Sorry Darren. I promise I'll nail it after lunch."
"Don't worry about it." He said with twinkling eyes and the smile that made my stomach do flips. "Grab lunch in your trailer?" He asked slinging a causal arm over my shoulder.
"Sure. Meet you there in five?" I said nodding, pasting a smile on my face just for good measure.
Don't think of sex, don't think of sex, don't think-
"You okay?" Darren said stopping after surveying my face. I should have known he could tell the smile wasn't real. After all the time we had been spending together, we had become close quickly and I should have known he would see through my fake smile.
"I'm fine. Just frustrated I messed the scene up." I replied before adding in my mind
cause I was too busy imagining what sex would be like with you...again.
"As long as your sure..." He replied hesitantly. I nodded. "Alright, let me drop our jackets off at wardrobe so we don't get them dirty, grab lunch out of my trailer and then I'll meet you in yours."
"Okay!" I said before handing him my sweater.
I watched his ass as he walked off and I moaned at its perfection and how it was effecting me. I felt my jeans suddenly become too tight as my dick quivered and hardened. I thought
seriously? I'm 21 years old, I thought I had grown out of the embarrassing-suddenly-appearing-boner phase of my life...and over my straight best-friend-who-will-never-look-at-me-
that-way
no less.
I looked at my watch and then looked at Darren who hadn't even reached wardrobe yet and I ran for my trailer.
As I slammed the door to my trailer shut, I glanced at my watch and knew I probably had about 10-15 minutes to deal with my...um...growing issue. This meant I had three options: 1) cold shower- which I quickly dismissed as my hair and makeup were still relatively intact from the scene and Mary would kill me if she had to redo it all, 2) try a cool down method such as imagining myself doing anything remotely sexual with a woman or 3) try to jerk off.
I was leaning toward option two (cool down method) before out of the corner of my eye, I caught a picture of me and Darren with our arm wrapped around each other's waist (it was a promo picture and was meant to be a casual pose) and my dick gave another twitch and hardened a fraction more. Alright, option 3 it is.
I went into the bathroom and grabbed the bottle of lube out of one of the drawers. I wish I could say this was the first time in awhile that I've had to do this but since Kurt and Blaine started dating, me and Darren have been spending more and more time together- which has lead me to think about all the wonderful things I wished we could do together behind closed doors.
I shut my eyes and began to imagine my latest favorite fantasy: Darren serenades me with the love song from the movie we've been watching while we dance together. I look in his eyes and see only sincerity, love and a whole lost of lust. He proclaims his feelings for me before crashing his lips against mine. I freeze for a second before kissing him back just a fiercely. We make out for a few moments before he whispers gruffly in my ear that we should take this to the bedroom (I feel my dick reach the point where its so hard its almost painful). We hurriedly strip off our clothes and Darren pushes me onto the bed.
Our hands are roaming and touching every inch of skin they can get at. A minuscule part of my brain was telling me that I shouldn't be doing this, that Darren was straight and it was only moments ago that I found out he even has feelings for me. Of course, a moment later all thoughts go out the window as his kissed trail down my body before he takes my dick in his mouth and begins to suck (I groan as I start to stroke myself in tandem with fantasy Darren's sucking). The only thing I can think to say is an incoherent mixture of moans, "fucks" and "oh my god Darren- right there".
I was so wrapped up in my fantasy- running my fingers through Darren's curly hair as I watch his cherry red lips run themselves over my dick- that I hadn't even heard Darren enter my trailer. I continued jerking off with my eyes closed (and the bathroom door wide open), moaning in pleasure and urging the Darren in my mind to go faster: "god Darren right there...fuck, you're good at this...deeper...god, Darren suck me"- it wasn't till I heard a soft groan coming from the doorway of the bathroom that I froze, eyes flying open, realizing I wasn't alone: Darren had found me- in the bathroom- jerking off while moaning his name.
"D-Darren" I stammered. "Y-you got here faster than I expected." I replied feeling the blush spread all over my body. A part of my brain was telling me to get my hand off my dick but I was frozen in shock and embarrassment. I waited from him to say something- anything but his was just as frozen as I was. "I'll just um- I'll just c-close the door." I managed to stammer out before moving to shut the door and figure out a way to deal with all of this in private.
I didn't get the chance to do it myself because in that moment Darren took a step closer, shut and then locked the door behind him. My mind scrambled to process what was happening.
"You were thinking of me?" Darren asked, his voice low and husky. I opened a mouth to sound off a sarcastic retort-
as if you didn't know I was thinking of you-
but it died on my lips as he took a step closer. I could see the lust in his eyes and I couldn't believe what was happening.
"D-Darren." I stammered out. He just kept getting closer and before I knew it he was standing with only enough room between us to accommodate my erection. He held my gaze with his gorgeous hazel eyes and I barely noticed that he was starting to undress.
"Was I doing this?" He asked his voice husky before closing the remaining gap between us to crush his lips against mine. It was more than I had ever imagined. His lips were soft and firm against mine. I had barely had time to register all the sensations before he was pulling away and was kissing me along me jaw line. "How about this?" He asked nipping on my jaw.
"Oh god Darren." I moaned.
"I can't tell you how long I've wanted to do this." He groaned before working my shirt off to get a more flesh.
His lips trailed kisses down my neck till he reached my collar bone before pausing to give it little nip. The pain felt good but it also brought on a sense of reality: this was me and Darren- not Kurt and Blaine