"Oh, I'm just so nervous!" Rachel shouted to Monica from inside the shower. Monica was sitting on the toilet with the lid down, working on a TV guide crossword puzzle (addressed to Ms. Chanandler Bong".)
"Sweetie, you're only going to a movie. There's nothing to be nervous about. You've been doing this since high school."
"I know, but I really like him. What if he doesn't like me? What if he thinks I'm too... Oh, I don't know... too fragrant?"
"If men didn't like the smell of perfume, they wouldn't buy it for us. 'Jovovich of RESIDENT EVIL' 5 letters, ends in A."
"Milla. I'm just going to stop thinking about it. I can't reach my towel."
Not looking up from her crossword puzzle, Monica leans forward to grab the towel. She hands it to Rachel, while penciling in her answer. Rachel slides the shower door open and takes the towel. She begins vigorously rubbing the towel around her scalp, drying off her hair.
"Do you hear the phone?" She asked.
Monica looked up at Rachel."...wow..." She breathed silently in her head. "Rachel is really attractive." She closed her eyes slowly, imagining just for a moment what it would be like to touch Rachel's body... the way a lover would. Softly, and sensually. What would it feel like to be the object of Rachel's desire? To see that look in her eyes... that look that says, "I've been waiting for you. I want you like nothing I've ever wanted before. You can please me in ways I've never imagined. I belong to you now, take me."
She shook the thoughts out of her head and said, "I'm sorry Rachel, what did you say?"
"Oh, I just thought I heard the phone." She answered, stepping out of the shower.
Monica stood and turned her back to Rachel. "I'll go see if there's a message." She said into her shoulder. Rachel wrapped the towel around herself and secured it, then began brushing her hair. Monica came back in.
"It was Steve. He said he couldn't make it tonight." Monica said in whatever way she thought would be the most painless for Rachel.
"Oh, no." Rachel said, backing to the toilet and having a seat. She leaned over and put her head in her hands, dropping the brush on the floor. "Well did he say why?" She asked, looking at Monica again.
"He has to pull a double shift at the hospital."
"Oh God. I knew this would happen, I knew something would go wrong."
"Oh, Rach come on. At least he didn't ditch you because you were too fragrant. He has a valid reason. We can just watch a movie here, and I'll fix you something to eat. It'll be just you and me. (When the words "just you and me" come out of her mouth, the fantasies start again, and she closes her eyes, turns her head down diagonally, and exhales gently.) Rachel is too upset. She doesn't notice.
"That would be nice. But I still feel like I did something wrong. Why couldn't he have just told them he couldn't work tonight?"
"He works at a hospital, sweetie. He wants to save lies. He won't just let people die because he has a hot date. He's a good man."
"I know. You're right. I'm not even gonna bother with getting dressed. I feel like being lazy." She said, and took her robe from the rack on the wall. She put it on, leaving her towel in place. "I want popcorn." She said, and headed out towards the kitchen. Monica followed, but quickly returned to the bathroom and picked up the hair brush from the floor. She returned it to its proper place, and then caught up with Rachel in the kitchen.
"We don't have movies you really want to see, do we?" She asked Rachel.
"No, I was just thinking the same thing. Let's hope there's something good on cable."
"Are you hungry now, or is the popcorn gonna be enough?"
"I don't really feel like eating. Popcorn is fine." ________________________________
They settled in on the couch with the dimmest lights on, a big bowl of popcorn between them. "I'm glad you're here, Mon. I really didn't want to be alone tonight." Rachel said.
Monica smiled at her. She pushed the big red "Power" button on the remote and the TV lit up. Action movie after action movie, several silly romantic comedies... and then Angelina Jolie.
"Oh, leave it here. I love Angelina Jolie." Rachel said.
Angelina had short-ish black hair and was dressed very tacky. She had her feet propped up on the desk of a very fancy looking older woman. They were discussing modeling.
Monica and Rachel sat in silence for a while, munching on handfuls of popcorn at a time. In the movie, a long haired photographer was trying to get models to stay after hours to take pictures of "art." Angelina nodded toward a blond woman who had been her make up artist. "I'll stay if Linda stays." Monica got a tingle when she heard it. Rachel sat there, trying to find something to wipe her buttery hands on. She settled for her towel. She stood and untied her robe, yanked the towel off, and then retied the robe. She wiped her hands down with the damp towel and tossed it across the room towards the laundry basket. When she returned her gaze to the TV screen, she saw the two women, naked... one on either side of the fence. Then the scene cut to the two women making love, naked, sitting upright. Angelina behind the blonde woman, they're tongues smoothly rubbing one another in a sexy French kiss. The blonde woman was pulling Angelina's hand into her.
Rachel swallowed hard and kept her eyes glued to the screen. She was very turned on by it, and it made her uncomfortable to be next to Monica when watching it. She was afraid that Monica could somehow sense it. She was embarrassed. As soon as the scene was over, she looked over at Monica, to see how she would react to all the lesbian love. Monica had her head down and eyes closed and was exhaling deeply. She'd been doing this a lot lately. She'd always say it was because she was tired.
Sure enough, Monica confirmed. "Hey, Rachel... I'm pretty tired sweetie. Are you gonna be all right by yourself? I know you said you didn't want to be alone, but you seem a lot better now... and if you need anything, you can just come and talk to me."
"Oh, yeah, I'll be fine. I didn't mean I needed you right next to me. I just meant I didn't want to go home to an empty apartment."
"Ok, sweetie. I mean it; if you need ANYTHING at all, just come talk to me. I'm off work tomorrow, so you can wake me up all you want. And NO I will not get mad." She smiled. _______________________________________________
Monica shut her bedroom door and hurried to get in her bed. She lay on top of the Blankets, and leaned over the side of her bed. She opened the top drawer of her night stand and pulled out the bottle of Astroglide. She poured a small amount onto the fingers of her right hand, and slid off her pants with the other. She felt along her slit with her left hand. It was so wet already; she had no need whatsoever for any astroglide. She had a feeling it would be. Lately, being around Rachel had just been too much for her. She had began noticing her in ways she had only noticed... people like Angelina Jolie before. She had kissed a woman before, a few years back at a New Years Eve party.
It was the first time she had kissed a woman. It wasn't one of those life-altering, "Oh my God, I can't believe I've never realized it before... I'm a lesbian!" Kind of moments. Although, maybe it should have been. She really did want to do it, and she really did enjoy it. Immensely, even. Maybe she didn't do enough with this woman to really feel that way. She was a very cute, soft butch kind of woman. The kind with baby soft skin, real cute, ya know? With short hair, but very well taken care of. Glowing eyes. The woman had been following Monica around the party all night. Finally, she made her move. Monica knew she would. It aroused her. The woman was very straight-forward and to the point.
"I think you're really beautiful. I wasn't going to come over, but I've been watching you... and I've noticed that you seem to be looking, too. Could I buy you a drink?" She smiled.