Emilia Clarke had wanted to be a porn star for a long time. It was her biggest fantasy and to some extent the only dream she had yet to achieve in her life. She was a famous and well paid actor, appearing in successful movies and on one of the biggest TV shows of all time. Of course she still wanted to achieve more but it was safe to say she had already succeeded when it came to making it on the big screen.
If you count that as her dream achieved, and she certainly did, then that left her with just the one. She wanted to star in porn. The two were her primary passions in life and she only had one of them accounted for so far. Just as much as she would watch Brie Larson in Captain Marvel and wish she got the part, she would watch Mia Malkova perform for Vixen and wish she had that part as well.
She wanted to be sexy and sexual. She wanted to be fun and flirty and free. She wanted to be your girlfriend's older sister. Your naughty schoolteacher. A sexy nurse or doctor. Your step mum or your step daughter or whatever weird fantasy was next. She wanted to be on her knees next to Ana Foxxx and Gina Valentina. She wanted to fuck Manuel Ferrara and Johnny Sins. She wanted to be a porn star.
She could see it in the stars. She would be the first of many. If she took the risk, dove in headfirst and could balance the two careers then more would follow. She was sure there were thousands of famous women out there just like her who wanted to try it. Maybe she was kidding herself a little and this would be the end of her acting career as Hollywood refused to entertain multi-talented performers but it was a risk she was willing to take. She was sure she would prove any doubters wrong, that she could do both and be successful but if not... well she already achieved one goal and she would give that all up right now to achieve her second.
The impact this was going to have on her acting career was a big deal of course, but technically it didn't matter anymore because she had already decided she was going to do porn. She talked it over for a couple months, first with friends and then with her management team. Her friends said go ahead, her management team told her to back off. Makes sense, but either way she was doing it. The contracts had been signed and she had every intention of starting a full-fledged porn career. She wasn't just releasing a sex tape or shooting the one scene to get this out of her system. She was going to be a porn actress and a mainstream actress simultaneously. She would shoot porn as close to full time as she could for a minimum of two years, and then take a step back to reassess the situation. She was 32 years old, single and wanted kids in the future. She wanted to be out of porn by the time she started getting pregnant, though she would be happy for any relationship to start concurrently to her porn shooting if her potential beau could handle it.
These were all just ideas, nothing was set in stone. She spent so much time fantasizing about it she could barely keep track of it all. None of it mattered now, today was still her first in the industry after all. Just a meeting, but the most exciting of her career so far. She signed a three picture deal with Brazzers a fortnight ago, and she was just a week from her first shoot. They had pleaded her for a 10+ movie deal, and then essentially begged for at least 5 but she had no interest in being tied down to any one company. She wanted to shoot with whoever she desired, but Brazzers were an easy fit for her first venture into adult work. It seemed a little too obvious to sign with Vixen first anyway. They were at the top of the space right now and were bringing in models from all around the world. She couldn't wait to work with them, but not just yet.
She was thinking about it so much. All day, all night it seemed. She dreamed of how it was going to be. But now for a moment she found herself thinking about something entirely different. Looking out of the passenger side window of her manager's car she was thinking about the woman jogging down the street just in front of the car. "I need to go back to the gym. I've been so lazy this month."
Her manager Samantha was driving the car, and too stressed to care. "Don't change the subject. What are you going to say when you get in there?"
Emilia giggled. Samantha had obviously warned her off doing this, but she was one of her most loyal friends and had been a huge part of negotiations throughout the whole process, ensuring Emilia got a deal she deserved. The money a true Hollywood starlet should earn when transitioning into porn, not that she had previous knowledge to base her contract negotiations off. She just lucked her way through the whole thing, and stood tall when she needed to.
"We'll just talk about what scenes we're going to shoot. I'm sure they have ideas." Emilia said excitedly. She had every intention of controlling what she did on the most part, to ensure she only did what she would enjoy. She planned to work that sort of power into any contract she signed. She was giving the freedom to the Brazzers executives to surprise her with some ideas though, at least for her first shoot.
"What about the announcement?" Samantha asked.
"We can do that together. My socials and their socials, same day and same time."
"Before it releases?"
"Obviously!" Emilia was sure they'd had this conversation before. "Let the hype build up for at least a few weeks. People will be talking about it, desperate for it..."
Samantha huffed. She had all the admiration in the world for her client, who had become a true friend. Now she was heavily involved in that friend's ascent into porn. It didn't make sense. "Just don't be weird."
"Are you going to be nervous when we talk about sex?"
"Leave me alone." Both of the girls laughed as Emilia returned to daydreaming and the car fell silent.
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"Hi!" exclaimed the pretty girl in an entirely pink suit. "We're so excited to have you here. Emilia, it's great to meet you." She stopped to nod at Samantha before continuing. "The guys are just upstairs. I'll buzz up to them now and you can get things started."
"Sorry, who are you?" Samantha asked, barely a second after the young girl turned around.
"Oh, I'm Kacey. Sorry! I'm the..." she was quickly interrupted.
"The receptionist, yes." Samantha was annoyed and Emilia knew it. "Of course no one else was supposed to know about this. It was a very important secret. There were 15 people who knew outside of Emilia's friends and employees. Now 16 people outside of that circle know. Who told you?"
"Err.." the poor girl started, but Emilia butted in this time.
"Even if she isn't supposed to know it's not her fault she does. They obviously told her to expect me."
Samantha huffed again. "Okay, that makes sense."
"Stop being so stressed." Emilia was finding the whole thing quite enjoyable.
"I'm still going to moan at them about this. It could have leaked." With a little nudging from Emilia, an apology followed. "Sorry sweetie, not your fault."
"It's fine." Kacey said. "No problem at all. I'll buzz them now."
The two sat down and prepared for the meeting. Samantha moody, Emilia the polar opposite.
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