Her small smile flashed like a gift from a goddess, so rare and precious. There were so very few who saw the softer side of the captain and her true smiles were few and far between.
The sun burned hot and bright and my clothes were already plastered to my skin beneath my armor, and the fiery deity had not yet even half finished its daily trek. Though, I had risen long before the sun and worked hard to ensure all my duties were finished before Captain Lucil rode into our camp. Sergeant Lucil, as she had been when I first joined, had been my first trainer in the Crusaders. I'd fallen in love with her back then but I knew better than to expect her to return such feelings. Now she was a captain of the Chocobo Knights and I was still just a foot soldier in the infantry. I had been raised on a Chocobo Farm and had high hopes that some day I would make it into that division, but in the mean time I still had to pay my dues to move up in rank. However, today was the day that the Captain was returning to our camp here on Mushroom Rock Road and perhaps, just perhaps she would ask me to go on a training mission with her. Just like the old days. I'd made myself forget the reserved, red haired beauty but the moment she rode back into camp I knew my feelings for her had not changed.
I brought my arm up and held it horizontally over my chest in a formal salute as she dismounted gracefully from her armored war Chocobo. She saluted the camp commander, eyes then moving down the ranks of those of us in her welcome guard. It was when her eyes reached me that her lips curved ever so slightly upwards in that Yevon blessed smile. My stomach did cartwheels as I smiled in answer before the captain turned her attention back to the camp commander.
"We've prepared a place for you and your mounts to stay, Captain. Please, make yourself at home." Commander Kyou greeted as he folded his hands behind his back.
"Thank you for your hospitality, Commander." Lucil answered, holding her salute a moment longer. "I know this was short notice."
Kyou waved a hand in dismissal. "Such is the army life, Captain." Turning towards the tent that served as headquarters, he motioned for the Chocobos to be taken to the makeshift coral. "Did you have any plans for the time you're here, Captain?"
Lucil followed, nodding that the younger Chocobo Knight should accompany the mounts. "I was actually hoping that I could spend some time on the Fiend Run, for old time's sake."
Kyou brought up one hand to rub his chin, rough with two day's stubble. "Oh, that's right. You used to train here, didn't you?" When Lucil simply nodded in answer, the commander paused and glanced at the small honor guard as he folded his hands behind is back. "Well, I must ask you take one of my men with you. The Fiend Run has become increasingly dangerous lately with Sin's appearance in Killika. Did you have someone in mind or shall I assign someone?"
Lucil studied her small escort, checking to see which faces she remembered and which were new. My chest tightened and I worked hard not to shift anxiously as I stood at attention. Please pick me, please pick me, please pick me! Lucil shifted to rest her left hand on her hip and nodded in my general direction. I took a deep breath but didn't dare let it out.
"I seem to remember Elma being one of the better fighter's I've trained in my time. If you've no objections...?" I could have jumped for joy when she singled me out.
"Elma, your duties for the day-" Kyou began.
"Already finished, sir!" I blurted out before he even completed his sentence, earning a chuckle from both my superior officers.
"All right then, I've no objections. You two have fun and stay safe." Kyou reached up to rub his chin one more time. "If you need me, I'll be shaving." Without further ado the commander returned to his tent and what he'd been doing before the Captain arrived. The rest of the honor guard and I gave the Captain one final salute and then my comrades disbursed, leaving me alone with my former trainer. I stood at attention and waited for her to say something, not quite trusting myself to speak at this point. She seemed to relax almost visibly as the other soldiers left, staring out at nothing a moment before turning to me with her familiar polite smile that didn't quite seem to reach her eyes this time. There was more to the captain, and her current mood, than met the eye. Though what it was I couldn't begin to say.
"How have you been, Elma?" She inquired politely and, well maybe it was just my imagination but wasn't she suddenly acting a little rigid?
"Oh, Commander Kyou's been keeping me busy. It's just not the same without you around though." I bit my tongue instantly but it had already slipped out. Though, this did earn me a bit of warmth in her eyes so it was worth the slip.
"I'm sure things are going just as smoothly without me." She waved a hand and then glanced up at the sun. "I'll need to go recover my sword from my saddle. Meet me at the Fiend Run in fifteen minutes."
"Sir!" I saluted again and turned, nearly running back to my tent to reclaim my own blade. I could have sworn I hear the captain's low chuckle over my own footsteps pounding on the sand as I left. When I made it to my tent my face was flushed from more than the heat and I didn't think the tightness in my chest came from being out of breath. I wasted no time in buckling my sword belt around my waist, grabbing a potion from the small chest beside my bed before dashing out of my tent and towards the Fiend Run. I skidded to a stop in front of the guard on duty, Miyu earning myself an odd look from her direction. I offered her a weak smile as I bent over to rest my hands on my knees, dark hair falling down in my face.