Author's Note: Hi, fellows! How are we all? Sorry, it's been a little longer between drinks this time, and that's because this chapter was kind of hard to pitch right. Still, two weeks isn't so bad, yes?
Thanks goes to Isabel for her initial editing of this thing. Thanks, Bel!
Thanks also simply must go to Allyourbase, an excellent writer whose insightful and interesting commentary on the series as a whole and this chapter in particular was invaluable for shaping the story going forward. Couldn't have done it this well without ya, my friend. Thank you.
Well, anyway; Comments, votes and feedback are all appreciated. Hope y'all enjoy the story!
Sander awoke with a jerk, almost knocking Mara's head from its perch on his shoulder. He screwed his eyes shut against the daylight that flooded the room; the clouds had covered the window opposite him, transforming the sunlight into sinister grey illumination. The room was painted in dark shadows and monochromatic twilight. How appropriate.
It didn't take Sander long to remember why it was that he and Mara were sleeping in the corner; the bed was... ruined. Both hands swept up to his hair as he sighed and leaned his head against the wall. His eyes slid to Mara's still sleeping form, regarding her with a surge of conflicting emotion. He doubted that he would ever see her the same way again, after last night. What had happened to her? What had happened to
him?
The single image, burned into his mind: Mara in the moonlight. Turning toward him, every contour of her body wreathed in grey light. Her eyes, so blue, burning like the hearts of stars...
His fingers tightened in his hair unconsciously, making him wince. Shit...
She looked so peaceful with those fiery eyes closed, a tiny smile tightening her lips. Unbidden, he reached out and stroked her cheek, his eyes narrowing as the rational part of his mind struggled in vain to figure her out. Had she been holding all that back from him? It was like a different person had taken up residence in Mara's body. She had been a storm, sweeping up everything around her without a second thought.
Her eyes flicked open, ice blue gaze on his own; he actually pulled away, just slightly. Her smile broadened, 'Hmm. I was having such a nice dream...' She said quietly.
Sander turned his head away, 'Was I in it?'
'No. Someone far more attractive was,
boss
,' She grinned wolfishly as she said the last word, stressing it with teasing, malicious irony. She stretched, long legs sliding languorously across the cool floor. She took Sander's hand in her own, holding it against her face, 'Aww, how sweet...'
'Okay!' Sander murmured, standing quickly. He stretched a few kinks from his back and walked into the kitchen, his gaze never returning to Mara.
'Hey, did I scare you last night or something?' Mara yawned, sliding lower down the wall.
'A little,' Sander understated. She was
still
a little scary, having apparently switched back to normal Mara sometime during the morning. What was worse was that Sander had enjoyed himself last night, far more than he wished to admit.
He shook his head to dislodge the though. Hell, he had crossed all kinds of lines in the last several days, what was one more? His eyes moved inexorably to Amy, still sleeping on the floor, curled up with her back to Mara. He was in no doubt: That one line had meant a lot to
her
, he was sure. How could it not?
Mara stood finally, crossed the floor in a few long strides. Her hands reached up, entwined themselves in Sander's hair, pulled him down and pressed her lips against his. Sander's mind drifted back; She'd been acting like that for a while now. She had kissed him in the moonlight, pressing him against the wall, pressing herself against him. It wasn't attraction to him, specifically, that was making her act this way, just a kind of vague, powerful feeling that welled up in her. He knew it was there; this close, it was like she was passing it to him. He had felt, in the heat of the night, the undirected anger edging her every movement.
Yes, that was it; Amy should never have tried to attack her. It had made Mara angry, genuinely angry. That must have been a new feeling for her. Sander didn't think that there was much in Mara's life to make her angry.
Sander's reminiscence faded as Mara pulled away, her eyes searching his, 'Are you alright? You seem off, somehow,' she said, her dangerous, deep eyes narrowing slightly.
'I'm fine,' He sighed, closing his own eyes. 'Are
you?
What the hell was that whole deal last night? That came out of nowhere!'
Mara smiled again, her expression bright and amused, 'Really?
Really,
Sander? There's nothing in our past interactions to indicate that I was capable of all that?' She turned with a laugh, and her expression turned dark, 'Maybe she'll learn to watch her fuckin' manners, next time.'
'There's such a thing as excess, Mara.'
She paused, 'Not with me there isn't,' She growled.
'Change the subject,' Sander said quietly, shifting his weight from foot to foot.
'So, how long do we have this place for anyway?' She turned back to him and leaned against the counter, her features having completely shifted gear back to happiness.
'We need to be out by tonight,' He said, cracking open the fridge. 'I guess these rooms are always booked up. Anyway, that doesn't necessarily mean we have to leave Theros yet.'
'Do you have any ideas, Sander?'
'A couple,' He shrugged. 'There are specialists we can see, Y'know, if we want to end our vacation with a bang. Possibly more than one,' He grinned, but it felt weak. Something in him wouldn't let go of the new Mara, some undeniable attraction. Like a moth to a flame, though...
'Oh, do go on, Mr. Hackett,' Mara said. 'And get me something liquid out of that thing, yeah? I suddenly find myself parched.'
Sander threw a bottle over his shoulder without reading the label. It wasn't like it mattered; everything had some florid and vaguely unsettling name anyway, 'See for yourself; it's all in the system index.'
Mara looked surprised, as though this thought hadn't occurred to her yet, and rushed off to the large screen mounted on the wall. The room lit up with an electronic glow, and soon Mara began making little impressed noises. Sander smiled;
anything