Mandy shot back, "Sorry that you said it or sorry that I heard it?"
Alexis turned, "I should probably go."
As Alexis began to leave, Mandy added, "It happens when you're not looking."
Alexis stopped and turned back, "Excuse me?"
"Before, you asked how it happens, how someone becomes like me. It happens when you're not looking, and by the time you realize it, its already who you are. Like the car crash on the side of the road, everybody stops and watches?"
Alexis took a seat, "That doesn't mean it's who you have to be. You can always change."
She took another sip of her drink, "Turns out I don't do change so well. But you steal a police car and you set it on fire, I'm your girl. Or if you find the greatest guy in the world, fall madly in love, and then mess it up by hooking up with my dirt bag, ex, that I can do."
Alexis nodded, "Yeah, I saw that picture online."
She scoffed, "You and the rest of the world." She took another sip of her drink.
Alexis stared back at her, "Maybe, if you didn't drink...."
"If I don't drink, then I start to feel. And I don't like what I feel. I wish I had those glasses from Mandy Melody. I'd just put them on and just disappear."
Alexis nodded, "I know how you feel."
Mandy spat back, "How could you possibly know how I feel?"
"Because right now I wish I could disappear from my life, too."
Mandy continued to drink and she downed another mini bar bottle and looked at Alexis.
"The thing about my boyfriend is, I thought I was being so grown-up. Moving in with him, getting my own place, but now, it's my whole life. And I'm pretty sure I've made a huge mistake. The sex with him sucks, not like with.. well let me say, he doesn't give me the orgasms I'm used to. Do you know why I'm helping him with his grant application? Because if he gets it, he'll have to travel."
Mandy looked bored,"That is messed up. You need to tell him."
"Tell him what? That I changed my mind? I don't want a relationship? We have a lease!"
Mandy rolled her eyes, "That's romantic."
Alexis continued, "And he doesn't deserve it. He hasn't done anything wrong. I'm just finding out I have a strong attraction to women. Sure I love a nice hard cock, but when I'm with this someone special, well I just can't get enough of her." She was talking about Beckett., but couldn't tell Mandy or anyone else. "And then there's my dad. What do I tell him, huh? That he was right all along? That I wasn't ready?"
Mandy let out a sigh, "I wish I would've said that. I wasn't ready for so many things."
Alexis stared at her, "Do you ever look back on something you've done, and it's like someone else is doing it?"
Mandy stared back at her, "You're kidding, right?"
Alexis realized what she just said,"Right. Sorry, I haven't had anyone to talk to."
Mandy rolled her eyes again, "Clearly. Be true to yourself. That's what Zack would say. And if a situation is bad for you, leave it. That's what we were going to do and that's what you should do, too. Now come here and give me a hug. I could really use a little comforting too."
Alexis stood and reached out and took hold of Mandy's hand and drew her up off the lounge chair she was sitting on.
"Come over to the bed, Mandy. I've been taking a massage class in school. It's a throw-away elective, but I had to take two physical Ed classes and I wasn't about to take bowling or fencing. What better way to give you a little comforting than a nice, soothing massage?"
Mandy did as she was told and she sat on the bed with her back to Alexis. Alexis sat beside her and she wrapped her arms around Mandy, pressing her much larger breasts to her back. She hugged her, "Okay, so much for the hug, now get ready for the massage of your life."
Alexis' hands were firm and she worked the muscles of hr upper back and neck expertly. The pressure always seemed to go to the point of hurting, but not quite reaching an uncomfortable level. Mandy found herself relaxing more and more as Alexis worked the taut muscles on Mandy's back. She let out a tiny moan as she felt the tension of the past couple days evaporate.
Alexis shifted on the bed and climbed up and spreading her legs, she drew Mandy back against her as she continued to work her back muscles. Alexis leaned over and whispered in her ear, "Why don't you remove your blouse so I can really work those tight muscles."
Mandy turned her head and her lips were parted and Alexis had an urge to lean in and kiss them, but she resisted for now. She nodded and unbuttoned her blouse and Alexis helped her out of it.
Alexis looked down over her shoulder and saw the perky breasts encased in a simple black bra. she guessed them to be slightly larger than Kate's, a large B at most. Mandy tossed the blouse on the chair across from the bed and she leaned back against Alexis. She could feel Alexis' larger breasts pressing against her back.
Alexis took her time, working her shoulder and neck muscles and she found the point of resistance where her neck met her clavicle. She used her thumbs and applied a little more pressure and Mandy released an even louder groan and she gasped out, "Oh yes, Alexis, right there, harder, please."
Alexis did and she found Mandy to be putty in her hands. Her head was rolling around as she floated about, seeming to loose all the tension she had built up. After about five minutes, she leaned in and whispered, "I could do a much better job if these bra straps were not in the way." Without waiting for a reply, Alexis tugged the thin straps off her shoulders and unclipped the closure, "This is just getting in the way. It's okay, isn't it? I just want to give you the best massage I can give you. To tell you the truth, I've never given a massage to someone before with clothes on. In school, we give one another massages and we're always in the nude."
Mandy looked back and nodded, "I guess it's okay. You said you gave massages in the nude. Were you both naked?"
Alexis' face lit up and she stared down at the dark haired rock star. She nodded, "Yes, but I didn't want to presume anything. I'd hate to make you feel uncomfortable." She drew the bra away, "There, now I can really get to those sore muscles, isn't that better?" Alexis resumed her massage and all Mandy could do was nod.
As Alexis worked her shoulders, she made Mandy lean forward slightly. slowly, she felt Alexis pulling her back as her hands moved forward. Her strong fingertips were now rubbing the muscles of Mandy's chest, just above the rise of her firm breasts. With each circular motion Mandy felt Alexis' hands moving a tiny bit lower.
Mandy let out a sigh and tried to relax, but she felt the sexual energy in the room. Her low humming and strong fingers loosened her up even more. At the same time Mandy was confused just how her body was responding to the redhead's touch. She felt her nipples stiffening and suddenly she felt a warmth and tingling settling down between her legs. She realized that she was getting turned on by Alexis' touch.
Alexis's massaging continued, her lily white fingers getting lower and lower until she looked down and felt her fingers lightly brushing over her dark aeroules. Mandy tensed and leaned forward and Alexis immediately pulled away. Alexis didn't say a word as she again worked higher on her upper chest.
When she did this, Mandy leaned back as if to urge Alexis to resume doing what she was doing earlier. Alexis sensed this and now she used her hands back towards her heaving breasts. She ran the tips of her fingers around and around the stiffened aeroules and she slowly closed her fingers over the dark, rock hard nipples. She tugged lightly and twisted them too.
A moan escaped Mandy's lips and that was all the encouragement that Alexis needed. Her hands began to move again, her fingertips now moving in small circles around her aching nipples. She slid her hands lower and cupped her ample breasts in her palms. She squeezed them for a moment and then released them. She pulled her hands from Mandy's sexually charge body. Her hands resumed the massage on her upper chest and again reclaimed her breasts. She pinched her nipple and lowered her head and lightly placed a soft kiss on her shoulder.
Mandy moans grew louder as she leaned back against Alexis. She was confused when Alexis placed her hands on her shoulders and guided her away from her. Mandy felt Alexis moving behind her and she let out a gasp and a moan when she saw Alexis' pullover sweater and bra fly over her shoulder and land on the chair where her own bra and blouse sat.
Alexis pulled her back to her naked chest and Mandy closed her eyes and moaned as she felt her hot naked body pressing against her back.
Alexis lowered her head and nibbled at her neck as her fingers resumed playing with her stiff nipples. She whispered in her ear,"How does that feel Mandy?"
Mandy turned her head. She licked her parched lips and replied, "It feels..."
Mandy never got the chance to reply as her lips were captured by Alexis' bright pink lips. She leaned into Alexis as Alexis clutched at the back of Mandy's short dark hair and pulled her in tighter for a much stronger kiss.
Alexis worked her lips on Mandy's. Her other hand was still teasing her gorgeous, firm breast. Her fingers were tugging lightly on the ripe nipple.
After the initial shock of the kiss, Mandy's lips parted to allow Alexis to probe her mouth with her tongue. She was amazed how much different it was kissing a female. She had her share of men kissing her, but this was so different. She felt Alexis skillfully move her lips with her own, their tongues entwining, dancing to a sensual rhythm as their tongue moved from one mouth to the other, playing back and forth.
As Mandy continued to kiss Alexis, loving every moment, she realized that she just might be bi-sexual. She knew she wasn't gay, she loved cock way too much, but this, being her first encounter with another woman, she was really interested in exploring this new found sexual encounter.
She picked up on what Alexis was doing and she now ran her fingers though Alexis', long gorgeous red hair. She finally drew back from the kiss and stared into her eyes, "I have to say, Alexis, you have without a doubt the most gorgeous blue eyes I've ever seen." She saw Alexis smile and even blush, but before Alexis could reply, she leaned in and planted another kiss on her lips. This one was her idea and it was something she knew wasn't going to be a one time deal. She was hooked on kissing a woman, so much softer and so much more erotic. She didn't know what else she was in store for, but she was eager to find out.