A/N: So, I'm back with another offering in the Eve Dallas and Roarke fandom and this time I'm bringing you all something that I have never done before in any of the prior fics I've done. This was a challenge for me because of the numerous rewrites and edits that I had to make in order for it to look right, but I think now I'm satisfied enough to where I can finally share this story with you all.
Disclaimer: The writer of this fanfic claims no ownership to the characters and elements of J.D. Robb's Eve Dallas/Roarke series (in Death as it is called). This story was written for entertainment purposes only.
Another Escape by ElectricOutcast
Morris made time, of course. Though she'd have done the same for him, Eve still appreciated it.
When she walked in, his music sounded like sunshine as he methodically stitched up a Y-cut on a corpse.
"Nearly done here," he said without looking up.
"Take your time. I appreciate you making it for me."
"Never a problem. This young man thought to rob a store in the Diamond District, using the homemade boomer in his pocket as incentive."
Since she'd seen the case on the board in the bullpen--Carmichael and Santiago had caught it--she moved closer. And observed the large, jagged chunk missing from the DB's right side.
"Went off in his pocket."
"That it did. Fortunately for the bystanders, it wasn't very powerful. Unfortunately for our guest here, it was powerful enough to blow a hole in him. There now, all done."
He stepped back, blinked. "Well, look at you."
"What?" Thrown off, Eve glanced down at herself.
"You look gorgeous."
She'd have been less shocked if he'd stabbed her with his scalpel. "I-- What?"
"Like a perfect spring day," he added as he walked over to clean his hands. "I calls 'em as I sees 'em."
"Huh." Weird, she thought, but... "Thanks."
"I suspect you simply wanted another look at Elise Duran, as I can't add anything of value to my report."
He walked to the wall of drawers, opened one. The cool fog puffed out.
"A woman who took care of herself until her death. Good muscle tone, lovely skin. COD, the same as our first victim. Unlike our first, I see no sign she knew what was happening, attempted to get to a window or door for air, for help. She dropped where she stood. Death came quickly, but painfully."
"Has the family been to see her?"
"The husband. He's arranged to have her taken to a funeral home tomorrow. The family will hold a private memorial before cremation, then they'll have an open one for friends and extended family in a few days."
Morris touched a hand, briefly, gently, to the top of Elise's head. "Her husband sat with her for some time, asked if he could just sit with her. And so, he did, and talked to her, assuring her he'd take good care of their boys. He'd look out for her parents, and so on."
Morris sighed. "There are times, no matter how many you open and close, there are times it breaks the heart."
"Yeah. That's what he wants. Broken hearts, broken lives. He's already forgotten her. Duran, too. That's done, crossed off the list like a chore. Next? Fucker's not going to get a next."
Morris narrowed his eyes on Eve's face. "You know who it is."
"Yeah. I looked him in the eye today. You know what I saw in there, Morris?"
"What?"
"Not a damn thing. Behind the pretext they put on to mix with humanity, this kind is dead inside. She has more life in her than he does. It's not even real revenge, not the kind you'd get bloody for. It's more... It's a fuck-you," she realized.
"Somebody cuts you off in traffic, you give them the finger, move on. Not this guy. Cut him off, he'll run you over. That's his fuck-you."
Eve stepped back. "Yeah, I guess I just needed to see her again. Thanks for that."
"Anything I can do that helps you take him down."
Morris would've expected her to run straight back out to her car to drive home, which is why he was surprised when Eve started to soften her voice.
"You know, Li, it's been almost a year. How have you been doing?"
That question was simple, direct, but it still hit him like a ton of bricks. He didn't even have to hear Eve not utter the name of the woman that Morris was falling in love with before she herself got murdered almost a year ago. Amaryllis Coltraine had tried to restart her life with Li Morris when she left Atlanta for New York, had fallen into a relationship with him after leaving another lover who was connected with one of Eve and Roarke's enemies. And before that love could truly blossom, Coltraine was betrayed by someone who she considered a friend and murdered her in cold blood.
"Doing?" Morris echoed, lowering his gaze. "I suppose as well as anyone can be...considering."
He left the statement open-ended, turning away from Eve and busying himself with cleaning up his workspace. They both knew what 'considering' meant - considering that a year hadn't yet diminished the acute sting of losing someone you loved, considering that the gaping hole Amaryllis had left in Li's life was only just starting to scab over.
Eve watched Morris for a moment, her brows knitting together in concern. It gnawed at her gut to see him struggling with the past that refused to fade away.
"I just... I wanted to say that she wouldn't have wanted you to stop living because she's not here anymore," Eve said, choosing her words carefully. She glanced towards Elise Duran's body, another woman who wouldn't have wanted her family and friends to stop living because of her untimely death.
Morris didn't respond immediately. He finished cleaning up and straightened, adjusting his glasses as he turned back to face Eve. His smile was soft and sad, but also somewhat relieved. "That's probably true," he said finally. "Amaryllis wouldn't have wanted me to wallow in grief indefinitely."
Eve nodded in agreement, "Listen, Li," she gently laid a hand on Morris' shoulder, "why don't you come over to our place for dinner tonight? There's something that Roarke and I want to discuss with you."
Morris hesitated for a moment, glancing up at Eve with a hint of surprise in his eyes. "I appreciate the offer, Eve, but I have a gig tonight. I'm playing at The Blue Note. I'd love to catch up with you and Roarke, though. Perhaps we could find another time that works for all of us?"
Eve nodded in understanding, "I plan to work at home anyway, as soon as we wrap this up, you'll be the first to know."
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It wouldn't be until after Eve had finished arresting Marshall Cosner, the person behind the murders of Kent Abner, Elise Duran, and Stephen Whitt that she and Roarke would have a time window to invite Morris to their home for dinner. When that dinner happened, the three of them had a full day off from their respective jobs.
As they sat around the dining table, the tension that usually accompanied Eve's investigations seemed to melt away. The room was filled with the soft glow of candlelight and the rich aroma of the meal Roarke had prepared. It was a casual affair, yet there was an underlying solemnity as if they were all subtly acknowledging the empty spaces left by those they had lost.
Roarke poured wine for everyone, his movements smooth and practiced. "To new beginnings," he toasted, raising his glass. The clink of glass against glass sounded like a promise being sealed.