Chapter 1
Kalaya heard the door slam shut and knew her play toy for the night was gone. The evening went as planned, and she got exactly what she wanted. She had come to the club with some friends, acquaintances really, they were just a few women from around her apartment complex. She was looking for a good lay, someone to ease the ache in between her thighs.
She was relieved more than anything that he was gone. He couldn't take the kind of love she dished out. None of them ever could. She liked guys who were on the smaller side, closer to her size. She found that she was able to overpower them more than the bigger ones. Everything was about control. She needed it. It was her drug, it allowed her to survive.
She heaved a groan and got out of bed. Her stomach grumbled reminding her that her of the empty cabinets which should have held food. She only shopped for food by the day because she never knew when she wouldn't be coming back home. Her life was in jeopardy daily and she didn't' know when she would cross the wrong person and have people retaliate against her.
It was only fair that she kept only the bare minimum, so when the day came that she ended up dead the person cleaning away her things wouldn't have a hard time with the task.
She stepped in the shower to wash away the remittance of her latest disappointment and let the icy water shock her body and reverse her focus. Bedding a man wasn't where her head needed to be. It's not like she would ever find the kind of man that could handle her cruel ways. She hated sex. Well, at least the normal kind. Her history didn't allow her the satisfaction of vanilla sex.
The frigid water put things back into perspective and she was able to finish up and slip on some clothes. While leaving the apartment and heading to the elevator she noticed a sign posted on them.
Out of service
Great. Eight flights of stairs to go down and to come back up when she returns. These apartments were a joke. Sure, the square footage of the units where huge and the neighborhood was decent enough, but nothing ever worked. Either it was the elevator not working or the washroom out of commission. It was always something.
When she got to the lobby it was empty, as usual, and she went out the double doors to exit the building. Luckily, her car was park fairly close to the structure, so she didn't have to search for it. It was quite often that she would lose her car in the vast number of vehicles in the parking lot.
The drive to the grocery store was short, being only five minutes from the apartments. She was always on autopilot when going to the store. It was where she mostly found her work.
Going down her usual aisles she picked out what she always got. Chips, cookies, nuts, instant this and instant that. She wasn't much for cooking and never would be. It was a wonder she was able to keep the slim yet curvy figure she was blessed with.
When she got to the candy aisle there was a little boy and his father. It was going on three in the morning, so it was a tad bit strange to see a child out at this time. The boy reached for a bag of candy and the man held his arm in a tight grip stopping the action.
The father glanced her way quickly and then back to the boy as he whispered something in his ear. With a whimper, the small child studied his shoes and never looked back up as she passed on by. She could practically smell fear coming off in waves from his small frail body.
Her fists clenched on the cart she was pushing as she continued on with her shopping trip. After finishing the rest of her shopping and paying, she left and placed the items in her back seat of her car. She hated putting foods in the trunk, she never knew when she would really need it for other proposes; like transporting a body.