"I missed you too Chloe and I did try to keep in touch, I wrote every chance I got but my letters all came back to me one day all bundled up so I tried calling and I got your mom. She said she missed me terribly and that if I ever came back that she would love to see me again but she said I had to stop trying to talk to you because you were so sad when I left that it broke your heart. She didn't want me to keep in contact with you because it was just too difficult for you to deal with, and as much as I hated to I had to do as she asked."
I just sat there stunned for a minute "my mom's the reason you didn't get in touch, all this time I thought you just didn't care, but you tried" as it all hit me I looked up and realized how badly I suddenly wanted him now that I wasn't hurt because of him anymore. Before I had time to chicken out I leaned forward and kissed him with more passion than I knew I had in me.
This was the opening he had been waiting for apparently because as soon as our lips touched he was kissing me back with just as much passion and suddenly we were moving and laying on the couch so he was on top of me. I felt him pressing up against me as I moaned into his lips. We broke the kiss eventually both of us a little breathless and we looked at each other and wordlessly got up as he led me to his bed room.
When we got there I saw that his room seemed to be the only part of the house that was unaffected by the boxes and clutter of moving. He had a king size bed taking up most of the room and a TV hanging on the wall opposite the bed. He also had a dresser with pictures framed on top of it. There were ones of him all over the U.S. from when he had traveled and a few from when he was younger.
But there was one in particular that stood out to me. It was of the summer before he had left and he was in the river with his arms open waiting to catch ten year old me as I jumped to him from the side of the river. I remember that day, it was when our whole family had gone to the rive r for the day and my older brother had tricked me into thinking there was an alligator in the water. I refused to get in after that and James had patently tried to coax me in for hours until I finally agreed but only after he promised that he would hold me the whole time I was in the water.
I was touched that he had kept that picture all that time.
I looked at him and realized with a bit of dread that it wasn't just a childhood crush anymore. I was full blown in love with him. Shit. There was no way he could feel the same at least not yet, but I knew that I would be willing to get my heart broken if it meant just this night with him, hopefully I could get a few more but at this point I would take what I could get.
"Are you sure about this Chloe because we can wai-"I cut him off with a kiss.
"I'm sure" he started kissing me again and this time it was slow and building. My hands went under his shirt and I felt the muscles in his strong back rippling as I passed over them. I broke the kiss to pull his shirt off as he took my dress off as well.
"God, you're so beautiful Chloe" he took in the sight of me in my thigh highs and matching black lace bra and panties. I couldn't keep my hands off of him as I reached out and stroked his strong muscular chest. I came forward and planted little kisses all over his torso as he moaned my name. I slowly trailed kisses further down and I started to unbutton his pants and slip them off along with his boxers.
His cock sprang up and greeted me as I sank to my knees in front of him, to say he's big would be an understatement, he stepped out of his pants and he was standing in front of me looking like a god. I tentatively leaned in and licked the tip. He made a low animalistic sound "o Chloe that feels so amazing" I started licking up and down his shaft and when he started to move against me I took him in my mouth as far as could.
I was pumping my mouth over him and swirling my tongue around his head for a few minutes when he couldn't take it anymore and he pulled me up on my feet and kissed me hard, tasting himself on my lips. He backed me up to and laid me down on his bed.
"My turn" was all he said as he slipped my panties off.
He was kissing my tummy and traveling lower as his hands came up and unclasped my bra. He pulled it off of me and started to run his hands across my nipples tweaking them almost painfully distracting me from where his mouth was. Suddenly I felt his lips close around my clit and my hands went to his head as I loudly moaned his name. He was moving away from my clit now and his tongue was darting in and out of my hole teasingly. He took one hand away from my boobs and brought his thumb to my clit but only brushed over it slightly as he kept darting in and out of me making me extremely wet. I started begging him "o god please James... please" when he saw that I could wait no longer his thumb pressed hard making circular motions against my clit and he put his tongue in me as far as he could and started to wiggle it around.
I came almost immediately thrashing around on the bed and pulling his hair hard, he didn't complain though. Just kept lapping at me until I came down off of my high and pulled him up to me so I could kiss him. I was moving up to him now trying to get him inside me.
He kept just out of reach though. "Please..." I whimpered "please what Chloe? I need to hear what you want"
"Please fuck me James, I need it now!" I said
As soon as I was done talking he plunged deep inside me and held it there as I adjusted to his size. He was huge. Length wise he was above average but he was at least two times thicker than anything I'd ever taken before.
Once I started to move my hips he began to pump in and out of me slowly as I thrust up to meet him. He began going faster and faster and I felt my second climax building as he pumped in and out harder.
He looked down at me and ordered me "cum now" that was it. I started shaking and screaming his name, it was unbelievable how good it felt, I thought it would never end as wave after wave of pleasure crashed through me and I felt his own release triggered by mine.
I was faintly aware of him screaming my name and collapsing on top of me as I drifted off to sleep. Right before sleep over took me I heard "I love you" I couldn't be sure whether it came from me or him.
I had one panic stricken moment as I realized as I had said it and he hadn't said it back before I faded off to sleep.
