This is my contribution to the
Winter Holidays Story Contest 2022
Please remember to vote at the end and thanks for taking the time to read.
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Elise's wish list from last year:
1. A hot weekend with Josh
2. A proposal from Josh
Elise looked at her silly notes in last year's diary as she slid her fingers through her long, brownish hair. Last year, she thought Josh was the one. Even if they were both only 24 years old and dating for about four months, she knew that no other man would ever suit her better. Josh was the man she planned to marry and have 1,9 kids with. Imagining her future with the detached house and the white picket fence. She felt embarrassed just thinking about it. How could she have been so blind?
She had been so sure that she'd also dreamed about how he would propose. How romantic it would be. Her only worry was whether she could let him ask before she accepted and flung herself into Josh's arms.
Yeah right. Silly notes and an even more foolish dream. In reality, Josh had broken off with her only six months later. Giving her a vague explanation that they needed some time apart to find out what they wanted. It had been clear what he wanted: space.
In retrospect, it was probably for the best that he'd grown a backbone and said it like it was. Elise would still be in the dark if he hadn't. All the time, she'd thought they were happy together, and they went along just like any other couple. No wonder she'd been stunned and just gawked at him when he broke it off with her.
She had probably been more foolish than she should have been. As if 4 months of dating was the perfect foundation to plan for more than just a quick affair.
It wasn't like she missed Josh much. Not at all. It was more the feeling of being with someone that she missed. To have someone beside her she wanted to spend time with. That was what she really longed for. The wish list was a brutal reminder of how quickly her life could turn from happiness into a total disaster.
Maybe it was safer to avoid making a wish list this year? They may work well for other people. But for her, they often gave her the opposite of what she really wanted. Maybe there was something to the saying: 'Be careful what you wish for'?
Nah. Elise could ask for the opposite of what she really wanted, something like:
Elise's wish list:
1. I want to remain single for another year.
2. I don't want a man in my bed.
Those wishes would come true. Or perhaps her wish list hadn't been specific enough? Sure, why not? Maybe it was better to be upfront with what she wanted from Santa this year. She turned another page on her notebook and made the adjustments.
Elise's wish list version 2:
1. An orgasm
2. Passionate sex with a gorgeous man (no strings required)
Much better. But then again, if fate gave her the opposite of what was on her wish list, the result would be just as bad as last year. Elise wondered if it was safer to just erase the words right away. But after all, 'those that never dared, never won'.
She sighed. She needed to get laid. That was the bottom line. Even her wish list showed how desperate she was. She added one more to the list. The one thing she really longed for:
Elise's wish list version 3:
1. An orgasm
2. Passionate sex with a gorgeous man (no strings required)
3. A boyfriend
Her cell phone beeped with an incoming message from her best friend, Lynn.
'Are you coming or what? I'm parked out front.'
Lynn was always in a hurry. Elise put her notebook away and hurried to grab her bags. What better way to work on her list than to spend a few days in a remote cottage with friends? If she was lucky, she might even start on her wish list.
"I heard Tom will join us this year," Lynn said as they sat in her car. "He will be perfect for that wish list of yours."
"You mean my list of failures? I should change the title."
"There's nothing wrong with getting your priorities straight. And I heartily approve of your choices this year," Lynn said.
"Tom is not boyfriend material."
"Who says it has to be the same man? You can have sex with one man and thereafter find another man to be your boyfriend. The more, the merrier, eh?" Lynn gave her a broad smile before she focused on her driving.
Elise laughed. "Yes, you're right. Since it's the Christmas season, it's probably better to be generous."
"Tom is still a good choice. He's legendary in the bedroom."
"Only in the bedroom?"
"I didn't ask for details, even if Sally was bursting to tell me."
"What stopped you? You always seem to know everything about everybody," Elise said, teasing her friend for her curiosity.
"I already have difficulties not staring at his crotch every time I see him."
"Sounds like you should go after him instead of pushing me to do it."
"No. I want you to have the best, and apparently, Tom is the one."
"According to the rumours?"
"The rumours are probably true."
"I don't believe it until I have proof," Elise said.
Lynn chuckled. "Then you know what do to. I'll find out which room is his, and you can lie naked and wait for him when he goes to bed."
"No way. I'll do nothing as crude as to lie naked in some guy's bed just because I want to have sex with him."
"It might work."
"It lacks finesse," Elise snorted.
"Who cares about finesse as long as you get what you want?"
"I care. It's totally beneath me, and I'm not that desperate."
"It might be good for you."
"Sure. I might like chocolate, but eating a ton isn't wise."
"Getting laid is much better than chocolate."
"I'm not sure about that," Elise said, and laughed. "Didn't chocolate have the same effect as an orgasm?"
"You need to experience both to compare," Lynn reminded her.
"Probably," Elise said. It was the reason an orgasm was the first on her list. Despite all Josh's attempts, she'd never had one with a partner. The longer it took, the more frustrated they both became, and she'd faked it just to avoid talking about it. Everyone had orgasms. Why couldn't she be one of them? One of the normal people?
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Elise remembered her words as she lay naked beneath the duvet in Tom's room.
'I'm not that desperate.'
How the mighty have fallen. During the evening, combined with the alcohol Elise had imbibed, Lynn's suggestion sounded like a good plan. Particularly when Lynn had figured out which room Tom was using. All these things added together with her wish list, landing her lying naked in his bed, waiting for him to make an appearance.
Lynn had helped Elise sneak inside with no one noticing. But so far, there had been no sign of the man himself. What if he'd found some other bed to sleep in for the night? It would ruin her plan. Then Elise heard someone grab the handle, and she hid underneath the duvet.
"What the fuck?" she heard a male voice ask.