Hi, it's me again.
I guess I can write to you about almost anything. You've read some of my stories, so you have certainly learned some extremely personal things about me. I've shared some of my most intimate thoughts and experiences, and you seem to like that. If what I share with you becomes too graphic and descriptive for your taste, I apologize. I certainly have never meant to offend you. I always assume that you read my little stories and letters because you like the sexy details, and I will continue to write that way until you tell me differently.
I was thinking about playing with myself the other day, and that's why I wrote you that little letter about it. That was fun to write, and it sure got me in the mood to do what I was writing about. I could hardly finish the letter, because I wanted to get upstairs. Well, I did finish it, then I did exactly what I wrote in the letter. Telling you about it first made it even more exciting.
When I was putting on my lipstick this morning, it got me thinking about my mouth. The next thing I knew I was thinking about oral sex. More specifically, giving oral sex. I've been thinking about it ever since, and that's what I'll write to you about today. Maybe I'll write about the receiving part in another letter. That would be fun, because I love receiving.
What do I call it? Well, we both know all the names used for it, so I won't bother to list them. I must confess, though, that I don't really like any of them. None of the terms is comfortable for me, but I can't come up with anything better. I just use the name that seems to fit my mood or what I'm doing. I never use "fellatio," though. That just sounds silly.
Please don't think that I'm claiming to be an expert on the subject, because I'm not. I've only done it to one penis, so I can't claim that what works for one is right for all. I would just like to tell you what I've found best for me and most pleasurable for my lover.
It sounds terribly smutty, but my lover says that I'm a "world class cocksucker." I wish there was a more ....... tasteful way to put it, but that's what he says. It means that I'm very good at giving him loving pleasure, and that's what it's all about. Isn't it?
Okay, we'll call it "cocksucking." Not a nice term, but it is certainly descriptive. There are a number of different kinds of cocksucking. Sometimes it's a part of foreplay. It can be a mutual sharing in a '69' position. It's sometimes nice to kneel down in front of my lover while he's standing, take his penis out of his pants, and take it in my mouth for a while just to tell him I love him.
What I'd like to tell you about today, though, is the kind of cocksucking that's an end in itself. It's not a part of something else, and it doesn't lead to another kind of lovemaking. I devote myself entirely to my lover's pleasure, and it begins and ends with ..... well ...... cocksucking. Some people use the term "blowjob" to describe it, but I don't like that. In the first place, there's no blowing, and it certainly isn't a job. If you like the term, though, that's fine. I'm going to tell you about giving my lover a ......... blowjob.
Position is very important. My lover and I should both be comfortable so we can concentrate on pleasure without distraction. My favorite way is to have him sit in his big chair and scoot down so his bottom is right at the front edge of the cushion. I kneel between his parted legs and put a pillow on the floor so my knees don't get chafed. This position puts the ultrasensitive part of his penis, just under the head, right on my tongue when he's in my mouth. That spot is also convenient for licking. This position also puts his testicles in a perfect position for my attentions. We've tried lots of positions, but this is by far the best for comfortable, prolonged, pleasurable, and satisfying ........ cocksucking.
I like there to be light while I do it. There shouldn't be lights shining in anyone's eyes as a distraction, but there should be enough light so see what's going on. Dim and romantic is nice. My lover tells me that he loves to watch me suck his penis, and watching me adds greatly to the pleasure he feels. I also like to look up occasionally to see the expression on his face when I'm making love to him. The position I described is perfect for watching.
When is the best time? Well, any time is just fine, but I think during the day is best. My lover and I always make love when we go to bed for the night, so I don't want anything to interfere with that. We're not together very often, so we make love two or three times a day when we are. I usually seem to be in the mood to give him a nice sucking in the afternoon.
Often we go to lunch, then shopping or for a drive, and we get home at about three o'clock. That's perfect timing for a shower together, some lovemaking, and a nice nap before dinner and the evening. Sometimes, after our shower, I'll tell him to go get comfy in his chair, because he's going to get his penis sucked whether he likes it or not. He must like it, because I've never been refused.
Okay, we're both comfy with him in his chair, me kneeling between his legs, and I open his robe to find a nice clean penis lying up on his stomach. It's already about halfway erect from anticipation, and his testicles are hanging down loosely in their bag. Everything looks so yummy that I hardly know whare to start.
I start by holding his penis upright in my hand and gently kissing around the head. My lover has told me that the process of getting a hardon feels very good, so I try to prolong this pleasure by bringing him slowly to a nice full erection. The soft kisses and gentle licks on the most sensitive areas slowly, teasingly make him grow until he's fully hard and hot. I love the feeling of him growing and heating in response to my kisses and licks. What he says to me while I'm doing this lets me know that he likes it a lot.
When I have him nice and hard, I keep him that way until ........ well, until I'm finished. My lover's penis is happiest when it's fully erect, and I make sure he stays that way. I have the most fun when he's erect, too.
While I slowly bring him to full erection with my lips and tongue, I gently fondle his testicles with my fingers. This is the best time for that, because they get drawn up when he gets more excited, and they're not easy to handle when when that happens. He likes me to play with his testicles, but it's always best if his penis is getting attention at the same time.
I continue my licking and kissing after he gets fully hard because I like to tease him a little. I think a bit of teasing makes it just that much better for him when he finally gets what he wants. I know it sure works like that for me. He wants me to take it in my mouth, but I tease him by not doing that right away.
