A gasp escapes me as he finds easy entrance to my wetness, panties pushed to the side. His finger slips slowly inside me, luxuriously stroking me like a cat licking cream. The slow, methodic pace awakens a fire deep in my hips. Without my feet on the ground, I have little ability to move with him, to intensify the low embers glowing in the pit of my stomach. His thumb makes leisurely circles around my clit, using the surrounding fabric to tickle the nerves without stimulating them. It's agony.
"Please," I moan desperately, "I need more. Please, please."
Gently, he sets me down on a parked car, and stares into my eyes. I'm becoming overwhelmed by the nearness of him, and my arousal is distracting my dignity.
"Please," I whisper, nearly in tears.
He leans in and kisses me. Tender, loving lips caress my mouth, and his whole being seems to give over to the softness of the union. He gently breaks away to look at me, searching my eyes for an answer I can't give him. With a ragged breath, he manages, "I have always wanted to make you happy."
He separates my knees with his hands, and lifts the billowing fabric slightly. As he stands between my splayed legs, he leans over me and steals another kiss, hand trailing along my slickness. Suddenly, two fingers plow into me, making me cry out in surprise. As I grunt in shocked pleasure, his fingers pound deeper and deeper, strong pulses rocking my entire body against the car's hood. Not stifling my moans and pleading, I clutch at his back in tortured agony as he pushes a third finger into my depths. "AH, please!!" I nearly scream, bucking hard against his hand, which never loses its rhythm. His thumb brushes my exposed clit and I nearly explode. The pace increases as we continue rocking and rubbing and moaning and clutching, when all of a sudden, his hand is gone from my skirts.
My eyes flick open, as he quickly grabs me up off the car. He holds my elbows until my vision comes into focus and I can stand properly (a trick he learned long ago), and I pant at him quizzically. Chuckling at me, he nonchalantly tilts his chin toward a woman hurrying toward her car. Bless her heart, she looks like she's seen a ghost!
Oh my god I'm still at work.
"You bitch!" I shout at him, startling the woman further. "That's not fair. Oh my God, I just wanted to talk to you!! Why do you always do this??" He outwardly laughs at me then, and dodges my attempted slug to the arm.
"You just answered all of my questions. I'm sorry, but you weren't giving me anything before!"
"Why are you even here?? Why do you do this to me?" I practically wail as my vision starts to blur. God damnit, you cannot cry!! You practiced so many times what you would say if he came back! How unfairly he treated you, how poorly he behaved, how immature and irresponsible and unloving he was. You have to say it!!
But as you struggle to suppress your tears, your eyes lock on his. Breaking into sobs, you can't protest as he engulfs you in his arms. Held tightly against his chest, you flail as best you can to try and break free. Surrounded by his warmth, breathing in his musky scent, with the sound of his heart frantically beating against your cheek, you let him hold you. As soon as you surrender, your bodies collapse into each other, held in complete oneness together. More than heart-breaking orgasms, you lost the safety of this embrace when he left. And in that moment, you both swore that you would never be alone again.