"Ah...there you are my dear," came the sultry voice across the room. Inwardly I cringed. Not him again I thought. Why won't he just leave me alone. I tried to escape, but there was just no way. He was pompous, arrogant. Yet another foolish fop falling around my feet. And why? Well, that was a gimme. He wanted something I was not free to give him…my heart, and my late husband's money.
I hurriedly escaped, thank goodness. But in my haste I ran into a large, strong barrier. Looking up from my five foot five inch frame, I saw the deepest… bluest eyes I know I had ever seen. ‘He was absolutely gorgeous', was my thought. Then he smiled down at me. I swear he had to be at least six feet tall. But that smile. It was wondrous and for some strange reason I felt myself melt…all of me too. My heart started doing a crazy pitter-patter feelings I had not felt since my Tommy. I mumbled an ‘excuse me' as I rushed past him. But that smile haunted my dreams for days, no weeks, to come. I tossed and turned each night with him in my dreams.
That party was now over a month ago and still he haunted my every dream. In reality, he was also in my day-dreams too. It would probably have been better if I had a regular job to go to, but working at home with my paintings just wasn't the kind of diversion that I needed… maybe a trip to get away would help.
I called my very best friend I had known since I was a young girl. Suzie was always there when I needed her. Maybe she could go with me somewhere, anywhere.
When I called her though, she informed me there was just no way. She had no one to watch her little girl. So, I began making my own plans, alone… again. But I was becoming used to this. Where did I want to go? It had been a very long time since I went to the beach. That was it, the beach. The outer banks would be great. And this time of year, just before the Spring season hit, there would not be many people. I still didn't want to be in crowds for some reason. Guess I'd really become quite a recluse.
I decided to drive and found a beautiful little cottage on a cliff by the ocean. It was perfect, so I rented it for two weeks. For the next several mornings I walked the beach, read, and finally found the nearby small town. There was even a quaint museum in another town along the coast...that's where I headed. The artist inside of me had to see it. I still day-dreamed about that stranger. But gradually that was beginning to fade.
I walked into the museum and rounded the corner. There was an exhibit here this week and I curiously walked over to inspect the artist's work. A voice spoke behind me and I swear I could feel the hair on the back of my neck rise.
"What do you think of it? My work I mean," the sultry, sexy voice asked. ‘God no', I thought… ‘It can't be'.
But as I turned to look up again into those eyes, I knew. It was the same man I had tried desperately to forget. In one meeting he had changed my life. I traveled this far and still our paths crossed.
I turned to see his magical smile appear again.
"It's wonderful," I found myself replying. Once again, I hurriedly turn to leave, escape was really what I was doing. I just wasn't prepared for this kind of feeling again. I didn't want the hurt, the pain. But he caught my arm.