I couldn't help it if Badger fancies me, I made that quite clear to Jackie when she asked. She'd come up to visit me at the allotment, wanted me to pick some runner beans for dinner - but I wasn't to be seen. She said that she'd asked Tom on another patch and he'd said that I was in Badger's potting shed.
When she said thanks and walked over to the shed Tom advised that she ought not to disturb, as I was inside with badger.
"I was at loggerheads, Rob" she said dauntingly - at first I assumed you were simply helping Badger with some seedling planting, what do they call it - pricking out or something but Tom continued 'Oh no, missy, they are busy doing something you should not see at the moment!'
"I couldn't bring my self around to the idea that you and Badger, I mean Badger of all people - he is forty years older than you at least, Rob - and anyway you never ever told me you were, well you were that way inclined, I thought you loved me, Rob.
"Is it because I am not loving enough, not sexy enough for you - is that what it is? Ugh! Just the thought of him and you together disgusts me."
"Do you still want the runner beans? I asked pensively.
"Fuck the runner beans" she yelled, Tom looking up from his patch, looking shocked, for sure enough it was unlike Jackie ever to swear - except when we were in bed, but that was another matter. She used to come occasionally to help me do dome weeding and I noticed just how Tom eyed her up with his tongue almost hanging out. It didn't matter to me, in fact it made me feel good that other guys eyed her up, I was a very lucky guy indeed to have her.
"This is serious, whatever made you do that with Badger, he is a sweet old guy."
"Told you he fancies me, simple as that. It happened, Jackie. I am sorry you had to find out this way but I would have told you anyway, does that mean we are finished now?"
"I love you, but I am thinking that if you have turned to that, if you have 'come out' as they say, you wont be interested in me anymore."
"Don't be daft, Jackie - I love you just the same as always, me and Badger - well I feel sorry for the guy, he is lonely that's all, don't you see - and if I can help him after losing his wife last year, and he feels he wants me like that, well what's the harm?"
Jackie was a very considerate girl and mulled over what I'd said. She said she would try and go along with the idea just as long as she remained my sleeping partner, she could put up with the occasional casual thing I had with Badger but that is all, and she needed me to shower when I came home before being with her.
That night in bed though she wanted to know all the details, what we did and how. Asking her if she was kinky that way (mischievously) she just confirmed that she loved me that's all, and wanted to make sure she was as much as a woman she could be, even though she could not do things another man could, but if I wanted she'd read about how some women use strap on toys to give their partners something else or perhaps he preferred the real thing from Badger - or did I do it to him, she would find that hard to bear, that every time I entered her she would think of me doing it with Badger.
"Baby. Listen to me, with Badger -well he likes to take me - at first I hated it - but okay, well I admit, it did seem exciting afterwards, but baby no problem, you remain all woman, I have no leanings about your seducing me anyway with those horrible strap-on gadgets, just be all woman for me, just do all the things we do as if nothing else had happened okay. I want you for what you are, all woman, I enjoy the way you love me, the way you smother me before hand, all the little things we do with each other.
. When Badger is fucking me, Okay so I enjoy - but it could never be the same, it is different that's all, no harm done, he is gratified and I am happy too, it just gives me a little zip to think I have given that old guy some pleasure before he dies.
"Do you have oral sex with him, like we do, and does he with you? I'd like to know Baby?"
I was so entranced and happy with Jackie for just understanding as we snuggled and kissed, her hand teasing me the way she always did, me saying that there was no need to try and emulate whatever she thought Badger might be doing to me to give me more excitement than she could, that I was always gratified by her warmth and her deep love and never wanted that to alter. It was something very special and no matter what I didn't want my relationship with Badger, no matter what, to destroy that which I had with wonderful Jackie, my lover and soul mate.
I felt her heart thumbing madly as she went down to me her breasts heaving as I moulded each of them in my palms through her gorgeous silk black negligee, the one she always wore to let me know when she wanted me, I loved to gently squeeze them and move my fingers tips beneath her negligee, find her swelling nipples to feel and tease around and around, as she started to enjoy me below, her busy fingers doing all the things that experience had taught herm how I loved to feel her cup and gently squeeze me beneath, then gradually stretch my new erection back until all was revealed, her plum she called it, her adorable red plum and then I knew I would bee felling the touch of heaven as her tongue worked around me, teasing my p-hole in a way that only she could, hearing her wonderful moans as I so enjoyed squeezing and teasing her nipples to, getting the feeling of wanting her fuck - the wonderful feeling of giving and being wanted simultaneously as soon we had changed positions, stripping each other, thrilling each other with a simply wonderful sixty nine posture we both adored so much, just to taste and suck her was heaven indeed, heaven on earth and that taste of her femininity could never be equalled, and that feeling as she sucked me deeper and deeper, her fingers lifting my balls as it seemed she was trying to swallow me, looking down I simply admired the way she did it with so much passion, taking it all into her throat like that, so wonderful, she had this way of holding her breath for a good six minutes while she gave me a deep penetrative oral delight, and of course I wanted to do as much for her, pushing tongue deep inside and stretching her gorgeous pussy lips wide apart as I enjoyed every succulent drop and flavour of her femininity.
We liked to chill after each stage, we found it created a sort of restored energy for the waterloo, and it was so romantic too, just to be with each other so close and intimate like being completely part of each other.