That night in bed though she wanted to know all the details, what we did and how. Asking her if she was kinky that way (mischievously) she just confirmed that she loved me that's all, and wanted to make sure she was as much as a woman she could be, even though she could not do things another man could, but if I wanted she'd read about how some women use strap on toys to give their partners something else or perhaps he preferred the real thing from Badger - or did I do it to him, she would find that hard to bear, that every time I entered her she would think of me doing it with Badger.
"Baby. Listen to me, with Badger -well he likes to take me - at first I hated it - but okay, well I admit, it did seem exciting afterwards, but baby no problem, you remain all woman, I have no leanings about your seducing me anyway with those horrible strap-on gadgets, just be all woman for me, just do all the things we do as if nothing else had happened okay. I want you for what you are, all woman, I enjoy the way you love me, the way you smother me before hand, all the little things we do with each other.
. When Badger is fucking me, Okay so I enjoy - but it could never be the same, it is different that's all, no harm done, he is gratified and I am happy too, it just gives me a little zip to think I have given that old guy some pleasure before he dies.
"Do you have oral sex with him, like we do, and does he with you? I'd like to know Baby?"
I was so entranced and happy with Jackie for just understanding as we snuggled and kissed, her hand teasing me the way she always did, me saying that there was no need to try and emulate whatever she thought Badger might be doing to me to give me more excitement than she could, that I was always gratified by her warmth and her deep love and never wanted that to alter. It was something very special and no matter what I didn't want my relationship with Badger, no matter what, to destroy that which I had with wonderful Jackie, my lover and soul mate.
I felt her heart thumbing madly as she went down to me her breasts heaving as I moulded each of them in my palms through her gorgeous silk black negligee, the one she always wore to let me know when she wanted me, I loved to gently squeeze them and move my fingers tips beneath her negligee, find her swelling nipples to feel and tease around and around, as she started to enjoy me below, her busy fingers doing all the things that experience had taught herm how I loved to feel her cup and gently squeeze me beneath, then gradually stretch my new erection back until all was revealed, her plum she called it, her adorable red plum and then I knew I would bee felling the touch of heaven as her tongue worked around me, teasing my p-hole in a way that only she could, hearing her wonderful moans as I so enjoyed squeezing and teasing her nipples to, getting the feeling of wanting her fuck - the wonderful feeling of giving and being wanted simultaneously as soon we had changed positions, stripping each other, thrilling each other with a simply wonderful sixty nine posture we both adored so much, just to taste and suck her was heaven indeed, heaven on earth and that taste of her femininity could never be equalled, and that feeling as she sucked me deeper and deeper, her fingers lifting my balls as it seemed she was trying to swallow me, looking down I simply admired the way she did it with so much passion, taking it all into her throat like that, so wonderful, she had this way of holding her breath for a good six minutes while she gave me a deep penetrative oral delight, and of course I wanted to do as much for her, pushing tongue deep inside and stretching her gorgeous pussy lips wide apart as I enjoyed every succulent drop and flavour of her femininity.
We liked to chill after each stage, we found it created a sort of restored energy for the waterloo, and it was so romantic too, just to be with each other so close and intimate like being completely part of each other.
I guess it was just a different part of me wanting to share Badgers randy and pungent passion, I'd grown very used to him and I was relieved in a way that Jackie had found out about us, because I was never sure how I could tell her and how she would react. The last thing I wanted is to upset her to the degree that is would change our loving relationship. I loved her and that's that so now she knew and I had to adapt to her knowing, well she certainly had to but the wondrous thing when I said I would stop going with Badger she said for me to carry on, as long as it did not interfere with our sex life.
In a funny sort of way I guess it improved it, because although making it with another guy was stimulating and exiting, if you don't have it with the woman you love you could not compare, maybe you would feel unsure of what you really are, bit I know now that I am bi-sexual - but only to degree. I wanted to do it only with someone I admired and respected and Jackie knew that.
I explained how it happened, the first time when Badger's intention really was to show me how to plant new seedlings, he had a special bench set up in his potting shed and I never thought for one moment there was any motive other than sharing his gardening knowledge with me.
When somehow we got to touching each other and more I felt a certain thrill in having a guy like Badger touching me up from behind as I pricked out the Livingstone daises.
I remember the first time I took his hard erection into my mouth. It was something knew I wanted to try, a tasted it, very earthy and salty but not unpleasant at all, and when he began to moan I felt the swelling surge up inside squeezing my tongue to the roof of my mouth. His hands prompted mine to touch him underneath and from that point, when he grunted he would love to do something with my ass, I just knew I was in for my very first man fuck