As always, this is a work of fiction, a flight of fantasy. All characters are over 18. All errors are mine alone. I hope you enjoy.
"What do you mean when you say you're lucky? You don't look very lucky to me sitting here in jail."
"I guess I'd say that most things came easy. They just seemed to go the right way enough of the time."
"Was winding up in jail an example of being lucky?"
"No, but I'm interested to see what comes after this. Maybe something good comes from this as well."
"You're awfully calm for someone accused of murder."
"When you didn't do it, it's easy to be calm."
"Well, good luck with that."
"Exactly."
I was sitting in the San de Christo county jail, talking with Detectives Barton and Elliott. I had been arrested because I was new to town, had no roots, had no alibis. I was the proverbial drifter. They had no evidence to tie me to the crime scene and they knew it. They were just trying to provoke me or scare me to make some mistake. When you tell the truth it's easy to keep your story straight.
My parents had died when I was eleven years old, leaving home in the family car and never returning. The truck that crossed the center line and hit them head-on ended their lives in a split second. I went to live with my grandparents, where I lived until I was eighteen. School often seemed easy to me and I was seemingly in the right place at the right time often enough in sports that I was a minor star. Leaving school behind, I made money by working hard. In time, I found an easier way: I became a poker player. I had a knack for it and I practiced hard. I found I had to find new games after a while as people grew suspicious and angry if I won too much, too often. I started drifting from town to town, region to region, finding games and winning enough to support myself. I certainly wasn't living large, but it was a pleasant enough existence. I had just shown up here when there was a murder, the death of a young woman. I was part of the roundup after they confirmed my lack of any kind of local story. I was a 'person of interest' in the vocabulary of the police world. My almost complete lack of verifiable background was a red flag to them. They were just trying to push me into a mistake. I was sorry to disappoint them.
"What do you do?"
"I play poker."
"What do you do the rest of the time?"
"Eat, read, walk, drive, look, smell."
"Don't you work at all?"
"My job is poker. I mostly work nights. Though given the number of casinos now spread out everywhere it is easier to find a game than ever before."
"Where were you before you came here?"
"Des Moines."
"Why there?"
"Why not?"
"Where will you go next?"
"I don't know yet."
"Where is your family?"
"My parents are dead, killed in a car crash. I was an only child. My grandparents raised me but they are now dead as well."
"So you have no family. You have no friends or associates. You have no history of living anywhere for any period of time."
"Exactly."
"And this doesn't bother you?"
"Why would it bother me?"
"Don't you want to live somewhere? Have a real place to live?"
"You mean be tied down with a lease or a mortgage, credit card debt, obligations and responsibilities?"
"Yes."
"No."
"No, what?"
"No, I have no desire to live somewhere, have a real place to live. That's not living, that's existing in my book. There's no freedom in those choices."
"You're not free now."
"But I will be soon enough. You don't like it but you have nothing implicating me in this terrible crime. I'm very sorry to hear of this woman's death far before her time but I have experienced such a loss in my family. I know how that must feel to her parents."
"You're free to go, but stay in town. Leave us a list of where you've been and people you've talked to. We'll be in touch."
"I have no phone. I have no address. How will you keep in touch?"
"We'll find you."
"I'll be at the Beau Rivage casino on Route 89 off and on for the next few days. I'll check out the others as well."
With that I went out of the jail and back to my truck. They had gone through my truck with a fine tooth comb but found nothing. They had questioned the custom safe I had welded to the frame. I had finally opened it, showing them the contents. I had almost $25,000 in cash in hundred dollar bills in there. That got them going, big time. I keep the cash for 'just in case' times. I wasn't sure what those were but it was my security blanket. I put cash into ATMs for deposit to an account I had elsewhere. That money was my retirement. I sometimes worked half a year and loafed the rest someplace warm.
I found a motel and took a room for a week. I stripped down and stood in the shower for seemingly forever luxuriating in the warmth. Putting on clean clothes, I did as I had said I would. It was still afternoon but the Beau Rivage was already humming. I observed a couple of poker games already in action looking for the usual things; tells, bluffs, card handling. Taking a seat at one of them after the previous seat holder left for the day I settled in and proceeded to win almost five hundred dollars over time. Never wanting to overstay my welcome I cashed out and headed back to my room. I had once weighed myself down with a phone and Internet access but had finally learned there was nothing there for me. I knew no one who would call me and there was nothing going on in the world that truly interested me. It was just the same things: wars, disasters, disappointments and just enough accomplishments to give you hope for a future that never happened.
I had dinner at the attached cafe, then headed back to my room. It was going to be an evening of television, a distraction at best.
An hour later, a knock at the door announced Detective Elliott.
"How'd you find me?"
That truck just stands out."
"Oh, right."