Driving into Anchorage from Wasilla I saw the temperature gauge on my car drop steadily from 30 to 26, where it seems to have stabilized for the time being. A typical Alaska night, nearly a full moon was illuminating the stark trees and barren brown earth covered with a frosty coating that was awaiting snow. I was taking my time, not wanting to get into an accident if some black ice popped up on the road. It was 30 minutes from my place to the Anchorage where I was meeting Ken for the first time.
I met Ken through an adult web site that specialized in connecting men and women that had physical, as well as emotional needs. My primary goal is to find that special person that matches my sexual appetite and predilections, and is also a gentleman. I look forward to having that one special man in my life that loves spending time with me in and out of the bed. However, most of the nice looking guys that I am meeting on the site are married and looking for something missing in their sex life. I have had a few dates with some of them, and have been intimate with some as well. I find the sex to be very satisfying, but in the end they will go home to their wife and I will go home to an empty house.
As I have often done over the past few weeks, I find my thoughts drifting toward Ken. His pictures were wonderful and our emails and chats combined a bit of flirting with some sexy conversations about things we might do together. There was charisma that emanated from our online conversations, revealing his charm and quick wit. Several times, in different ways, he said he was an "ass man" and that I had the perfect ass. Who was I to argue?
Early in our online conversations he confided that his sex life with his wife had been virtually non-existent for the past few years. Like most couples, they had an active sex life with regular romps for the first couple of years of their relationship. But, as is often the case, marriage produces children, both spouses are working, the kids take up all of the extra energy, and there is nothing left for the bedroom. Ken said he felt like the few times that he and his wife did have sex, it seemed more like completing a chore list with his betrothed than enjoying moments of passion. I envisioned his wife going through the weekly rituals like a checklist: wash laundry (check), shop for groceries (check), do dishes (check), sex with husband (check), all very mechanical.
I also shared with Ken my past relationship. Recently single, I had been with Alvin for 17 years. It started off great and ended with the last five years being unappreciated and unloved. How could a man prefer porn to sex with a hot blooded blond in the bed right next to him? I wanted to feel appreciated, desirable, needed, wanted, cared for, loved. He wanted to watch people screwing on the internet and wack his pud. I finally left him and began my search for the deep intimacy that has been withheld from my life. Once I made the separation, I wondered why it had taken me so long.
Immediately after posting a few photos of my (apparently) spectacular ass, I have been flooded with email requests for dates from many men. If I think there is some potential after a few emails, and maybe a chat session or two, I will meet them. Sometimes it ends after a first meeting, realizing the connection just isn't there. And, on a few occasions, it can lead to more. In addition to Ken, I have another married man that I see from time to time. Like Ken, this fellow has a wife and kids and is not interested in breaking up the family. But we do enjoy our time together, as infrequent as it is.
Although I am in my 50's I have a body of 30 year old (well maybe late 30's). I have kept fit, I watch what I eat and have not let the pounds pile on as so many of my friends have. I like being fit, I like being desirable. I hold 140 lbs on my 5 ft 6 in frame quite well. I have long blond hair, a curvy figure with large natural breasts and a spunky, independent attitude. What is there not to like? (That, my dear, is a rhetorical question.)
Ken is a young 40 and very fit. He is 6 ft 1 inch tall, 200 lbs, and the pictures show a solid firm man with a flat hard stomach, nice biceps, thick pecs, and broad shoulders. One of Ken's best features is his eyes. He has these piercing blue eyes that seem to be looking right into your soul. I know that sounds corny, but if you saw his photo you would know what I mean. Short brown hear, neatly trimmed, a bit of mischievous smile, a nose a Roman gladiator would die for. He was the complete package.
Speaking of packages, he sent me a picture of his manhood when fully erect. He is obviously quite proud of his "equipment," sending me a photo with his introduction. And, if you saw this thing, you would know why. It is thick, circumcised, at least 8 inches long, and with just a hint of a bend to it to keep things interesting. It looks mouthwatering delicious. The picture shows him holding his erection in his hand, offering an accurate reference to confirm its length and girth. Needless to say, I was immediately attracted to him physically. Or at least I was attracted to his penis.