We had been talking almost a full year online and on the phone. We'd cammed and sent snail mail and email. Now Brian was really here, in my drive way. I could see him through a small gap in the living room curtains as he hopped out of his beat up 67 Chevy.
I knew from a dozen different conversations that the truck was his baby rescued from a junkyard. He had slowly rebuilt and or replaced every inch of it. Its problems were all cosmetic now according to Brian he just needed to reline the bed and give it a paint job. I didn't mind the primer gray and I enjoyed the classic lines and cute sidesteps on the front of the short bed.
I wasn't looking at the truck now however my attention was captured by the twin distractions of his adorable butt in tight jeans as he leaned back in the truck to grab a rucksack style bag and throw it over his shoulder. He grabbed something from the dash before slamming the cab door and turning toward my house.
My heart skipped and my breath caught in my throat. I was unbearably excited and filled with a sudden shyness. What if he didn't like me in person. I stroked my sweaty palms over the full curves of my hips and outer thighs. Should I just go out and meet him or wait for him to knock? I smacked both hands against my own ass to move myself. I opened the door and stepped onto the small covered front porch. It was just big enough for the 4 foot long porch swing to one side and the five tier spiral plant stand I'd covered in ferns on the other.
Brian was just mounting the top step and his face broke in a grin revealing his dimples to me for the first time in person. "My Michelle!" he exclaimed. He seemed to set down his bag, close the gap between us, and wrap me in his arms in the space of one of my stuttering heat beats.
I inhaled deeply smelling a faint whiff of lectric shave and a hint of old spice over fabric softener. Delicious. He lifted me completely off my feet before setting me back down and drawing back just enough to kiss my cheek. His nose burrowed in my neck and I felt one hand stroking my back. To this day it's the only hug I can remember being both to short and to long, to tight and far to loose. I would happily have crawled into his clothes with him if I could have. He must have felt the same as the stroking hand slipped under my shirt to press my bare skin. It was sexy but still innocent in that I somehow knew his only intention was just being closer to me.
I was laughing in happiness when we finally broke apart and his deep chuckles quickly joined mine. Our eyes locked and he caught up one of my hands in his. I was completely captured by him in that moment. My heartbeat was slow and steady.
"You want to sit out here or come on in?" I motioned my head slightly toward the door unable to break eye contact.
He brought his other hand up and I saw he was holding a small posy style clutch of roadside weeds and flowers. "I want to come in."
I took the flowers and felt my face go up in flame. I had a sudden clear image of what we would look like to others. Me blushing with a half mile wide smile with a handsome young man, clutching hands so tight both were a bit white knuckled and it made me laugh again. The loud outburst seemed almost rude to me as it was right in his face but he only smiled wider.
"I picked um myself darlin'," he played bashful grinding a toe into the porch and hid his face by looking down. He looked up winking and I wondered at his ability to understand exactly where my mind had went.
He leaned back and snagged the strap of his bag in one hand. I caught him and myself by surprise as I leaned in to kiss his cheek and caught his lips instead. Our lips seem to meld together before his parted and closed over my lower lip. I felt the faintest touch of his tongue before his lips dragged across mine and where gone. His hand cupped my cheek, calluses rough against my soft skin.
My eyes didn't want to open and let the moment end. I wanted to savor it, to live it over and over again. His lips touched my nose and my eyes flew open suddenly aware what a fool I must look like standing there eyes closed and lips half pursed. He wasn't looking though, his eyes were closed as well and his forehead leaned into mine before he opened them. This close looking into his eyes seemed more intimate than anything I'd done with my last boyfriend.
I turned and lead him into the house by our still clasped hands. "You can put your bag there," I pointed to a small bench I kept in the front hall beside a standing coat rack. "Or I can show you around and you can put it away?" I ended the question a little uncertainly. We'd talked about sleeping arrangements before many times and he was supposed to stay in my spare bedroom but I realized now I did not want to miss a single second I could spend with this man before he left.
"Here's okay. My bags are still out in the back of the truck. This is yours. I made it myself." He added the last sheepishly and set it down. He motioned to it with a flourish.
I picked up my part sticking the flowers to my nose and batting my eyes at him in what I'm sure was more a sycophantic display than the coquettish one was going for. "For me? Oh my, flowers and gifts. You do know how to spoil a girl sir." I pretended to turn serious. "Is it your dirty laundry?"
He laughed and undid the top draw string and opened the top. He pulled out a rumpled t-shirt and I was confused for a moment before I laughed with him. He slid the bag down and I squealed with excitement when I saw the wings appear. I stepped up beside him to see the exquisitely carved butterfly wings better. It was a butterfly with its wings partially opened at rest on a more rally carved lump of wood I recognized as a fence post. There was a traditional pattern engraved on the wings but with a raised overlay of floral vines with tiny five pedaled flowers. It stood at least a foot and a half tall and was made of a rich dark wood. I marveled at his skill and the level of detail in each leaf and petal, the wrinkles and ridges of the butterfly's abdomen. The time it must have took to do this staggered me.
"You made this for me? Really? Oh my gosh I love it. Look at it! You can't be serious this must have taken you months. Oh my God" I didn't bother to pause for him to answer my questions I was completely blown away at the generosity of this gift. I' d seen some of his smaller work over cam and had been amazed at how good it was but I'd never really understood just how truly talented he was.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Of coarse! I'm positive I made it just for you.Well my dad roughed out the basic shape for me with his jigsaw, but I did all the detail by hand. It's probably the best time we've spent together in years. I did a lot of the detail work while we talked on the phone."
Brian's father a lifelong carpenter and artist himself, hadn't been hugely pleased with his son enlisting in the air force even if I did provide the education he wanted his only son to get.
I hugged him tightly and only loosened my hold to jump excitedly against him thanking him over and over.
I stepped away and slid my fingers over the satin smooth tip of one richly grained wing. "I'm goanna put it in my bedroom so it can be the last and first thing I see every day."
I thanked him for another 15 minutes and minutely examined every detail of the sculpture. Exclaiming over it repeatedly and enjoying the obvious pride Brian showed without being in the least cocky or obnoxious. How did such a good looking, smart man end up so humble and unaware?
At my request he carried it to my bedroom and placed it on the tall dresser directly across from my bed. My bedroom was the furthest room back and I gave him the dime tour as we worked our way back to the front of the house.