He turned the knob and opened the door. It squeaked on it's hinges as he pulled on it. He stepped through and looked around. Crap! All the seats in the back were taken and the steps were wooden. The lecture stopped, the entire room went silent. No paper shuffling, coughing, moving about--silent. Absolutely silent. And then the door squealed shut as it closed behind him. As he surveyed the situation he noted that all heads were turned in his direction. He hesitated, but then took the first step trying to make sure his cane was silent as he placed it carefully on the step. The step creaked as he put his weight on it. Shit!
Sam looked at him. Didn't he know that no one showed up late for a Bio 102 lecture from Dr. Mitchell. Better to skip the class and get the notes. But, God, those eyes! Bright, sparkling, scanning the room, taking it all in. She swore he already knew every exit, hiding place, and had taken the measure of all one hundred or so students in the room.
Who or what was this guy? But those eyes showed pain, regret, grief. So there must be some damage, some baggage. Perfect posture, has to be military. Pressed blue slacks. Dry cleaned light blue shirt. And look at those shiny shoes. Navy. There was just something about him....
Her heart alarms went off. NO! STOP! DEAD STOP! Her brain joined in shouting 'HE'S A FIXER UPPER. ANOTHER FIXER UPPER. STOP. PLEASE STOP! DON'T DO THIS. LOOK AWAY.' She tore her eyes away and looked down. Took three deep breaths and focused on her computer.
"Well. Welcome to Biology 102, Mr......"
"Jackson, Sir. Walker Jackson."
"Welcome, Mr. Jackson. There appears to be a seat right there in the middle. Yes. Right next to Miss..." Sam realized he was talking to her.
"Taylor, Sir. Samantha Taylor."
"Good. Samantha if you would be so kind as to remove your shopping bags and purse from that chair?"
"Yeah. I mean, yes. Yes, Sir."
"New purse, Miss Taylor?"
"Uh, yes. It is."
"How nice. Your birthday?"
"Yes, Sir."
Walker made his way to the seat. Still limping some and putting some weight on the cane in his right hand. She stood and folded the seat up to help. He eased himself in front of Samantha, trying to reach the seat next to her without stepping on her feet. He cursed to himself. Oldest lecture hall on campus with seats designed for much smaller people than himself.
"Now, Mr. Jackson. Perhaps you will be kind enough to apologize to the class and to me for interrupting an absolutely riveting lecture regarding Mendelian inheritance and explain why you are so late."
He turned red. Anger building inside. Just take it! He's an ass, he told himself. Deal with it. He would have turned and left, but he needed these hours. So, another deep breath, forcing himself to relax, "I apologize to my fellow students and to you, Professor Mitchell, for arriving late and interrupting your lecture. I hate being late and it will not happen again."
He started to sit. "I'm sure you had a very good explanation for being tardy and starting the class on the third day, Mr. Jackson? Other than your rural southern background."
He clutched the cane tighter. Sam couldn't help herself. A fellow student in need? Her maternal instinct...or something else? She didn't even notice the alarms and warnings being drowned out. The walls around her heart weakening.
Without thinking she reached over and put her hand on top of his and squeezed lightly. He glanced down, but visibly calmed. His shoulders relaxed. Good. He looked like a bomb about to go off. What the hell was Mitchell doing? Didn't he know how these guys were? What could happen if you pushed the wrong buttons?
"Yes, Sir."
"Would you like to share?"
"No, Sir."
"Oh please, Mr. Jackson. I insist."
"I've spent the last six weeks at Walter Reed and requested an early release so I could attend your class. Unfortunately, I was discharged too late to arrive on the first day or on time. Sorry. Sir."
"And would you care to explain why you were there?"
"No, Sir."
"Please. I think the class would like to know."
"An error in judgment, Sir."
"An error in judgment? Like being late for class? Please explain?"
Damn! Sam could see Walker was winding up again. She squeezed his hand and he relaxed again. Another deep breath. Are his eyes getting wet?
"An error judgment, SIR! LIKE TAKING THIS FUCKING COURSE!"
She whispered, "At ease, soldier. Let it flow by." He looked at her and smiled.
He turned, "Excuse me, Miss." He stormed out of the row, but as he started leaving she was pulled into his wake, had to make sure he was OK.
"Mr. Jackson. You come back here. Stop!"
Turning back, Sam screamed, "STOP! For the love of God. STOP! You stop, Professor Mitchell. What are you doing? What the hell is wrong with you? Do you have a death wish or something? I don't know who he is or where he's been, but you are about ten seconds away from being a pile of mush next to that lecturn. And you'd deserve it. Didn't you see his eyes? He's been living on the other side. You're pushing the wrong buttons!"
"Walker! Walker!" She ran after and followed him through the door and grabbed his sleeve. He spun angrily around, cane rising. She flinched. "Walker! Please stop. Are you alright? Please stop."
He looked at her. His eyes softened. His features relaxed. He took another breath. Mopped his eyes with his handkerchief. A handkerchief? "Thank you, Miss...."
"Samantha...Sam"
"Thank you, Sam. I was about to lose it. I....I... and you helped me a lot in there. What a prick! Oh, sorry, Mi....Sam."
"Why I never..." using a simulated very Southern, 'Gone with the Wind' accent and fanning her face. She smiled and squeezed his arm. Wholly shit, she thought, hard as a rock. It was decided. This was not the last they were going to see of each other. Not by a long shot. The alarms went silent and disappeared after a final, desperate, 'Fixer Upper!'
What was it about him? She remembered her brother saying that he knew the moment he bumped into his wife at the grocery that she was The One. Maybe? Maybe Walker could be her one? Or would he just be another guy to break her heart, again? Too late now. She could feel herself being sucked in. Damn, why did she have to be this way? Why was she always sucked in by broken guys. Why couldn't she find a guy who would fix her? But this one was different, wasn't he? She just hoped there was no one else, no one else in his life...