Writers block is a pain that most writers go through every so often. Mostly finished with three different stories, my brain decided to shut down any creative idea I had... until just recently. Hopefully the end results will be worth it.
This story deals with several different life events, and I've done my best to treat them with respect. I know depression isn't usually solved by a swift kick in the ass, and those suffering normally have a long recovery time through the help of trained experts and modern medicine. Losing a body part through a traumatic experience is also nothing to treat lightly. Having never gone through either, I researched what I could and wrote my story as respectfully as possible. I'm sure others have had different experiences, but please remember that in the end, this is only a fictional story with fictional characters.
As always, votes and constructive comments are welcome. Please enjoy...
Amanda and Josh.
Josh and Amanda.
If you saw one, you saw the other. And if not, the other was not far away.
Growing up as next-door-neighbors, the two of them were seemingly destined to be together. They were born in the same hospital one day apart, their mothers were long-time friends, their fathers worked for the same company and had served together in the army. And from their first time playing in a playpen together, they were inseparable. If one laughed, so did the other. If one cried, so did the other, even if they were in different rooms - or different houses. It was a connection nobody could explain.
The connection continued as they were enrolled in pre-school. The teachers were told about it, but didn't believe the parents - until on day one, when the kids were put into different rooms. At first all was fine, until Amanda looked around and couldn't find Josh - and began to cry. None of the teachers could console her; the crying continued until Josh was brought into the room, and Amanda stopped crying instantly. From that day forward, the two were kept in the same room.
Starting school was not a problem, as the neighborhood school was small and only had one class for kindergarten, first, and second grades. Everyone hoped that by third grade their compulsion to be together wouldn't be as strong.
Partway through her first grade year, Amanda was told that her mom was going to have a baby, and that she would be a big sister. Amanda was thrilled with the notion, and eagerly awaited the big day. One day at school, she was called to the office. Thinking she was in trouble, Amanda was scared to enter. But when she saw her father Mike smiling through the door, she ran to him.
"Amanda - guess what? You're now officially a big sister to Vicki."
"A sister? Yay! Now Josh and me will have someone else to play with!"
"Well, not for a little while. Vicki's a baby and won't be able to play with you two for some time. But you'll be able to hold her, feed her, show her your dolls, and things like that. How does that sound?"
When they were done talking, Mike gave his daughter a bag of treats to pass out to her classmates at snack time, and Amanda hurried back to her room to tell everyone the news. All her classmates were excited for her... except Josh. He sat at his desk with a sad look on his face. Seeing him, Amanda hurried to his side.
"Josh, what's the matter? Why do you look so sad?"
"Well, now that you have a sister to play with, who's going to play with me?"
"I will. And Vicki will, once she's old enough. Daddy said we can't play with her too much now 'cause she's so little. But when she gets bigger, we all can play together. Ok?"
And so it went.
Josh and Amanda.
Amanda and Josh.
And soon it became Amanda and Josh and Vicki, as the three got along wonderfully. Until they didn't.
By the time Amanda and Josh hit middle school, Amanda was getting tired of having her sister around her and Josh all the time. Any time they went to the park, Vicki tagged along. If they went to the mall to spend time with their friends, Vicki tagged along. If they did anything at all together, Vicki tagged along.
One day, Amanda had had enough. After breakfast one summer day, she asked her mom if, for once, she and Josh could just hang out together with some friends - without Vicki.
"You know how much your sister looks up to you and Josh, don't you? She idolizes the two of you. It would probably break her heart to hear you say you don't want her to be around you."
"I know, mom, but all the time? Doesn't she have friends she can play with, without me being there? My friends are starting to laugh at me, knowing if I'm there, so will Vicki."
"Ok, honey. I'll talk with her. Just be sure that you and Josh find time to spend with her as well."
Several weeks later, Amanda and Josh were heading out to meet up with some of their friends. Amanda had forgotten she'd promised to take Vicki to the park, so when Vicki heard them leave, she began to cry. She jumped on her bike, pedaling furiously to catch up.
"Amanda, wait for me. You promised to take me to the park today. Wait for me, Amanda.
Wait for me...
Finally hearing her sister crying out, Amanda turned around just in time to see her sister begin to cross the street without looking. Horrified, Amanda could only watch as her sister got hit by a car. The driver saw Vicki at the last moment and slammed on her breaks, but it was too late. The only sound the kids heard was a sickening